Isolde
Guardian's Desire
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I watched Stryfe tear out into the night and I swore. I knew how he felt about me but I continued to use him to get my own way. I guess, after all was said and done, I could no more get over Thomas than he could get over Alexis. Except for the fact that he still loved her while I...well I didnt think that I could truely love another person again.
"You are going to get Stryfe killed, you know." I told myself. I had a bad habit of talking to myself when I was tense,"It's not my fault. He hates Thomas almost as much as I do." "He loves you more than he hates him," Came the answer. I didnt like the answer it made me seem like a calloused bitch. Hell, who was I kidding-I was that and much more.
I couldnt believe how much I had changed from the time before my family's death. I wasnt always like this. I used to be all too ready to give my heart away. Look what it got me.
Throwing down the rest of my drink I look at my sword and ponder whether or not I should go after Stryfe or leave him on his own. "Oh, hell," I said as I dressed in fresh tunic and leggings.
Scooping up my sword, I headed out the door. Maybe Stryfe wasnt the only fool in this relationship.
"You are going to get Stryfe killed, you know." I told myself. I had a bad habit of talking to myself when I was tense,"It's not my fault. He hates Thomas almost as much as I do." "He loves you more than he hates him," Came the answer. I didnt like the answer it made me seem like a calloused bitch. Hell, who was I kidding-I was that and much more.
I couldnt believe how much I had changed from the time before my family's death. I wasnt always like this. I used to be all too ready to give my heart away. Look what it got me.
Throwing down the rest of my drink I look at my sword and ponder whether or not I should go after Stryfe or leave him on his own. "Oh, hell," I said as I dressed in fresh tunic and leggings.
Scooping up my sword, I headed out the door. Maybe Stryfe wasnt the only fool in this relationship.