The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

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Here is the thing... I am just me, what you see and read is who i really am. I have no secret agendas nor am I playing a role. Think for a second what it does to a person who is submissive when you question and disbelieve and assume shit that isnt close to anything she is. I give up on this whole online B.S. because i'm finding that if the sub is not the aggressor nothing happens and damnit i dont want to be the aggressor! I dont want to persue a Dominant, its just not how im made. This whole thing is just wrong for me, it's not what i know....it feels terrible, just not right. Now the question is...what do i do next, where do i fit, what kinda vibe do i give off that makes me invisible to anyone i think might be just a little bit compatable, and how do i change that so that whomever sees just me. I'm giving up my so called search for a Dominant because as much as i have put the real me out there no one sees... or maybe i should be a little more honest with myself and admit no one wants.(this is not meant to be for pityfest purposes, just some real emotion that i needed to get out)
 
Happy Birthday to T.O.M.

i heard the thunder tonight ... it sounded like a strike.

Give K. a big hug.

Until.
 
~to love freely is to live freely~

I've seen and felt personal power and power exchange acknowledged where once it was unseen and misunderstood ..and unacknowledged

success depends on using, not opposing.



a service pet. ohhhh well pick your own label then ...for things that need to be done, that use this person ssc. grin.

don't take things personal. but it hurts damnit. asl;dkfj;laskdjf; ilasdjfl;iasjdfl;ij okay *breathe* *smile* don't react. write it clear the next time. ahhhhh
 
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Compost Pile of Affection....

The flower of pain will come
and the shower of petals will spread
themselves along the ripples
of your tired memory
Expunging whatever joy
you had gathered from the
Garden of Loving..................
 
WriterDom said:
A switch with Dom tendencies- PyL
A switch with sub tendencies- pYl

A submissive who doesn't realise s/he has dominant tendencies until suddenly one day s/he's had enough, and now we are going to do thing MY way dammit!... pyL.

A dominant who's out there making a name for him/her self, but when it actually comes down to it, actually wants a Master/Mistress... PYl.

Someone suffering from MPD, and dealing with various personalities wanting the "spotlight"... PYL/PYL/PYL/pyl/WTF.

A little kid caught out with his/her finger somewhere it shouldn't be... PYN.
 
FungiUg said:
A submissive who doesn't realise s/he has dominant tendencies until suddenly one day s/he's had enough, and now we are going to do thing MY way dammit!... pyL.

A dominant who's out there making a name for him/her self, but when it actually comes down to it, actually wants a Master/Mistress... PYl.

Someone suffering from MPD, and dealing with various personalities wanting the "spotlight"... PYL/PYL/PYL/pyl/WTF.

A little kid caught out with his/her finger somewhere it shouldn't be... PYN.

LOL Y'all have waaaaaaaaay too much time on your hands. :)
 
sad but true, KC.. Scary thing is, it's been cold enough that some of the trees around here want to start changing already.
 
snowy ciara said:
sad but true, KC.. Scary thing is, it's been cold enough that some of the trees around here want to start changing already.

Tourist season for color change is usually mid October here
trees are already changing colors

Going to be a long cold lonely winter
 
snowy ciara said:
if that darn lake of yours freezes over, I'll put the snow chains on my car.....

There are two (2) of the great lakes between me and thee
 
Richard49 said:
There are two (2) of the great lakes between me and thee

Well, yeah, but I was gonna go over that scary ass bridge you got there! Unless of course, the bridge is iced over too. In which case, I'll just go over the lakes..
 
snowy ciara said:
Well, yeah, but I was gonna go over that scary ass bridge you got there! Unless of course, the bridge is iced over too. In which case, I'll just go over the lakes..

Well that bridge does over two of the great lakes
and no I do not drive over...... nope
that is what God made farieys for

but there is a bigger great lake you have to cross before you get to bridge ..................
 
snowy ciara said:
sad but true, KC.. Scary thing is, it's been cold enough that some of the trees around here want to start changing already.
here too...but i can actually feel the difference in the sun. :(
 
Been feeling invisible and unwanted lately, Kajira? I know the feeling. I seem to always be the one who wants someone who doesn't really want me. Oh sure, men contact me looking for a domme, but they don't want me specifically.

Rest assured, you're not invisible and are quite desirable to me. :kiss:
 
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