The Outlook

[DarkWarrioress]

Wolf trots up to the Outlook proper, making her way to the bar, with a sigh. Body eases from furred to brown and curvy, eyes fade from gold to copper. Finding an abandoned bathrobe, she puts it on, to cover her nudity and goes to sit on the deck.

"And what was that sigh for, Lady Wolf?" The pert little redhead asks as she rematerializes in and is leaning with a shoulder against a pole, her arms patiently folded over her chest and watching Luna with quiet green eyes.

 

[DarkWarrioress]

Blargh *sinks into seat*

She quirks a brow at Raven.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

He doesn't kow what to say. For one being trained for such things he feels ill prepared with words for her. She is no client but a friend, so he gives her the comfort of a friend, holding her close saying with touch what he cannot with words. Fingers stroking her hair. "I grieve with thee." he murmers. Cheesy maybe, from a book maybe, but the words are heart felt genuine for he can empothize with her pain even if he has never felt a pain like that himself. He feels the urge to apologise, but does not for he knows an apology is not what she needs, an apology might shut down this sharing. "I know you miss him dear one." he murmers.

*The validation of feelings of loss let the tears finally come, the release that is so desperately needed. The issue that spawned such thoughts is weighty, but not insurmountable, yet the feeling of facing everything alone seems like a heavy burden, all out of proportion. I sob it all out, letting go of the grief and loneliness.

 

[dragonrazor]

She quirks a brow at Raven.

I still can't figure out why I can't map my direction buttons to the hat switch or stick of my flight stick on my playstation emulator. I can do it with all the others...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

"And what was that sigh for, Lady Wolf?" The pert little redhead asks as she rematerializes in and is leaning with a shoulder against a pole, her arms patiently folded over her chest and watching Luna with quiet green eyes.

I no longer get the same amount of joy from the Lounge and the people as I used to. Things feel unreal, maybe? Too many people I don't know, don't respect, don't particularly LIKE. They annoy me. I find myself, more and more, avoiding every place but the Inn and my thread...and that is sad.

Head shakes, wide brown eyes gaze at the pretty Lady.

 

[The_gladiator]

*The validation of feelings of loss let the tears finally come, the release that is so desperately needed. The issue that spawned such thoughts is weighty, but not insurmountable, yet the feeling of facing everything alone seems like a heavy burden, all out of proportion. I sob it all out, letting go of the grief and loneliness.

Hands rubbing over her back. "You are not alone dear one. I am here with you, Luna Is, Cait is. Pen, your sister, so many people love you. I know that is hard to see sometimes when you feel so alone. Its a scary feeling the thought that you are alone. You are never alone." he presses lips to her forehead fingertips brushing her tears away. Not to stop her from crying but more out of a way to show his affection, his touch that he cares. "I know it hurts Honey, and its ok to cry." he murmers soothingly.

 

[dragonrazor]

I no longer get the same amount of joy from the Lounge and the people as I used to. Things feel unreal, maybe? Too many people I don't know, don't respect, don't particularly LIKE. They annoy me. I find myself, more and more, avoiding every place but the Inn and my thread...and that is sad.

Head shakes, wide brown eyes gaze at the pretty Lady.

*hugs the Vulfen tight*

 

[DarkWarrioress]

I no longer get the same amount of joy from the Lounge and the people as I used to. Things feel unreal, maybe? Too many people I don't know, don't respect, don't particularly LIKE. They annoy me. I find myself, more and more, avoiding every place but the Inn and my thread...and that is sad.

Head shakes, wide brown eyes gaze at the pretty Lady.

"Sweet Lady," she shoved off the pillar and joined Luna at the rail, "I would think these feelings are natural. Just keep doing what you are doing. Perhaps, in time, things will change again. Sad times come," her eyes stray below to the elven ones, then back to the she wolf,"but this too, is a cycle. Just be yourself Lady Wolf. Growl at the ones who dare get too close that annoy you, be affectionate to the ones you care about. Who would expect anything less from a wolf, eh?"

 

[dragonrazor]

So I don't like Oreos, right? Well, I found chocolate cream oreos...and I LURVE them.

 

[DarkWarrioress]

So I don't like Oreos, right? Well, I found chocolate cream oreos...and I LURVE them.

"You don't like Oreos? But you like jello?" She shook her head, "You're a strange one, Raven."

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

*hugs the Vulfen tight*

*grins at draggy*

"Sweet Lady," she shoved off the pillar and joined Luna at the rail, "I would think these feelings are natural. Just keep doing what you are doing. Perhaps, in time, things will change again. Sad times come," her eyes stray below to the elven ones, then back to the she wolf,"but this too, is a cycle. Just be yourself Lady Wolf. Growls at the ones who dare get too close that annoy you, be affectionate to the ones you care about. Who would expect anything less from a wolf, eh?"

shrugs

Part of it is beyond my own depression though. It seems like there is always new layers of stupidity, cliques, and groups and bullshit...added. New couples, new fights, new dumb ass arguments that have NO bearing in the REAL WORLD. My annoyance is because the depression only makes the levels of artificiality more clear. More readily seen.

I know that I won't growl at those I consider friends, those who have stuck by me and gave me REAL support, even if it was only over a computer screen. I can't guarantee that I won't end up being just as snippy as some of my friends who no longer give a fuck about showing their good sides to the Litverse...

I hate feeling like most of these people are vapor and spam...even those i used to want to know, even those I think I could love in the RW. Sucks.

 

[dragonrazor]

"You don't like Oreos? But you like jello?" She shook her head, "You're a strange one, Raven."

I know. I am not even sure WHY I don't like oreos.

 

[Last_Rider]

I totally understand Luna, my sympathies. Just so you know, I promise never to dissolve into vapor and spam. Though spam has uses...

 

[DarkWarrioress]

*grins at draggy*



shrugs

Part of it is beyond my own depression though. It seems like there is always new layers of stupidity, cliques, and groups and bullshit...added. New couples, new fights, new dumb ass arguments that have NO bearing in the REAL WORLD. My annoyance is because the depression only makes the levels of artificiality more clear. More readily seen.

I know that I won't growl at those I consider friends, those who have stuck by me and gave me REAL support, even if it was only over a computer screen. I can't guarantee that I won't end up being just as snippy as some of my friends who no longer give a fuck about showing their good sides to the Litverse...

I hate feeling like most of these people are vapor and spam...even those i used to want to know, even those I think I could love in the RW. Sucks.

"Such is the way of it, Milady Wolf. I simply ignore what I can and move along. " She leans over to kiss Luna's cheek. "I believe in you, Luna. You'll sort this out and weed out what needs to be weeded and keep what is genuine."

She hailed a handsome waiter and ordered a mug of tea.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I know. I am not even sure WHY I don't like oreos.

But...you like ME and I am an oreo of the first order...*nods*

I totally understand Luna, my sympathies. Just so you know, I promise never to dissolve into vapor and spam. Though spam has uses...

You had better never become vapor or spam, Rider. You are on a very short list of people I wish were close enough for me to meet and hang out with.

*grins*

 

[dragonrazor]

But...you like ME and I am an oreo of the first order...*nods*



You had better never become vapor or spam, Rider. You are on a very short list of people I wish were close enough for me to meet and hang out with.

*grins*

You're a chocolate oreo Like the ones I've got sitting right here.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

"Such is the way of it, Milady Wolf. I simply ignore what I can and move along. " She leans over to kiss Luna's cheek. "I believe in you, Luna. You'll sort this out and weed out what needs to be weeded and keep what is genuine."

She hailed a handsome waiter and ordered a mug of tea.

*smiles* No worries, I am weeding the places, the people...even now. Since you are my strong one, my conscience, in a way, I know you won't take it amiss...just like my Twin Kin wouldn't. Others? I worry I offend, so I don't speak it, even if I want to.

*gestures for a glass of spring water, a strawberry dropped into it's depths...*

You should try this, is good, Cait.

You're a chocolate oreo Like the ones I've got sitting right here.

Nope true oreo, chocolate and vanilla...just covered in caramel is all.

 

[dragonrazor]

*smiles* No worries, I am weeding the places, the people...even now. Since you are my strong one, my conscience, in a way, I know you won't take it amiss...just like my Twin Kin wouldn't. Others? I worry I offend, so I don't speak it, even if I want to.

*gestures for a glass of spring water, a strawberry dropped into it's depths...*

You should try this, is good, Cait.



Nope true oreo, chocolate and vanilla...just covered in caramel is all.

*laughing at that thought* Sounds tasty.

 

[The_gladiator]

I gather the elven one closer to me, "Do you feel ready or able to visit with our friends?" he asks softly still holding her, content to sit with her if she is not, but thinking perhaps some friends and some laughter will be good for her.

 

[Annisthyrienne]

*After a while, strength returns to me anew; at least enough to carry on. I wipe away my tears and stop my sobbing. In accuracy, its more like the energy to continue just exhausts itself. Without further mention, I look up into my friend's eyes, an unspoken message of gratefulness for his presence and comfort.

Standing, I reach out a hand, pulling him up beside me with a slight, pensive hint of a smile. Hand in hand, we walk together to the Outlook patio, the lights and sounds of people beckoning.

I think I could use a drink.

 

[DarkWarrioress]

*smiles* No worries, I am weeding the places, the people...even now. Since you are my strong one, my conscience, in a way, I know you won't take it amiss...just like my Twin Kin wouldn't. Others? I worry I offend, so I don't speak it, even if I want to.

*gestures for a glass of spring water, a strawberry dropped into it's depths...*

You should try this, is good, Cait.


Nope true oreo, chocolate and vanilla...just covered in caramel is all.

A wink for the She Wolf. "You're right, Luna. I don 't take it amiss. You have only to call or wish for my presence and I'll be wherever you need me." A glance at the glass in her hand, "That does look good, Milady."

 

[Nina327]

*produces herself from no where, to no where... but is here just the same*

I have to agree with some points..

in the last year the Lounges have sucked some soul eating bullshit from the univers and decided it would be a great idea to have sevral random morons produce it in typed format to torment us all...

That said... I stay cause there are a few that tickle the shit out of me.

(i think that rant just killed my spell check, just sayin)

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

*laughing at that thought* Sounds tasty.

It is. *winks*

A wink for the She Wolf. "You're right, Luna. I don 't take it amiss. You have only to call or wish for my presence and I'll be wherever you need me." A glance at the glass in her hand, "That does look good, Milady."

Is. I promise.*yawns~long and loudly* I really need sleep, I think.

 

[DarkWarrioress]

*produces herself from no where, to no where... but is here just the same*

I have to agree with some points..

in the last year the Lounges have sucked some soul eating bullshit from the univers and decided it would be a great idea to have sevral random morons produce it in typed format to torment us all...

That said... I stay cause there are a few that tickle the shit out of me.

(i think that rant just killed my spell check, just sayin)

Shit has to land somewhere, Nina.

 

[DarkWarrioress]

It is. *winks*



Is. I promise.*yawns~long and loudly* I really need sleep, I think.

"Then take that cute ass of yours off to bed, Woman."