The Popular Crowd (need one)

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Alexis turned and looked at him. "God are you fucking stupid or what?" She asked.

She gestured to the spot where she had blown him. "I could have left you high and dry if I didn't give a shit about how I TREATED people! Yeah I did use you to get what I wanted, but I also made sure I GAVE you something in return didn't I? I could have gotten my picture and then bolted out the door."

She came towards him again and pointed at herself, "Also remember that I was the one who told you to get condoms because I wanted to have sex with you. BEFORE anyone told me to do it for membership. The only thing that changed was that now I can get two things I want, membership AND sex with you. But in return I just had to ask you not to fuck Niece first!"

"You act like I have made you a pawn in such a miserable game where you have to have sex with pretty girls. Life must suddenly be so fucking hard for you big man!" She cried. "This isn't some fucking video game Jake. So get over yourself, because it takes more than a big dick to bring in pussy."

She sneered, "Oh and don't take that hurt little lamb approach. I'm not gonna feel sorry for you. I'm not gonna feel sorry that your dick is sooooo big and so many hot girls wanna fuck you, dear lord how will you ever get through college like that." She pointed at him again, "You are gonna come to this party, you are gonna fuck me till I scream, and that's the end of it. Understand!?"

"Did you get the condoms by the way?"

 

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“You’re mostly right again, Alexis,” he conceded, “and yes, I do have the condoms. I did want to see you again. And no, I don’t want this to be a fucking computer game. I liked what you did for me, no matter why you did it. And maybe I’m just being too much of a fucking nerd over it, making too much of some things and not enough of others.”

But there was still a lot of nerd left in Jake. He reached to take her hand and his cock stiffened at the thought of her touch. He took a deep breath.

“I’ll come to the party with you, and I’ll fuck you before even thinking about anyone else. Maybe I’ll only fuck you. And I’ll fuck you until you scream.”

He was a bit taken aback by his own behavior now; he’d never have thought before that he’d talk to a girl that way. But Alexis was unlike any other girls he’d really talked to before. No, he’d never have spoken like that to an aunt or cousin, and they were the only females he ever really talked to. ‘God,’ he thought, ‘I have so much to learn.’

“But I’m going to ask you for something else, too.”

He thought about how comfortable he’d been drawing her portraits, something he’d never been able to do before.

“I’d like you to sit for me, and maybe sit with me for a coffee sometime. I’d like to get to know you more.”

He looked over at the box on his desk.

“Now, when is the party, and how many condoms do you think I should bring?”

 

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Alexis listened to Jake and looked down at his hand in hers. She felt bad about being so harsh with him, it wasn't entirely his fault really. Part of it was brought on by her and what she had done without warning with him. And she was sure the other part was just how he grew up. He was probably very bullied in school, hell even Niece originally would have gave him shit until her inner slut awaken apparently.

She sighed and nodded, "Yeah okay we can do that. Coffee sounds good." She told him. "Party is Saturday. So we have a couple of days before that still, we can go get coffee tomorrow or something if you want."

"Look dude, I know this isn't exactly a normal situation. Just try not to let shit get to your head. You'll have plenty of chances with girls, hell maybe even more now. I think part of your problem has mostly been from shyness and maybe a bit of fear. But tits aren't that scary trust me." She told him, a smirk growing on her lips.

 

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Jake blushed and chuckled over Alexis’ comment about tits.

“Yeah, I know,” conceded, but you’re not a nerd, so there’s some things you don’t know, and not just about computers. Tits aren’t scary at all. It’s what their attached to that’s scares us. We just really don’t know how to interface with . . . sorry, We don’t know how to interact with girls. They don’t have programming codes and command prompts or even power on/off buttons. That’s why geek guys are so into sex dolls and robots and porn. They’re predictable and understandable . . .”

There he goes, being the nerd again. ‘Stupid,’ he thought to himself, ‘ look at her smirk. You’re holding her hand. I don’t think she wants a lecture about nerds and breasts.’

“I - I’m not interested in that. I do want a real girl. I’ve only felt real tits when I danced with my cousins at family weddings. And even then, that was only through our clothes against my chest. I never even seen one real.”

He smiled and looked at her chest, breasts outlined by the worn cotton cloth of her t-shirt, the name of the band lost in the curves of her flesh.

 

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Alexis listened to him and understood. She had a friend who's brother was a lot like Jake, purposefully sheltered because they were too afraid of getting made fun of and rejected by others. She knew everyone had their hobbies and interests, and unfortunately not all hobbies were given equal consideration for the cool club. Which meant that if you liked computers instead of sports or other outdoor and outgoing activities, then you were kind of fucked socially.

She smirked as Jake mentioned his knowledge and interest in tits. Talking about how he had never seen real life breasts as his eyes went to her chest.

She pulled her hand away from him and took a step back. "Well there you go then. You wanna see my tits Jake? You wanna my whole naked body?" She reached her hands down and played with the bottom of her T-shirt, lifting it up a little so he could see her flat tight stomach. "I bet you'd like to lick me all over now wouldn't you?" She teased.

Her shirt came up higher, teasing him with the bottom of her bra now. "Oh I bet you'd just die to get me naked, or how about to just impale me on that big fuckstick of yours?" She moaned for him.

She leaned forward and let her shirt fall back down. "Guess you better make sure you fuck me first on Saturday huh?" She grinned. "Call me or text me tomorrow if you wanna get coffee."

Then she spun and left, feeling the wetness in her pussy as she walked away. God she was really starting to like him. Maybe the party wouldn't be a one-time thing.

 

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Jake’s dick jumped as he thought he was going to get some real tit to see, maybe feel. Alexis was so playful and non-chalant about sexuality. He wished he could be like that, be more normal. Though Alexis wouldn’t be considered normal in his family. Then again, he thought, he was becoming more comfortable with it.

He enjoyed the tease with her shirt, though he wished she had gone all the way with it. But she had given him that blow job; he was sure there’d be more to come if he was himself with her, if he didn’t take it as a game.

He didn’t want her to leave, but it was clear she was going to.

“Okay,” he agreed quickly. “I’ll text you after my first class.”

He took her hand as she was going out the door.

“And I’ll be sure to fuck you first. But won’t Niece try to seduce me? You’d better have some good moves to make my decision convincing.”

He sighed as the door closed. He really did like this unusual girl, and he did want to learn more about her, learn more from her.

He sat at his desk and began to draw her from his mind’s image. He was good at that and, after a few quick sketches, he started on a fully developed full-face portrait. With each sketch, though, his mind also recalled the bj, and his dick grew stiffer and stiffer. He was just about to take care of the problem when his roomie arrived. So much for that. Jake said hello, picked up his pad and pencils, and headed down to the duck pond.

 

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"Ugh I fucking hate that class." Niece muttered to herself as she hoisted her bag onto her shoulder. She hated how basic some of her core classes had to be, molecular biology was boring and it didn't make any sense to be a required class for veterinary medicine.

She straightened her book bag and tugging her tight shirt down and headed back towards the GGK house. As one of the head members, her lived at the house of which only three other members lived in the dorm house. There wasn't space for everyone, and the house was mainly supposed to be used for functions and events. But a few girls got to stay there to keep the place maintained between events, especially after parties. That was always a clean up nightmare, albeit a totally worthwhile nightmare.

On her way back she had to cut through the duck pond. It was there that she saw something or someone rather, she didn't expect. Sitting on a bench with a drawing pad, near the water, was a person who before yesterday would have been completely under her radar.

But things had changed.

She smirked to herself and glanced around. There wasn't much foot traffic through the duck pond at this hour. The sun was going down, and most students didn't just hang out in the evening here.

"Let's see what we have here." She muttered pleasantly to herself.

She approached Jake from the far side of the bench, and without a word sat down calmly beside him, brushing her hair over one shoulder. She glanced over at him and smiled softly, before pretending to dig into her bag for something. "Ahh fuck." she muttered loud enough for him to hear. "I think I forgot my pen."

She looked over at him. "Can I borrow your pencil for like two seconds?"

 

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Jake was engrossed in his drawing. It was a sketch of the duck pond with Alexis sitting on a rock under a willow tree by the bank. He didn’t notice Niece’s arrival until she spoke. Startled, he quickly closed the pad.

“A pencil? Sure.”

He took one out of his pocket, a medium soft, and looked up as he handed to . . . my God! Was she hot. He knew who she was; after all, the other nerds all had pictures of her on their phones. Pictures scanned out of the campus newspaper. He was smart enough to know this wasn’t an accident, given what he learned from Alexis.

“Do you draw?” he asked as he handed her the pencil.

 

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Niece laughed as she caught the way his face changed when he noticed who she was. She wasn't a fool, far from it given her choice of study and GPA, she knew that she had grown rather "popular" around campus for her looks. It was only natural given the girl she saw in the mirror everyday. Part of her loved the thrill of being so desired, and having the power to use that desire to do whatever the fuck she wanted.

She took the pencil from him and shook her head. "Draw? No I don't." She said digging out a piece of paper from her binder and quickly writing her phone number onto it. "But you do don't you Jake?" She told him with a knowing smile. She curled the paper around the pencil and handed it back to him.

She glanced down at the pad and smiled, "Looks like you have Alexis on the brain. You've got a pretty good mental mind to be able to draw like that without having her around." She told him. "How did you enjoy that blowjob Jake?" She asked, licking her slightly parted lips slowly.

She shifted herself until she was pressed against his side. "Did she satisfy you?"

 

[Tio_Narratore]

If this had happened three days ago, Jake would have been stammering and stuttering, fumbling and flailing after his initial surprise. But that was the old Jake. His encounter with Alexis had given him a defree of self-confidence he could never have imagined. Not that he still wasn’t a good bit the old nervous nerd, but he had started to transcend that. He was even calm when she gave him her number.

But then she saw the sketch, and he almost lost it. He looked down and saw that he hadn’t really closed the pad; he flipped the cover the wrong way. ‘Goddamn spiral-bound pads,’ he thought. But worse followed. She knew about the blowjob. Or maybe surmised it. Jake had no idea what Alexis actually told her. All he did know was that he was being caught up in an ego competition between two hot chicks. Sounds good to a guy, but it would be a mistake to actually think so. And then it gets worse. She presses up against him on the bench and asks if the bj satisfied him. He really had to hold on to his composure now.

“I don’t know what Alexis told you, Niece.” Remembering his manners, he added, “if I may call you that.” He continued.

“I don’t know what she told you, but if there were any intimacies between me and anybody, I wouldn’t talk about it at all with anyone but the person involved. And I definitely wouldn’t offer someone else a judgement of it. I really don’t think you should ask such a question.”

He shifted so that most of his side wasn’t pressing against Niece, even though it did feel good to have her soft warmth next to him. And he surprised himself quite a bit with his reaction.

“There are some things I would like to talk to you about, though. And I’m sure there’s some questions you might have for me that I could answer.”

He turned his drawing pad to a clean page.

“You are as pretty as everyone says, Niece. I’d be honored if you’d sit for me to sketch you. We can talk while I draw.”

He was really surprised at his new-found audacity; just yesterday he was afraid of asking anyone to pose for him, let alone ask the hottest girl at the college.

His gamer skills were back on now, and he felt this request might appeal enough to her vanity to give him a chance to point out the problems in her strategy while she sat.

 

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Niece was actually surprised at how forthcoming and confident Jake seemed. It isn't at all what she expected out of a dude like him. She figured that Alexis must have awakened something in him, and most likely had a bit of a chat with him in order to swing this little competition in her favor. Which was totally fine with her, she enjoyed the challenge. Niece was well aware of her reputation after all, and if she pressed on Jake, she had no doubts that she could have him do whatever she wanted him to do.

Niece slid back away from him, turning herself to face him. She gave him a little seductive pout, "Oh you want to add me into your sketch collection?" She teased. "You can draw me Jake, I'll let you draw me however you want. In fact, I'll even let you draw me naked." She leaned towards him again and brought her lips to his ear. "I'll do any pose you want." She whispered.

Then she pulled back again, looking at him with a sexy pout. "Tell me what you want to do with me Master." She cooed.

 

[Tio_Narratore]

Jake might have balked at the ‘Master’ business; yes, that was a standard nerd fantasy, but it wasn’t his. And the way Niece delivered it wouldn’t have taken him in at all. That is, if he had heard it. But by the time she cooed it, he was already lost.

“Even naked” “Any pose you want” completely undid him. All the confidence he had gained flew out the window. Jake was back to being a geek stammering in the presence of a real chick, and the hottest one around at that.

“Um-uh-um, Alexis was my-my-my first live model, Niece. I-I’ve never seen a real girl n-n-nak-naked or drawn one.”

Then that other nerd quality came out - the need for accurate detail.

“No, I did see one. In a life drawing class. But I ran out of the studio before I even got past putting my pencil on the paper.”

‘Oh shit,’ Jake thought, ‘I’m really a fucking nerd again.’

But the distraction of the detail gave him back a bit of composure, and he tried to get things under control again.

“I think I’d like to have you pose for me, Niece, but I really would need to do you portrait first.”

‘God, what am I doing?’ Jake thought. ‘How could I pass up a chance to have this girl be my private model?’ And then he reflected on his promise to Alexis and dismissed, well, almost dismissed the thought of Niece being his first nude.

“I have a class in half an hour. Maybe I could do a quick sketch and then call you later to arrange a sitting?”

By the time he got to “call you,” he was stammering again.

“Maybe we c-c-could do-do-do it after the party?”

He winced at the double-entendre of “do it.”

 

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Niece didn't expect him to lose his mind at her offer, but he began to stammer as clearly she made him suddenly very nervous. It was kind of cute and kind of offputting at the same time. But it made her feel a bit better over all. It meant that she still had power over him, despite what Alexis might have warned him about or pleaded with him to do.

He wanted to draw her and she could easily let him do that. It was no bother for her to pose, if it meant she could get him alone. Alone meant she could seduce him, and if she could seduce him that meant she could have him in the palm of her hand and win this little game she had created against Alexis.

Niece didn't like to lose.

She frowned as Jake rejected her offer to outright go back to his place and get naked for him. But he told her about his class and she would never expect a nerd like him to miss a class on purpose. So she just nodded, "Fine a portrait. But I can't say I'm not a little bit sad."

She smirked, and looked around quickly. There was nobody really around, at least not close enough to see them clearly. It was also getting dark so she shifted onto her knees on the bench, sitting so she faced him directly.

"How about this for an angle?" She asked and then grabbed the bottom of her t-shirt, pulling it up to her mouth and biting it to hold it up. She put her hands between her thighs and squeezed her arms to give Jake the best possible view of her pushed together underboobs. "Can you draw this big boy?" She teased with a mouthful of shirt.

 

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Jake’s eyes must have bulged like a cartoon wolf’s when Niece lifted her t-shirt; this was his first look at any part of a boob this close, let alone that so-suggestive underboob with its promise of a full exposure to come. But he did need to control himself, and he succeeded at it. To an extent.

“Well, I cant do a nice portrait with your shirt he your mouth,” he said with a smile and a slight quavering in his voice. “But I can draw your tee, and the part of you that’s around it. Even your partly hidden face.”

He knew he could, He just had to think of what was before him as lines and shapes, not as boobs and a pair of beautiful, salacious eyes. Not as easy as it seems, but he did manage to turn towards Niece and get his pad set up on his lap without even dropping his pencil once. The fact that there was no one else around helped keep him from embarrassment as well.

“I’ll have to work quickly, Niece; it’s getting a bit dark,” and he started making quick strokes on the paper with the pencil.

He focussed on her boobs, both what could be seen and what was outlined by the shirt held taught between her lips, rendering the shape perfectly and shading them to give them the proper mass, He paid attention to her face, too, that lovely face, her eyes and upper lip in particular.

“Okay, Niece, “ he said. “It’s not finished, but I have the important details. I can finish the rest of the shading and details after class. You don’t have to be there I can do it from my sketch and memory.”

He showed her the drawing, boobs, shirt, lips, and eyes almost photographically detailed. Her arms and shoulders, hair and the rest of her face lightly sketched, hinting at the detail to come.

“If you like it, I’ll mat it for you. Do you want to meet tomorrow for me to give it to you? I’m free from noon on. Shall I call you?”

‘And perhaps,’ he thought, ‘I can be composed enough to have you pose.’

He added, “and if you still want to pose for more...”

His nerdy self was quite satisfied at how far he had come; after all, he had drawn her, and once he drew someone, something. It was permanently captured in his mind.

 

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She liked how unsettled Jake became at the merest hint of skin, his composure shaked by the view of her underboobs. Though she also noticed that once he began to draw, that nerdy nervousness disappeared and he became all business. His eyes rocketed back and forth between her and the page before him. The sky grew darker as he drew to the point where the parklamps turned on and completely changed the shadows around them.

As if on que with that Jake stopp3d and showed her the outlining he had done. It was really really good, and it was very clear who the girl in the drawing was. Niece was actually rather impressed. "Wow that is really good." She told him letting her shirt fall back down.

Jake explained how he would finish it later and told her they could meet tomorrow. She smirked when he hinted at posing for more. Nodding she got off the bench and straightened herself out. "I think we could arrange that. Text me when you free up."

The she spun and walked away. Alexis might have warned him or made a deal with him about the oarty. Making sure as best she could that she would win. But if Niece got into his head, seducjng him first, it shouldnt be too hard for her to overwrite Alexis in Jakes mind.

Niece would win.

 

[Tio_Narratore]

Jake headed to his Systems Administrator class. He hated late afternoon classes; that was the time he liked best for drawing. And Systems Administration wasn’t his favorite computer course either - absolutely no creativity. His mind wandered during class, and his hand, with pencil attached, wandered over his sketch book, absent-mindedly outlining breasts of varying shapes and sizes. Yes, like a good nerd, he adored boobs. And like a good nerd, he’d never had the pleasure of one, let alone a pair. And yet Niece’s lovely, round, pert boobs had been half flashed before him. And held there for him to draw. ‘Why the fuck did I bother to come to this boring class?’ he asked himself.

As soon as it ended, Jake rushed back to his room. His roomie was there, so he had to lock his pad away; he knew that Peter would always try to get a look at the sexy sketches Jake drew, and he definitely didn’t wan’t him to see Alexis and Niece.

Jake stayed while Peter headed to the dining hall; he was hungry for something other than food. He stripped and laid back on his bed, taking his freakish fuckstick in hand, and falling into a reverie of Alexis’ incredible bj. He saw her lips sliding up his organ as he stroked himself, but as he continued her face began shifting in his mind. It was Niece going down on him now. Then Alexis again. Then Niece.

It was disconcerting, to say the least, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t keep just the one girl on his dick. Finally he gave in and just enjoyed jjerking off to a blow job from Alexiniece.

With that out of his system, he could get to work finishing Niece’s drawing. He finished it well, fleshing out the details and shading of her hands and t-shirt, and he added the bench and the tree behind her. Peter still hadn’t returned, so he had time to mat it and hide it away before his roommate came back.

He was up early net morning - an 8:30 class awaited him. It ended at 10, and he thought that was an acceptable time to call Niece.

“Hi, it’s Jake,” he said when she answered. “I have your drawing all finished and matted. I’m free this afternoon to get it to you. If that’s ok, where and when should I catch up with you?”

 

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Niece was just leaving class when her phone buzzed with Jake's number. She didnt know it was Jake at first, but her intuition told her who it would be before she answered the phone. The party was in two days and she needed to make sure she had him eating from the palm of her hand before then.

"This afternoon works just fine for me. Ill see you soon." She said sweetly.

She decided to wear a very short skirt and a white button up blouse to Jake's place. The ideal school girl uniform and the perfect outfit to drive him nuts. Not that she expected to be wearing it for very long anyway.

Jake answered and she smiled, her finger hung from of her lower lip as she gave him a lustful look. "Hey big man. Can i come in?" She asked, then turned away from him and casually stuck her ass towards him. "Or would you rather come in me?" She teased.

 

[Tio_Narratore]

Jake was rattled at the start. His roommate would be out working on his computer project until five or later, leaving Jake plenty of time to sketch Niece, and whatever else she had in mind. He was nervous about the ‘whatever else,’ but, reflecting on his first bj, he was looking forward to it. What he hadn’t expected at all was Niece just jumping into the ‘whatever else.’

“Please come in, Niece,” he said politely, and then he lost it a bit.

“Sure, I’d like to come in you,” he said with a good bit of stammering, “but I thought you were interested in the picture I drew and matted for you. I thought you wanted to model for me. I wanted to draw you, not to have sex with you, but because I find you beautiful.

He regained his confidence now, and really let it out.

“But all you – and Alexis too – want from me is my freakish penis. I don’t mind you wanting it. I’m excited that you do, but ...”

He paused and took a deep breath.

“Ok,” he said firmly, “all you want is my grotesque fuckstick, then have it. Do what you want with it. Or tell me what you want me to do with it.”

With that, he started to undo his belt buckle. And started to tremble as he thought ‘what have I done here? I’m getting all fucked up in this. Girls are so confusing!’

He stopped, his belt still in hand, and went from trembling to downright shaking as he tried to prepare himself for whatever would come next, whatever Niece would do.

 

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Niece smirked and turn towards him with a grin. She saw how nervoues he was and frowned as he went on a rant about how they obly wanted him for his gross member. She didnt understand what his problem was. Why make such a big deal about this. He should be counting his lucky stars considering his female options last week were probably next to nothing.

"Jake thats not...."

He spat out fine and stepped back from the door to let her in. Then he began to take off his pants. Clearly frustrated as his hands worked.

Niece stepped forward and grabbed his hands, stopping him from just dropping trow. "Jake what is wrong with you?" She asked. "Why are you making a big deal out of this? You sound like a guy who is pissed off because he won the lottery. Also why are you insulting your dick?"

She frowned and pulled him to his bed. "Here sit down and talk to me." She told him pushing him down.

She grabbed a chair and stratled it backwards so she could lean against the backrest while facing him. "Talk to me. Tell me how you feel."

 

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“Okay, Niece, I’ll talk to you, but it isn’t going to be easy. Just stop me when you’ve had enough.”

A deep breath and then he began.

“You know, I love girls. Always have. As long as I can remember. I just loved being near them, so sweet. Such lovely voices. Such graceful movement. So nice to look at and to touch. I was in heaven in grade six when we had dance class and I got to touch and move with the girls.”

“But when I went to high school, a lot changed. Gym class was my nightmare. The other guys taunted me about my oversized penis. Told me I was like an animal. Even started giving me nicknames like ‘elephant man’ and ‘horsey.’ Told me if I tried to have sex with a girl she scream and run away because my dick would tear her open and hurt her. I loved girls, and I didn’t want to hurt them, so I stopped trying to be with them. Computers became my friends; they wouldn’t taunt me or run away in fear. All I did with girls then was to draw them. From pictures, not real life. I love art, too; it’s so good to see the way artists have shown their appreciation of girls.”

“Yeah, later I discovered porn, and knew I wasn’t the only freak with a giant wiener, and that there were girls that liked monster dicks. But I didn’t want to turn a career in porn; it was too shallow. The photos and films showed a lot of sex, but no sensuality. The pictures were flat. You could hear the sound, but you couldn’t feel the tones and sighs and moans that came from the girls. There was no scent - no perfume, no body musk. When I drew or painted pictures of girls, I never did it comic-book style, with outline and flat color filled in. I always worked to give the girl substance - shading to make the picture seem that it was solid.”

Jake took a deep breath and lowered his head.

“Still, I was afraid of frightening or hurting girls, so I couldn’t even bring myself to draw them live. Alexis got me to draw her, and I felt like at least some part of my life would change. She changed even more. I couldn’t - and if I could, I still wouldn’t - tell anyone how she made me feel. And then you posed for me. I knew what the real motive was, but still I thought you might be interested in how I rendered you. You’re a beautiful girl, Niece, but you know that any way.”

Another deep breath, and Jake forced himself to look Niece in the eye.

“And then you came here, not even interested in the drawing that I finished and matted for you. Just about your competition with Alexis over me. No, not even over me, over my grotesque dick.’

Another breath.

“Yes, I would love to have sex with you. And with Alexis. With every girl in Gamma Gamma Kappa. Every girl on campus! I love girls, but I don’t want a ‘whizz, whirr, thank you, sir;’ I want to savor it, have a full taste of the sensuality. Not just to screw and brag. And I have no need to brag any way.”

He looked intently at Niece.

“I don’t want to hurt girls. And now my freakstick is doing it whether I want to or not. Yeah. Your contest with Alexis. I go to the party, and you get me first, then Alexis doesn’t get into GGK. Alexis gets me first, then you’re offended, and you’ll hate her and me because you’d feel you lost on being the hottest chick on campus. It’s so important to you two, and either way, I’m left hurting someone. Probably hurts your whole sorority - either their president loses her status or the sorority loses a potentially valuable new member.”

Jake leaned back with a sigh.

“So, it’s best that I don’t go to the party. I’ll just learn my lesson and stay away from the girls before I hurt any of them.”

He stood up and retrieved the matted drawing.

“So, now you’ve heard it. Here’s your drawing if you want it. It’s been nice looking at you, Niece.”

 

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Niece sat there and listened patiently to what Jake had to say. She had taken two years of physiology prior to her ultimate decision to work towards being a vet. As a result she had learned much in the art of listening to people, and also getting into their heads, but what Jake was telling her was actually a pretty clear cut case of what bullying can do to someone.

As she listened it was clear that Jake didn't understand that the insults about his dick weren't out of any sort of fact, but out of the jealousy of his peers. Jake had a rockstar dick and he didn't even know if because he had been convinced by bullying. She felt bad for him because it was clear he wouldn't have become nearly as big of a dork if he hadn't been bullied into it.

After Jake finished, Niece looked at him and asked. "Okay that's a lot. You ready for my answer to all of that?"

When Jake nodded, Niece took a big deep breath.

"Alright, first off, your dick isn't grotesque nor even really all that freaky. It's large, very large, but you aren't some three legged monster. Those fuckers in school made fun of you out of jealousy, not out of any real facts. They wanted you to feel like shit because they knew that if their girlfriends knew you had such a wonderous dick, they'd probably hit on you. Not that you would do anything being the nice guy you are, but they didn't want to take that chance. Besides kids are mean anyway and wanted to make you feel like shit just for kicks and giggles." She explained.

"Did you know that you can hurt a girl with a average dick too? Even a small dick. If you don't do it right you can hurt a girl with any size penis, it doesn't have to be a big one. If a girl is properly prepared for you, then you have nothing to worry about even with your big gun." She continued.

"Also you can't keep yourself locked away at a computer screen because you are....I don't know, scared to hurt someone? That's a lame excuse Jake. I get that you might be scared, scared that someone would laugh at your size or whatever, but seriously that excuse doesn't hold any water right? Have I made fun of your size? Did Alexis? Last I heard she sucked you dry with delight, so come on dude."

Niece gave him a smirk and shrugged, "Look I get it, you don't wanna be a piece of meat. I understand that, believe me I've been viewed as a piece of meat a lot in my life. And I'm sorry if you feel that way. If I had my way you wouldn't have even KNOWN about the competition deal I made with Alexis. Frankly Alexis is GGK material anyway because she's just so damn pretty, so I would have let her in regardless of the outcome at the party."

She took a deep breath. "You know it's funny, any other guy in your position would actively be doing anything you could to fuck as many chicks as you could. Especially since you suddenly have an influx of volunteers. Yet instead you question it because you think we are all up to something nefarious. I don't understand you Jake. But I think you really need to think about what's on offer here."

She stood up and moved over to Jake's desk where his computer sat. She ran her fingers along the keyboard, and then moved to his drawing table and eyed some loose sketches that were laid bare there. "You could spent your prime college days, sitting up here alone looking at porn and trying to recreate your fantasies in your drawings....Or..."

Niece moved over to him and leaned in very close so that her breath played over his skin, "You could capitize on your gift, and it is a GIFT, and fuck a bunch of stunning bitches. You could take out your revenge on all those who fucked with you in school by fucking girls that those pricks could only DREAM about." She grabbed him with both hands on the side of his face and kissed his forehead. "The choice is yours big boy. I hope to see you at the party, I really do."

She straightened and took her completed drawing from where Jake had left it. "Thank you for this." And she walked out the door, but paused as she was closing it. "Think about what I said." Then she was gone.

 

[Tio_Narratore]

Jake sat there thinking, thinking about how to get control of himself again. Yes, much of what Niece said was right. And he probably should listen to her. She knew. Could he stop thinking of his penis as a freakstick and appreciate it?

He undid his belt, dropped his pants, and stepped up to the full length mirror on his closet door. He looked at his dick and then took it in his hand. He closed his eyes and saw Alexis’ lips sliding over it, how exciting it looked, how exciting it felt. Yes, she may have been shallow and even porn-ish about it, but it was sensual to him. He smelled the perfume wafting from her hair again. Yes, that was what he wanted, intimacy with girls, sensual intimacy, to feel and taste and see and hear and smell them, bared to the flesh with him. But could he manage it after these years of fear and insecurity? He already jumped from drawing a live girl to having her suck him off, but could he make love to a girl yet, play an active role? He hadn’t even kissed a girl properly yet. He should go to the party, like Niece suggested, but would he jjust end up embarrassing himself, make everything all wrong again?

Jake needed to think more, and he needed to find a place to think, to relax and think. He looked at his dick again and stroked it a few times, then he dressed, picked up his drawing stuff, and headed out for the duck pond.

 

[musicankane]

"ALRIGHT BITCHES GATHER AROUND!" Niece cried at the party, gathering all the existing GGK members around the living room table. Niece stood at the center of the ring with Alexis. "Tonight isn't just a semester opening party, it's a celebration of our newest GGK girl!" Cheers from the girls around them. "She has proven that she has what it takes to be a valuable asset to our kick ass sorority. Everyone it is my pleasure and I want you to join me in welcoming ALEXIS!!!" She screamed.

Everyone around Alexis went wild, raising glasses and cheering as the DJ resumed blasting music as if on queue. Alexis couldn't be happier, but at the same time she was confused. She had come to the party fully expected to have to compete with Niece, but Niece had told her to leave Jake alone and that the deal was off. When Alexis protested about getting into GGK, Niece had assured her that she was in and that the challenge was going too far. The fact that Alexis had agreed to it was enough to prove she was committed and thus would be welcomed fully into GGK.

After the crowd went back to partying around them Alexis moved to Niece and asked, "So did you uninvite Jake?"

Niece shook her head, "No but I did speak with him. It seems he felt a bit overwhelm by what we had planned, so he and I talked it out. I told him to that there was no pressure and that I wasn't going to force you to sleep with him or anything like that. But I did tell him he would still be welcome at the party if he wanted to come. So I guess it's on him if he wants to show up or not." Niece explained with a shrug.

"God I feel bad for him you know?" Alexis said frowning into her cup of coke and whiskey. "I think I might have been to forward with him and I don't think he was mental prepared for it."

Niece looked at her. "You kinda like him huh?"

Alexis shrugged, "I don't know. I honestly can't tell if I like him or just really want to sleep with that dick of his."

Niece frowned, "That's probably not the best reason to push on him right now." She explained to Alexis what Jake told her about his school days. "I think bullying might have messed him up a little bit. I think we should tread lightly around him and get him comfortable with us."

"We?"

Niece smirked, "What I wanna feel that dick too girl. Can't you share?"

Alexis sighed. Then Niece pushed, "Unless you want to make him officially your boyfriend, then I'll back off. But if you just want to have fun then he is free game."

"That's soo fucked up."

"Don't hate the player, hate the game bitch." Niece smiled.

 

[Tio_Narratore]

Jake sat on that same bench by the pond, drawing the space where water, earth, and air intersected. There was movement there, as well. A swaying willow branch. A pair of mallards. Waves and ripples from the wind. Billowy clouds drifting in the sky. There was fire, too, the flames that singed Jake’s thoughts. The heat of Alexis and Niece. The heat of going to the party. If he didn’t, he missed his only chance at redemption from the hell of geekdom. If he did, he might be burned beyond hope. Perhaps his drawing, freezing all the movement, would help him resolve the choice that faced him.

Absorbed in his drawing, in his pondering, he didn’t notice her. Not at first. But then a breeze wafted a wisp of her scent towards him, and he looked up with a start.

“I’m sorry, Jake,” a voice said. “I didn’t mean to disturb you.”

He looked at this girl who knew him but whom he didn’t know. At least didn’t know he knew. She saw his confusion and spoke again.

“It’s me, Jennifer. From the Pharmacy.”

And her face flooded back into his memory. But she wasn’t in a lab coat now, was no longer a professional. Jake was unsure of himself again. She knew he had bought extra-large condoms. She knew what he had been keeping hidden.

“Yes, now I remember you. Hello, Jennifer.”

“I see you’re busy,” she said. “I’ll go so you can finish your drawing. It’s very nice so far.”

“Thank you. I’m sorry I’m not talking. My mind is preoccupied.”

“I can see that,” she said smiling. “I’ll go. Maybe we’ll meet again.”

“Yes, Maybe. I’ll keep this drawing for you incase we do.”

She got up tp leave. Jake thought he saw her glancing at his crotch.

He finished the drawing after their good-byes, and realized also that he had come to a decision. Jennifer convinced him of what he needed to do. She was just one on many girls, and that was the point. So were Alexis and Niece. Ones of many. Each special in her own way, each someone he’d like to explore and experience all the senses with. And that was never going to happen if he didn’t do something about himself.

Content, he headed home. Tomorrow was Friday. Maybe he could go buy something good to wear to the party.

And so he did. And there he was, Saturday night at the doors of GGK house, waiting to be let in.

 

[musicankane]

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Emma had drawn the short straw and as a result she was stuck with the door duty at the party. It was up to her to only let in the best of the best looking guys, and/or people who had been invited directly by someone at GGK. Sadly that meant she didn't much of a chance to hangout or chill with people, though she did get to drink so at least she had that going for her.

When Jake came up to the door Emma gave him an up and down look before opening the door. Who the hell was this guy, he certainly wasn't an athlete or some uber handsome med student? It wasn't until she opened the door and took another look at him that she remembered what Niece had told her.

She had described Jake almost perfectly to Emma, making sure that Emma didn't reject Jake's entry to the party.

Once she realized who he was, she remembered the picture that everyone at GGK had seen of his crotch rocket and she grinned at him. "Hey!" She said happily. "You must be Jake, Niece said you might be coming." She paused and opened the door wider for him, "Come on in, welcome to GGK. I'm Emma." She introduced herself holding out her hand.

Then she pointed, "Alright so the kitchen will have all the drinks, help yourself. Out back there is a pool, though most people don't use it until the end of the party because nobody ever thinks to bring a suit. Upstairs there are two bathrooms, and a few bedrooms, but you have to be invited into one of those okay don't go snooping around." She teased giving Jake a gently elbow in his ribs. "Anyway go have fun!" She insisted.