There she goes...

[deezire1900]

Her leave is fast approching...9 days.

SHe is moving in with my sister until her sister's baby is born then moving back to Cali...I am ready for a fresh start, but that will now have to wait (I am always the one to give) until March. SHe will be keeping her mail coming here and she cant take her dog with her...so i am stuck. (Love the dog, will hate the weekly visits) Its like my brain can't get a chance to relax.

Happy Holidays everyone.

 

[SweetErika]

Her leave is fast approching...9 days.

SHe is moving in with my sister until her sister's baby is born then moving back to Cali...I am ready for a fresh start, but that will now have to wait (I am always the one to give) until March. SHe will be keeping her mail coming here and she cant take her dog with her...so i am stuck. (Love the dog, will hate the weekly visits) Its like my brain can't get a chance to relax.

Happy Holidays everyone.

Stay strong...you've made it this far! Have a wonderful holiday Deezire!

 

[deezire1900]

2-3 days left. It is really starting to effect my work. I went home ill yesterday at 1 and went and had my eyebrows waxed. oh, then I ate like a pig. damn it! I wish she was just gone. Of course, I am not sleeping...and today I meet with the realtor to put the house up for sale.

 

[SweetErika]

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Take care of yourself and do what you need to, especially to release the emotions and stress. You're going to make it. {{{Deezire}}}

 

[deezire1900]

She moved out yesterday. (except for a few pieces she is coming back for today)

I feel ok. I dont feel lonely or sad, but I am probably stuffing it.

Can it be that i am just releaved?

 

[Silentshade]

Sometimes just waiting for the time to past can cause you more pain. Maybe now that the worst part is over you will be able to contine on. Please keep us informed.

 

[deezire1900]

Well...thank you.

I have been keeping busy, and not wondering why I this didn't happen sooner....

Don't worry I am just fine. NOW I NEED TO GET LAID!