I'm here, lover . . . nobody is going to hurt you . . . it's just you and me . . . kissing the top of your head while your face is buried in my neck . . . not going to do anything you don't feel like doing . . .
Before we turn into prunes, I think we need to get out of the shower . . . how about we have a cup of coffee and we can just sit on the couch and be together . . . just the two of us. There is a little bit of food in the fridge, so we can just make a salad for lunch here . . . and sit out on the deck and forget about the rest of the world.
Reaching around her to turn the shower off, he pulls her tight to him . . . close enough she can feel that he is 'excited' to be near her, but yet he doesn't want her to feel pressured to take it any further, just yet . . .
She nodded and smiled to him. Yeah something to eat sounds good. She reached for a towel and slipped from the shower drying off she saw the marks left by her struggling against the restraints and Roger and just stared at them blankly.
Seeing her visibly upset again at the marks on her body . . . Jason is pretty rattled himself. Taking the towel from her hands, he kneels to dry her feel and ankles, seeing up close some of the most visible signs of her struggle. As he finishes his 'task' he stands in front of her, kissing her tummy as he stands . . . wanting to her to begin getting comfortable with his show of intimacy and caring . . . hoping that will help her move forward . . a small step at a time . .
Maybe you better put a few clothes before you head out to the deck . . . I know we are pretty secluded here . . . laughing a bit as you head for the bedroom to cover up that magnificent body. Just grab your coffee and sit out on the deck . . . I'll put a salad together and bring it out in a few minutes . . . reaching out for a quick 'ass squeeze' when you try to get past me on the way to the bedroom . .
She nodded and laughed a little as he grabbed her ass. Once in the bedroom she just slipped on the robe that Sara had grabbed for her. Heading to the deck she smiled seeing the salad.
Glass of wine with that, love? Setting the bottle down on the table with two glasses. Leanig over to kiss her on the neck before sitting . . . can't help but steal a peek down the neck of her robe . . . I know, just saw her naked in the shower, but when those delightful breasts are covered up, the mystery returns and I have to try to look . . .
She smiled at the kiss and knew he was trying to look down the robe so she shifted so it would open a little more as she let go of it to pick up the wine glass.
Damn, what a tease . . . lingering around her neck for another soft kiss . . . better sit down for lunch while I can still sit without hurting myself . . . pouring the wine , then sliding into the chair beside her . . . anything you want to do the rest of the day, baby? I'm comfy just sitting here on the deck with a glass of wine . . . mmm, and you!!
I want us to get me past what happened I don't want to recoil from fear every time you touch me because of him... How do we do that... play it out that you attack me or just go slow and watch it take forever... how do we fix this?
Finishing up my salad, I lean back in my chair and look out over the view from the deck. As you finish eating, and lean back with your glassof wine, both glasses refilled, I rest my hand on your thigh, still covered by the robe, but as the minutes pass, I begin to 're-arrange' the robe so that my fingers are now stroking skin, rather than the material of the robe . . .
Baby . . . you've got to try to relax . . . this is me . . . I'm not going to hurt you . . . we know how to play and not hurt each other . .
Draining his wine glass, Jason stands up . . . takes her by the hand and she reluctantly follows him into the cabin and to the bedroom . . . Keep your robe on, love . . we are just going to lie down and rest a bit . . . you need a little more sleep, you didn't sleep all that well last night . . . you were fidgeting against me all night . .
Pleased that she would lie down on the bed with him, he also knew that the longer he waited to initiate some intimate contact, the more difficult it would be for her to respond . . . so,
Turning on his side beside her, her eyes closed, a soft smile on her face, his fingers slowly reach over and untie the robe . . . peeling it back slowly until her breasts are fully exposed . . . somehow, he knows this is more of a threat than when they were naked in the shower just a short time ago . . .
Slowly, Selena . . . taking our time here . . . but rememberm baby . . . it's just you and me . . . no one else is here . . . focus on me . . .
Kissing her cheek as his fingers begin to explore and caress her breasts . . . her apprehension evident in her short breaths . . . yet her nipples begin to repond to his touch . . . kissing her neck . . . on the lips . . .
She whimpered but watched him as best she could pressing into his kisses from time to time her eyes closing tight as her mind threw Rogers face at her.
Beginning to kiss down . . . over the neck to her chest . . . his lips replacing his fingers on a nipple, sucking gently . . . soft moans, mixed with whimpers of fear . . his fingers beginning a journey that will be difficult, at best, for Selena . . . sliding down over her tummy to her thighs, gently caressing her soft skin, but not yet attempting to approach her most sensitive area . . .
Encouraging her with soft words and touches . . .it's OK Selena, you can do it . . .you know you trust me . . . just focus on us . .. nothing else right now. . . OK, lover??
She whimpered her heels digging into the mattress for a moment as if trying to get away till her mind registered his voice... biting her lip she just nodded her breathing still that of terror short and sharp as she felt his hands go lower.
Knowing that she would not be at all physically ready for his fingers on her sex, he licked his fingers before even attempting to touch her intimate area . . . just to get her to accept his touch was a difficult process . . .
Stopping after the first attempt and pulling his hand back, he took her hand in his and moved her fingers down over her belly . . . it's ok baby . . . just take my hand in yours . . . you decide how close you want me to be . .