To catch the Half Breed Heart (Closed)

Dane felt a momentary sensation, a desire, and it felt different than that which was caused by the Succubus but in some way the same though different in others. But it was gone without him having to push it down this time he knew immediately why and how. It was exterior feelings not interior and his mind recognized it wasn't his true feelings at the moment. Yes he wanted her sexually but on their terms and when the time was right not created by some supernatural power of desire and lust.

"I'm great Lyria and how are you" came his retort with virtually no hesitation. "I felt something but I pushed it away as it wasn't real", hesitation now and he decided to go for it.

"It wasn't real like the feelings I have for you all the time that never wanes but only seems to grow even when I tried to stop them. In case you are wondering why I wanted the breaks on them well it's because I didn't want to be in love with a woman that would never return my love. But I can't seem to control those feelings so I'm going to embrace them and hope for the best."

Dane didn't say this for her pity or anything but simply did as he had promised and that was be upfront and honest. He wasn't in high school any longer and wasn't going to beat around the bush.
 
You tested him didn't you Lyria?

Jacob looked over having felt the power surge no matter how brief it was in her.

Honestly surprised you didn't go full power was wondering when you would do this. Do you get it now... this is not some power based thing... a mortal has truly fallen for you. This is not a bad thing.

Lyria sighed.

I had to figure out a way to be sure and I didn't want to risk full power... unless you wanna know what that would feel like Dane?
 
Dane sort of laughed partly because of fear and partly because he wasn't sure if he should say yes or no.

He looked to Jacob for help and he only gave him a look of pity, happiness and you had best be careful.

"Ummm yeah, I'm not sure here if you are playing with me or being serious here though feeling what you could truly do and then having you walk away from me might make Jacob start looking cute."

He reached out touching her hand initiating contact for the first time. "But I did want to do this", he took her hand in his squeezed it firmly then bent over and kissed the back of slowly.
 
I want to see the difference in you. I am trying to believe all of this... its not that easy... Half of my existence is born of the fallen of lust...

She shook her head. Taking out demons and sending Fallen back to their eternal punishment was easy... this love stuff was insane. She had no idea how to deal with this and it was evident all over her face right now another thing that she hated normally she was cold closed off and dark but here... this was not her... but was it?
 
Dane listened carefully to what she said, her tone, the words she choose and watched her breathing. He could tell for once he seemed to have her at a disadvantage that she was the one in unfamiliar territory.

"I think that I understand though not totally as I'm not fully sure what happens when you go nuclear on someone. But I can tell you this you don't deal with love. You go with the current with where your heart leads you. Emotions are powerful and you now this but none more powerful than love as it is so powerful you can't control it. You can only ride along for better or worse. So don't analyze it and question it so precisely just open yourself up to it and your heart will tell you whats right."

He so wanted to kiss her right then and there but took both of her hands in his and looked down at her.
 
Jacob simply vanished to leave them to sort this out his mind still on what she said about bloodbath.

Time to go hunting he muttered as he hopped on his motorcycle and headed into gang territory to hunt.

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Lyria looked at him.

I don't expect you to understand but...

Shaking her head she stared down at his hands holding hers and bit her lip. How was she going to survive this? Normally she just found someone to have a fling with or Jacob to burn off powers and beyond that had her solitude and sanity.

Going Nuclear as you put it would have been the other night after my dads power surge trick. My full power level is not that bad. That is why I told Jacob to get you away from me I did not want it to affect you. I don't know what to do or think or anything... I have never had to deal with anything like this before so its not going to be easy for me.

She did not know one thing... fear caused her powers to spark as well. She knew that her system would hardcore zap someone if she was injured as self defense but fear was not something she ever really felt till now with this mortal of all people.
 
For the first time it seemed Lyria was actually talking to him and she wasn't so dark and foreboding. He could see no sense the struggle going on withing herself at least to some degree. Saying anymore at this point would probably do little to help her make heads or tails of what she was feeling.

Taking a big deep breath he did what he would have done with any woman he loved that was in a state of support.

"Here goes nothing or everything", he thought.

Dane gently and very slowly wrapped his arms around her for a hug not a tight crush her body to his hug at least not yet. But a warm hug he hoped conveyed his feelings and thoughts it will all work out and be okay.
 
Her powers flashed again tagging him again as she tensed at the hug. Why did she tense she knew what a hug was from Jacob or her flings but this was strange and different... A mortal was scaring her to death how was that possible?

Dane...

She fell silent and curled up like she would with Jacob not sure what to do or think or how to react her instincts in matters like this were nearly nonexistent
 
Dane felt her powers touch him but he was learning to insulate himself from them though at some point he hoped that might not be needed.

Dane felt her fold into him and he pulled her a bit closer afraid to speak and end the moment he had waited so long for. He held her a bit tighter and could feel her breathing which was quick and her body felt a little tense and wound like a spring. A rabbit ready to jump and run or a predator ready to strike down their prey.

He pulled his head back his face inches from hers and locked eyes with the woman he had fallen in love with. "Lyria we can do this and I will be by you every step of the way." Now kiss her you fool he thought.

Dane pressed his lips to hers but didn't kiss her harder or attempt to make it a sexy passionate kiss one step at a time he thought. The feeling of the kiss was electric and he felt prickles up and down his spine but his heart soared even higher and beat out those flames caused by her powers. The feelings he had now were feelings of love for a woman.
 
She calmed a little which let her realize her powers had been sparking and she did what she could to stop them as she shook a little. she could do this... she had been fighting and destroying demons Fallen and the possessed since she was 15 this was just a mortal who... who loved her and she... she didn't know what she felt but she did know she wanted to be right here in this moment no matter how insane it seemed with him
 
The kiss wouldn't have impressed anyone had they been watching but Dane wasn't trying to impress anyone not even Lyria. He was trying to show her that they could share a few things without something bad happening.

Now to say he did not want to take this woman into his arms, hold her, kiss her deeply and fall asleep or make love to her would be untrue. He wanted all of those things but in due time when she was ready. When that moment came he would be ready and she was the one to decide that not him.

He started to release her but was afraid he might never hold her again.
 
I... I don't know what to make of all of this but... I... think I like this.

She stared into his eyes not incredibly worried or eager to break the hug at least.
 
Encouraged by her willingness to allow him to hold her and her words Dane pulls her back close to his chest. He dips his head once more for a second kiss with a bit more passion.

Dane's heart is racing and he inhales her scent and can feel the hear radiating from her lips.
 
She was shaking confusion was not something she was used to. She accepted the affection and her arms moved around him too. She had to make sense of it but couldn't so for now she simply accepted
 
Dane presses his lips to Lyria's with more intent and passion now though he is careful and doesn't push her trying to read her bodies reactions. He is actually trembling himself and tried to calm his nerves.

He feels like he is 16 years old going out on a date for the first time. Releasing her lips Dane moves them towards her neck but stops near her ear. "You see that wasn't so bad and the world hasn't come to an end because of it."
 
Always so sarcastic?

She looked into his eyes remaining there near him. She closed her eyes at his lips so close to her ear and neck.
 
When she accused him of being sarcastic he gave a little chuckle, "I suppose it's the cop coming out in me."

Her neck was exposed to him and he lowered his lips to it slowly and gently. He kissed her skin ever so lightly before increasing the pressure just as slowly. Dane traced his lips to behind her ear and back down. He took his time when he reached her shoulder and kissed it hard using lots of pressure.

His grip on her tightened and he held her firmly but in a reassuring way like he was trying to protect her from the entire world. His breath also sped up as he began to let himself go holding the woman he loved.
 
Eyes fell closed as her head tilted feeling his lips on her neck. Not a feeling she did not already know well enough but this time it seemed so different so... Natural. Her arms tightened as his did as she just stood there curled in his embrace. This was so different and distracting she did not sense any of the fallen around her like her father... Well out of sight and reach crouched on a distant rooftop watching her... Plotting with the succubus.
 
Dane looked up at her for a long moment before saying, "would you care to get off this rooftop and somewhere more private where we can chat?"

Dane wasn't sure whether to take the next logical step in what was happening between them he didn't want to push to far to fast and ruin what had been achieved here tonight.
 
Dane followed her into her home and admired the simplicity of it yet he really liked it.

"This is really nice a place that feels, ordered not chaotic, restful not restless its not busy and cluttered I like it."

Dane felt so far off the map at this point he wasn't sure what to do next so he simply took a seat on the edge of the bed as it was one of the dominate features to the room. When he sat down he was amazed at how comfortable the mattress and couldn't resist laying back while leaving his feet on the floor.

"WOW this mattress is a lot better than the deck chair on my boat I usually sleep in."
 
She shrugged sitting down on the bed... Save for a couple old desk chairs it was all the furniture she really had.

It's home.

She watched him for a moment before talking again

So what do we do? Normally when anyone is here with me I am just burning off amped powers in a pointless fling.
 
Dane sat up hearing question of what to do. "Well in a normal dating relationship this might be the point after what transpired on the roof that I would make love to you. Notice I said make love to you not," he hesitated to say fuck her.

"To not just have sex or a pointless fling. The other option is we come in here and be silly, laugh, have fun, let go and fall asleep embracing each other. But this isn't a normal situation is it so I suppose we should go with the flow of things like I suggested from the beginning."

Turning to her he kissed her hard on the mouth, a long passionate kiss that came from deep within him that he allowed all of his emotions and feelings to seep out of him and into her. He held the kiss for several minutes before coming up from air before repeating it and pulling her to the bed beside him.
 
She listened thinking on it till he closed in for his next kiss. She was still spinning she had no frame of reference for anything like this... Pointless empty flings were all she knew due to what and who she was. Feeling him pull her close to him on the bed she slid over closer to him curling close like she had on the roof. This going on instinct was even a little strange and she did not want to act like she did for an empty fling. Once the second kiss broke she looked into his eyes happy but still so lost something she was not used to feeling.
 
When Lyria curled into him Dane decided tonight wasn't the night for them to make love and he was good with that as just being near her and holding her was enough.

He turned on his side and just held her tightly his arms enveloping her body. The only thing was that he didn't want her to think he didn't have the desire that wasn't the problem but he wanted it to mean something.

Dane kissed her on the forehead once more and nuzzled her neck as he held her tightly his heart throbbing in his chest. "You can sleep and I will be here when you awake if you want", he assured her.
 
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