To win the wounded heart (closed)

[Asa]

What else? You ever thought about getting rough, forceful and aggressive? Tell me more. Want to replace some of James more rough forceful attacks with rough fantasies with you.

She asked deviously

 

[stringersburner]

"I want to be dominated," he finally said. "I want you to take control of me. Treat me ad rough as you like. I know I come off strong but really, really I just want to serve you." Steven explained, finally laying it all out.

 

[Asa]

Well what if I ordered you to play out a fantasy of forcing me some time

 

[stringersburner]

"I woud like that. Whatever you want, my love," Steven replied, happy to please Lena.

"What about you? Anything else you wanna try out?" Steven asked whole stroking her hair.

 

[Asa]

I would want you to enjoy that force fantasy genuinely and not just because of wanting to please me.

She laid there.

As for anything else let's play it by ear and see what fantasies speak to both of us.

 

[stringersburner]

"Sounds good," Steven said with a yawn. With everything out in the open the two fell asleep on the couch. Returning to work the next day, nobody would have suspected that the two were living out their sexual fantasies. It started small, a "Yes dear" here or a "please get me that" there, nothing unusual. But the once quiet Lena began to be more forceful and confident at work, especially around Steven. It was their secret kink only they knew about.

Feeling the need to reciprocate, Steven decided to do one of Lena's biggest fantasies. It started when Steven senta text. "Meet me at my place, 6pm, wear something you don't mind ruining."

 

[Asa]

She texted back.

Time to replace his abuse with safe loving play... Cub had better be very good.

She also knew this might trigger memories but she trusted Steven and this would also force her to deal with the past and release it freeing more of her mind and soul to her future with Steven.

 

[stringersburner]

"Yes ma'am." Is all he wrote back. He was nervous but hoping to please Lena.

6pm arrived and Lena was right on time. Lena came dressed in an old t-shirt and sweats, somehow looking as radiant as ever. As she approached the door to his apartment she noticed a note. "The door is open, the safe word is Panda."

Grabbing the note she cautiously she came inside. As soon as she locked the door she heard Steven.

"What are you doing home so late, young lady?" He said with a wink, hoping roleplay could make their rough play easier for Lena

 

[Asa]

She just smiled to him backing up against the door biting her lip

Just at the gym...

 

[stringersburner]

"That's not what I saw," he said walking up to her. "I saw you out with some young guy like a common whore," he said trying his best to sound menacing.

 

[Asa]

She was pressing back hard against the door blocking any escape. Her mind trying to mingle James in with Steven as he spoke. She just shook her head and whimpered.

No...

 

[stringersburner]

"That's what I thought until I saw this," he said before pulling down her sweats revealing a black lace thong. "So you dress up like this for that boy at work and not for me?" He feigned anger.

 

[Asa]

She just stared into his eyes seeing both faces. Uselessly trying to back up more though firmly pressed to the door.

No...

 

[stringersburner]

"Well if you wanna act like a slut I'll treat you like one," he said before forcefully kissing her. His instinct was to be romantic but he changed course remembering his role.

 

[Asa]

Her hands instantly trying to push him away. Whimpering "scared" into the rough nature of the kiss.

 

[stringersburner]

"Scared of what?" He said pulling back. Not sure where Lena's head was at. Still, he kept the role going.

"Of this?," he said removing his pants to reveal his hardening manhood. "Not as good as that work boy"s? He said before grabbing her hand softly. Trying to remind her of Steven before placing her hand on his cock.

 

[Asa]

She briefly smiled to show him she still knew it was him before slipping back into character/memory and trying to pull away.

You're wrong... Nothing is happening.

 

[stringersburner]

"Then prove it," he said pushing her to her knees. "Prove ya love me," before slapping his erection against her face, still holding her hand.

"Show me how a naughty woman like you treats that work boy."

 

[Asa]

Her eyes closed tight James was slipping more into the room in her mind as she tried to move away from him.

 

[stringersburner]

Seeing the unease in Lena's eyes Steven gave her hand a gentle squeeze, trying to calm his lover down. He knew it was what she wanted but he hated to see his lover hurt.

"You won't suck it? Fine. I'll treat you like the naughty girl you've been," he forcefully said trying to make it a bit more fantasy. "Lay down over my knee," he ordered. "If you'll act like a brat I'll treat you like one."

 

[Asa]

She had to process it all and doing so with Steven there helped even if it didn't appear to. She tried to pull her hand away she was remembering possibly an exact moment in time but she quickly tried to get past him trying to run away from him. Her mind was slipping further from rational and more into the past.

 

[stringersburner]

"I said lay across my knee," Steven said, his voice wavering. He knew the look, when James entered her mind. He knew she would feel better and he just had to wait but it didn't worry him any less.

He got up and walked over to Lena, taking her in his arms. "I'm here," he said breaking the charade.

 

[Asa]

NO!

She had always held even with James a level of defiance.

NO!

 

[stringersburner]

He heard her voice, clearly coming out of it by tone.

"No? You don't say no to me," he said grabbing her panty covered ass.

 

[Asa]

She tried to push him away. Tried to put distance between them remembering James nearly dragging her by the wrist before his rage finally snapped and he attacked.