Vulnerable exhibitionist

[love_269_girl]

Sara,

I don't think there is a substitute for the thrill of accidental/unintended exhibitionism. You cannot recreate that feeling. If you knowingly put yourself in a situation then it is no longer an accident. That said you can use "accidents" as cover to show of your body in public situations. For example, once on vacation my husband (boyfriend at the time) and I went to a public beach in Florida. I had just bought a new ego booster bikini. You know the kind that have college boys taking a second look at you when you walk past. It was sexy but not inappropriate to be worn in public. That is until got wet. I found this out after taking a swim by myself. The current had taken down the beach about 100 yards from where we had set up. As I was walking down the shore line I noticed a momentary silence, conversations paused just long enough to get my attention. At that moment I relized that my suit was nearly transparent. OMG I froze. I didn't know what to do part of me wanted to run and hide. Another part wanted to scream and cover-up. Another part of me was so aroused. The adrenalin course through my body making my knees wobbly and nipples throb. I remember telling myself just put one foot in front of the other. Once my legs started moving I turn back toward the ocean and the cover of the water. While I was nervous and embarrassed and self conscious, I was also so aroused that I was struggling to focus. Suddenly my husband was beside me asking me if I was ok. I pointed to my suit he smiled and kissed me. I wrapped my legs around his thigh and climaxed hard.

I have taken that suit with me on every vacation since then. I have relished climbing out of the water knowing that my breast and nipples are clearly visible. It excites me to see the reaction of men and women when they notice. I always act oblivious until someone blatant starring can't be ignored. Then I feign modesty and cover myself up quickly. Always makes for a great afternoon of sex back in the room But arousal level has never equaled that day at the beach.

 

[KarennaC]

I have to agree with the above post.

Recently, my man and I went to a party at a bar with a large group of people from the "adult dating" site through which we met. I wore a low-cut halter, much lower than anything I'd usually wear, with nothing underneath since my breasts are small enough not to require a bra. Partway through the evening, I discovered a wardrobe malfunction; every time I sat down, the top of the halter gapped, occasionally showing nipple. I was very cautious after I noticed that; didn't want to flash everyone at the party.

But my boyfriend had other ideas. I was sitting on his lap toward the end of the night, and noticed the gappage. I frantically adjusted myself, but he took my hands away and told me, "Don't worry about it." A man we both knew came by and, half-jokingly, craned his neck to see how much of a glimpse he could get. My boyfriend pulled the top of the halter aside, giving the man a *very* good glimpse, just a flash then he fixed the top so nothing could be seen.

I pretty much dragged my boyfriend out of the bar after that. If it hadn't been so damn cold that night, I would have fucked him in the parking lot. As it was, the bed in our hotel room got one hell of a workout.

 

[sara_l]

Thank you for your feedback.

I don’t want or need a second job and would do it only for a couple of nights.
I want to be clear that my goal is not to tease men –even though that might happen. I want to be in a vulnerable position. At hooters wouldn’t do it for me – I would do what is expected to do there – in addition I don’t like the place at all.
The place I have in mind is upscale. I want to be in a situation that I cannot control. Kind of like love_269_girl after she got out of the water – now she has to deal with it.
My idea is the nice girl Sara (me) wants to dress a little sexy to get tips but ends up in an outfit that can expose her beyond what is appropriate – now it is too late and she has to deal with it.
What turns me on is the fact that I am vulnerable and all the reactions of the others:
– men ogling me (a good girl should not attract this kind of attention – and I am definitely not interested in any of these men)
– women (and men) thinking this is inappropriate and disapprove of me (me old me would disapprove of someone like that as well.
– women being secretly a little jealous
– Others being concerned about me – the see that I got into this situation and that I struggle but there is nothing I can do about it – a big turn on is when I imagine concerned looks of the other waitresses