Well...

lickerish

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I'm house sitting my dad's house while he's at a car show up in Washington. He asked me to feed the cats and water the grass we planted at my mom/grandpa/ brother's gravesites.

I said, "Sure Dad :)"

It just dawned on me, when I went to go water the grass, that I would have to see my mom's headstone for the first time since February. :(

I did the job.. averting my eyes the whole time.. my heart heavy. And when I was done, I kneeled down in front of her stone and sobbed.

3 more days of this. Damn it. 5 months later, and it just isn't getting any easier..




Can I get a hug? :eek:
 
hugs and very heart felt kisses to you, it can't be easy. My 20 year old daughter in law lost her mother when she was 17 and we talk about it all the time, it just hurts so much to talk about it. I think what hurts me the most is she is about to have a baby and her mother is not here to see her...I have to give that little baby the love of two grandmothers.

She is waiting for you and you will see her again, keep that in your heart.:heart:
 
Hi Lickerish.

I know you don't know me real well, but since we've already been introduced and are a bit familiar with each other, ;) I wanted to take the liberty to say that I am very sorry that the pain isn't getting any easier to bear. I am sorry about your heavy heart having to bear so much right now.

You may need to try and talk to your close friends on a more intamate level while you have to be dealing with this. Close friends can make you feel better. :)

((((((((((((((((((((((lickerish)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


:rose:
 
*Hugs Licky*

Isn't getting any easyer????

Never will girl.
sorry to say that but... It never will

Unless your heartless these things affect you forever.
 
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