What do you masturbate to that you would never admit too anyone in your normal life?

My next-door neighbours daughter. She is about 25 now.. and I would smash her all over. I've wanked over the thought of her and ended up bumping into her soon after on the doorstep and had an innocent chat.. buzzing over the fact that minutes early I was popping a load to the thought of her.

Also... when I was young. Both of my aunts. They were both glamourous and flirty as fuck when I was in my midteens. One more than the other.
She bought me a thong once and popped it through my flat door... when I was 20. Not my thing to wear but fuck it.. I rang her up and thanked her and I said it's only fair that I buy her underwear. She even said what she liked and gave me her size. I should have bought her it and asked her to wear it and fucked her in it to be honest.

When I was 18, a couple of times I did chores for her, at her house.. and she was watching me bent over.. and she cheekily slid a finger into the top of my arse crack. No asking.. just straight in. If that wasn't a green light... then what is. She had a Spanish look of her.

I spunked a lot to the thought of her to be fair. It's a regret not pushing further.. family or not. Fuck.
 
I have often fantasized about having a threesome with my sister-in-law and mother-in-law.
Also anthropomorphic females. Usually of the feline variety.
 
Drugged. Helpless. Sexy nurse with large breasts suckling me and scraping her fingernails across my balls and cock. Possibly hot wax.

Also, having a sub girl want to drink my urine in the morning.

Also, sexual mind control. There wouldn't be too many days I wouldn't have my cock inside someone.
 
Clothed Female Nude Male would be hard to explain.

For me, the thrill of CFNM isn't about the naked guy, it's about how women in that situation reract to and how they (mis) treat the guy.
 
CFNM for me. I've had some fun times with this in the past, but only with my SO.
I would really like to have two or three willing women to enjoy me however they want. I'm not a cuck. I just want to be watched while I jerk off for them or let them play with me. A naked boy toy would be interesting.
 
Well, they cost me a small fortune, so happy you enjoy yourself.
I completely missed this when you originally replied. And I would have bet all of the quid or pounds or minnows or whatever you all call money these days that that avatar was not you. So glad to know that it's... MOSTLY you. 😘
 
The stuff I masturbate to that I wouldn't tell people irl mostly is group sex/gangbang and double penetration but sometimes I get the urge to masturbate watching a man get a prostate massage with a dildo/toy while having his cock sucked. The moaning and grunting turns me on making me so wet.
 
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One of my friends wrote an erotic story in which the main character spends time in a cage as punishment. My friend told me that this is actually one of her main fantasies, but she is too scared to try it in real life. She hasn't even told her partner about this fantasy. Her partner is vanilla, fwiw.
 
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