What Have You Learned About Yourself Recently??

My connective tissues, and therefore my whole body, aren't functioning as they should. A wreck is a wreck... 2 more joints complaining today.
 
I learned that my need for external validation is far stronger than I thought. Add it to the list of shit I have to fix, sigh.
 
Here's something that surprises me every time I realize it... And I just keep learning it all over again, but then forgetting it and needing to learn it again: I'm not good at being alone.

It leaves me spinning and feeling almost desperate for connection. It's such an uncomfortable and daunting thing to feel the oppressiveness of solitude.

I need to get it in my head once and for all... And then figure out how to work through it.
 
I have learned that I have come far in my recent journey and that I am evolving.
And it scares me.
And this is why dragons had lairs to recover in.
 
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