What the hell…Chilly’s little spot on lit

The way you run around in my mind all day
I wanna get you out but
No mattеr how hard I try to convince myself to hate you
I never can stop thinking
About everything we've been through before
And if you were here with me right now
What would I say?
I could tell you that I miss you
And I could try and win you back
But I know that these words don't carry weight
I know that it's all in my head I could tell you that I need you
And remember what you said
That our love is forever, and nothing can break us, woah-oh-oh
I think I'm okay now
I think I'm okay, I think I'm okay
I think I'm okay now, I think I'm okay
I just needed space
I think I'm okay now
I think I'm okay, I think I'm okay
I think I'm okay now, I think I'm okay
I just need a break

 
A man like me would keep it to himself
A bigger man would say it to your face
Yeah, I ain't doing good and you can tell
Was I the only one you couldn't save?
I hate to be the reason that you're crying
The way you always knew when I was lying
And breaking your heart was getting tiring
I knew I had to let you go
It's hard to have Sweet Dreams when I'm such a nightmare
I don't wanna talk about it rather not go there
When I find a good thing I burn it down slow
Only see your face now when my eyes are closed
It's so hard to have sweet dreams
Sweet dreams
It's so hard to have sweet dreams
I bet you're out living guilt free
The only thing you battle is your memory of me
Shit, I ain't slept in weeks

 
When the river's raging
I'll be the levy
I'll be the steady hand that's holding on to you
I'll be the view
Your change of scenery
Let me be your way out when your walls are closing in so darlin'

Gimme you on your worst day and I'll give you my best
When you only got 10 I'll be the 90 that's left
So go on and run me ragged long as your loving don't stray
Don't worry 'bout, meeting me in the middle
When I'm already running your way

 
Well I spent all morning talking with the ex. Solving issues. Letting him know how much he’s screwing with our daughter’s head. Amazingly it was amicable for the most part.

My head has been stuck in the past for the last 24 hours. Specifically what was going on this time last year. Good stuff, bad stuff.

Realizing I want to meet new people but once the conversation starts i completely disconnect. I’m having a hard time being a people.

But it just started raining and I love this weather and my weekend is about to start so at least I have that!
 
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