What turns me on

[CousinB]

I don't know if this specific topic is being discussed anywhere else, although I have seen mention of these topics throughout.

First of all, I am an almost 60 year old, married and curious male. I finally accepted my sexual desires as part of who I am, and embrace the feelings those desires create.

Over the years, I have chatted with other men online, and I have found myself turned on by being dominated verbally. When I have chatted, I get so hot and bothered when another man, especially a gay man, calls me a faggot, a sissy, a pussy boy. I love it when I deny my interest in men, and he tells me that I am lying to myself, and that I am as gay as they come. When he tells me that I'm so gay that I would fall to my knees at the sight of the first cock I would see, and end up begging for that cock to be in my ass, I feel so aroused. I love it when I have been told I would probably moan like a little whore with a cock up my ass. I had one gentleman say to me that if I just let him fuck me, I would realize not only that I am gay, but that I would become a cock loving faggot because I was just in denial. When I am being controlled, told to call him "sir" or "daddy", then that is an even bigger turn on.

I never thought this would turn me on, but I had a gentleman once say to me that if we lived next door to one another, he would dress me in a sissy maid outfit, lead me around the house on a leash and dog collar while I cleaned and also took care of his sexual needs. Imagine my surprise when he mentioned that he would also invite his friends over, and I would be "forced" to be the sissy maid while they were there, and provide them with oral sexual relief upon request as well as bringing them drinks and snacks.

I don't know how many other men have similar thoughts or turn ons, but would love to chat with other like minded gents about it.

Your comments about realizing what a submissive faggot you are is basically my story as well. I’m now 64, hopelessly addicted to sucking dick and putting “fat brats” up my ass! I too, love dominated gay alpha tops to control me. Thanks for sharing, I know there are so many men like us.

 

[Toddski]

I been seeing a lot of very good looking women wearing those skin tight leggings and i can see the outline of their little pussy. thats hard on a guy like me that has a little clitty and knows I am better off with a man.

Or learn to take them over top with you mouth and fingers

 

[KarinSoftly]

I been seeing a lot of very good looking women wearing those skin tight leggings and i can see the outline of their little pussy. thats hard on a guy like me that has a little clitty and knows I am better off with a man.

I have many of the same thoughts when I see women in pretty apparel. Apparel that I enjoy. I’m also small, unmanly and better suited for men.