Widower finding purpose in loss

I grab the strap without thinking as you go in and out of me
I see now, that this is designed for sex like this. Putting me at the right height for you to fuck my pussy.

You go in harder now, since the text, almost as if you are punishing me, but if that's a punishment, then punish me more and harder

"That feels so good!!!! Don't stop, until you empty your balls into me"
 
"That feels so good!!!! Don't stop, until you empty your balls into me"

It's as if Helen herself taught you the right words to say when I'm in a "using" mood.

I continue thrusting. It won't be long now. I lay down across your back and whisper into your ear. "Thank you for being exactly what I need...."

The heat of your body below me and the sweat on your skin against mine sets me off. I start erupting inside you, emptying my balls inside your perfect, petite body.

"Arrrgh! FUCK...."
 
Gripping the straps tightly as you hold my hips and fuck me deep and hard
then it's

"Arrrgh! FUCK...."

And I feel you jerking and cumming into me, over and over your warm sperm filling me up
"Yes Daddy!!!!! Filll your baby with your sperm, make a nother baby"
 
"Yes Daddy!!!!! Filll your baby with your sperm, make another baby"

I continue filling your steaming pussy with my seed. I haven't cum this much in years, and I can already feel the wonderful, dull ache in my balls from being completely drained for the first time in forever.

I'm sweaty, my skin is hot. I collapse against your back, pinning you into the leather sex couch.

Panting, barely able to speak, "Thank you, lover. That was perfect.... Such a perfect way to start the day....."
 
"Thank you, lover. That was perfect.... Such a perfect way to start the day....."

With you laying on me, I know that was good for you
"I'm glad!!!! We can start more days like this"
"But we need to talk about Lindsay at some point"
 
"I'm glad!!!! We can start more days like this"
"But we need to talk about Lindsay at some point"


I help you to stand, knowing that you're likely leaking my cum down your legs. I lead you to the master bathroom and into the huge shower. There are 4 "rainfall" shower heads on the ceiling and 9 spray heads on the 3 of the walls, 3 spray heads per wall at different heights. You remove your nightie and I direct you into a very certain placement in the shower so you won't get hit with the initial cold water. I tap a complex looking instrument panel and the rainfall heads start spraying water, warming up as the hot water reaches them. Once I'm sure the water is warmed up, I motion for you to enter the large stream of water cascading from the ceiling.

"We have a lot more to talk about than Lindsay. Like me giving you access to my Amex so you can start getting a wardrobe set up over here. I don't want you to have to go home everyday before you go to work."

I watch you as you begin to shower. Fuck, you're so gorgeous. I can feel myself beginning to swell a bit, surprisingly so soon, as I watch you wash yourself.

"You probably shouldn't be late for work.... We need to get you ready..."
 
I find that I need help to stand back up, so intense was my orgasm from this.

You lead me into the fanciest shower I've ever seen, and play with the controls

"We have a lot more to talk about than Lindsay. Like me giving you access to my Amex so you can start getting a wardrobe set up over here. I don't want you to have to go home everyday before you go to work."


"Are you sure? I can just move some of my clothes over here"

after you determine the water is right, I step under it, and wash off.

Rinsing off the sex from last night and this morning.

A very nice soap, that I'm sure Helen picked out as a body wash

"You probably shouldn't be late for work.... We need to get you ready..."

"I know I would much rather stay with you, but I've taken too many days off"

Finishing the shower, stepping out to you wrapping me in a very soft towel to dry me off

"We can talk tonight after work?"
 
As you shower, I place the fluffiest terrycloth towel I have on the towel warmer. I want this entire experience to entice you back for more. I want every second of your time at the house to be a second you want to relive again and again.

I can't help but steal glances at you while you shower. Your fantastic, youthful body moving under the shower. Water cascading down your perfect skin.

"Are you sure? I can just move some of my clothes over here"

The way your eyes sparkle as you speak from the shower starts my mind racing. Wanting to do so many things to you.

"Whatever you want. Either buy some new clothes for here, or move some over. Or both. As long as there is no reason that you have to run off to get ready for work. I'd rather you get ready here."

You run the shower puff, filled with body wash, across your body. Sexy bubbles slide down your perfect skin. God, I wish that was my tongue and lips.

By the time you are done, I'm fully erect again. Just watching you has such a huge effect on me.

I grab the towel from the warmer and wrap you in it. I start drying you off, making sure you don't need to lift a finger.

"We can talk tonight after work?"

"Yes. How about a nice quiet dinner here after work? Something simple and light, like a nice salad and a glass of wine? We need to figure
 
"Whatever you want. Either buy some new clothes for here, or move some over. Or both. As long as there is no reason that you have to run off to get ready for work. I'd rather you get ready here."

"Ok, for now I'll move some of my stuff over, and later on, we can get me clothes and outfits for here, deal?"

After I'm dried off, with a couple of sneaky feels from you. I kiss you

Seeing your erection, I stroke you for a minute before saying

"Down big boy!!! We don't have time right now, we both have to get to work"

Squeezing you one more time, seeing you moan

I go into my room, and get dressed for work.

"Breakfast?"
 
I laugh. "Breakfast? Silly girl, that must have been a GOOD orgasm. We've already had breakfast!"

I watch you walk around as you pour yourself a cup of coffee. I look at my watch. "Shit, I really need to get into my home office and get some work done. I have a conference call with the board in 30 minutes and I'm nowhere near prepared. If I don't get them to agree to another injection of funds, we won't be able to create the prototype of our new scanner."

I walk up to you and kiss you. "I promise to never say this again, but would you mind letting yourself out? I really have to go!"

With that, I turn around and walk over to my home office.
 
(I'd forgotten we had breakfast)

"Shit, I really need to get into my home office and get some work done. I have a conference call with the board in 30 minutes and I'm nowhere near prepared. If I don't get them to agree to another injection of funds, we won't be able to create the prototype of our new scanner."

I walk up to you and kiss you. "I promise to never say this again, but would you mind letting yourself out? I really have to go!"

"No problem, I am running late as well. Talk later on"

Letting myself out of the house and walknig down to the diner for work
 
I sit down at my desk and get to work. The conference call with the Board goes well, but not great. They're looking into the CFO and his embezzlement and aren't crazy about turning any additional capitol over to the business.

By 10am I'm drained. What a rollercoaster. I wake up to breakfast with you, then amazing sex, watching you shower.... and the lows of maybe not being able to get my business where I want it to be.

Fuck. Lindsay. She texted this morning and I never replied.

I tap out on my phone, "Hey honey! I'm sorry I didn't get back sooner. Crazy day today."

The reply, "Daddy, I'm waiting at the airport to fly home. Joey is an asshole and I need to get away from him. I land at 7pm tonight. Can you pick me up?"
 
My day at work was actually fantastic, good customers heavy tippers. But by the end of the night I'm bushed.
As I walk home, I get a text from Lindsay
'Hey stranger, I'm on my way home, already texted dad to pick me up, he hasn't answered, so I may need a ride if you can do that. I'll be getting in 10ish
Can't wait to see you go over things xoxox Lins'

I text you right away
"Hi, just got a text from Lindsay she is coming home tonight, will you be able to pick her up? If not let me know, I will"
 
"Hi, just got a text from Lindsay she is coming home tonight, will you be able to pick her up? If not let me know, I will"

I text you back immediately. I've already set your profile up as 'always notify,' so my phone dings no matter what I'm doing. "I'm planning on picking her up. Do you want to come with me, and 'WE' can pick her up?"
 
. "I'm planning on picking her up. Do you want to come with me, and 'WE' can pick her up?"

"Thanks, but I think maybe better if her Dad picks her up, considering what's she gone lately may want some father/daughter time. We'll probably catch up tomorrow"
"Obviously you and I need to be quiet, until we we can tell her"
 
I think on your text and type out a reply. "Maybe she wants some father/daughter time. Or maybe she wants some best-friend to complain about men time? Which do you think she wants? You've seen her heartbroken before."
 
"Maybe she wants some father/daughter time. Or maybe she wants some best-friend to complain about men time? Which do you think she wants? You've seen her heartbroken before."

"Girls almost always want daddy time first. I will talk to her maybe tomorrow for some male bashing time, sorry girls only allowed"

"And yes we've both helped each other through heartbreaks, and swearing off men"
 
I look at the clock. It's about 10:30 am.

I text, "What time are you getting off work? I'd love to see you before I go pick her up. I pick her up at 7pm. I'd need to leave by 6:30 pm. I'd love some help gaining my focus before she arrives and needs a not-distracted Daddy to give her attention. ;)"
 
"What time are you getting off work? I'd love to see you before I go pick her up. I pick her up at 7pm. I'd need to leave by 6:30 pm. I'd love some help gaining my focus before she arrives and needs a not-distracted Daddy to give her attention. ;)"

"You mean you want to get laid, because you know it will be a while????? 😉 "
"I'm getting off at 5:00 today, will be there around 5:15"
 
"You mean you want to get laid, because you know it will be a while????? 😉 "
"That is one way to put it. More like, I want to get lost inside you so I can focus once Lindsay needs me to focus... All I can think about is YOU today."

"I'm getting off at 5:00 today, will be there around 5:15"
"See you then. I'll open the garage door."

I set down the phone and try to focus on work the rest of the day. Before long I look up and it's 5:00 pm. "Shit." I quickly shut down my computer and head over to the master bathroom. I turn on the shower water and begin to wash myself for our hopeful rendezvous.
 
I check out at 5:00 and start walking home, well not home technically. but where I spent last night. Thinking about how things have changed, wondering what is coming with Lindsay coming home, from the texts I'm getting she will be home for a while. Seems the breakup is similar to mine was. Final

So happy to see her again, it's been too long. Arriving at the house I go into the garage and check your room first. The shower is going and you are still in it.

I quickly strip and step in behind you saying
"Hi Daddy I'm home"
as I hug you from behind
 
“Hi Daddy I’m home”

I tense up quickly out of anxiety. Did Lindsay take an earlier flight? Why would she be hugging me naked? Why would she even be in my shower?

I’m stupid. I turn my head and see your beautiful smiling face. I kiss you, soft, then slowly turning passionate. “Fuck, I missed you.” I pull you into the shower and begin to bathe you, soaping you up and stealing kisses, and gropes as often as possible as I clean the long day off your body.
 
I
mile as you turn to me, and kiss.

"Sorry, maybe Hi Daddy wasn't the best thing to say, how is the old heart???"

We kiss and shower together, hands all over each other.

"Lets go to bed, I know we only have a short time, and I want you to be fully able to concentrate on Lindsay, and Ill have a memory to keep me tonight"

Feeling you scoop me up and carry me to the bed
 
I pick you up and take you to the bed. We pull off the comforter and top sheet and I lay you down. It’s time for us to “properly” make love. No toys, no quickie fuck. Just a proper lovemaking.

I kiss you and begin to kiss down your body. I take my time licking and kissing your breasts and sucking on your nipples. Nibbling on them and enjoying the sighs and “ooohs” from you. I feel your skin start to warm and a slight sheen of arousal begins on your whole body.

More kissing, this time down your stomach. Little nips and licks at your navel, and then lower.

I settle between your legs, finally able to see how beautiful and perfect your waxed pussy is. I put both of your legs over my shoulder and settle in for a nice, slow session of licking your pussy.
 
laying on your bed, feeling your mouth on me, first my lips, then you're kissing down my body, spending time at all the sensitive spots.

Finally after what seems to be forever your mouth is on my pussy
licking and sucking on the lips and the clit
your tongue and fingers exploring inside

"God that feels so good!!!! Don't stop"
 
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