Thankyou Miss ScarletIt's always so good to see you, pretty lady, but I'm so happy to hear you're taking time for you. That's your best investment!
Miss you!
Walking is one of the best form of exercise and weight loss tooā¦ fantastic for mental health.I love walking, nothing silly about it. And humans evolved around a life mostly outdoors surrounded by nature. So go you!!
Itās great you pop in here, and itās addictive n all, but if it detracts from a healthy lifestyle, itās def time to tame it. He said at 1am
Peace and hugs
itās impossible.
brain = uni ā¦. body = walking.
Lit is like wasabi, better in small doses.Walking is one of the best form of exercise and weight loss tooā¦ fantastic for mental health.
It is addictive.
And it was more that I was investing time here more than in certain other areas. I know some people who post have the time to be here responding every day every minute that theyāre awake butā¦ I donāt. And I was trying to make that happen
Plus I have a winter body to buildā¦
We shall catch up tomorrow!
Peace & love
you want. 
Itās good to hear from you and see whatās going on with you. You are the most important part of you. Focus on youPosted in: Whatāre You Thinking.
Right now, Iām thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid Iād scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.
Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didnāt expectā¦Iāve had more space for myselfā¦.more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.
And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but itās healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a dayā¦ all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythmā¦I feel like my soul is breathing again. Not to mention the excitement in seeing my body changeā¦changing into yet another version of me that I may enjoy even more
Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every dayā¦.staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughingā¦. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasnāt healthy, maybe.
Regardless.
A lot on my mind.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
I'm glad you enjoy the app.I love how you word things.
Thankyou for the app rec by the way. I now have it set as a main widget. This evenings quote was:
āDeath happens but once, yet we feel it every moment of our lives; it is worse to dread it than to suffer it.ā
Jean de la Bruyere.
Or as my dad (a cynic) says: āLife is a terminal disease. Doesnāt matter what you do, eventually youāll end up in the ground. It just depends when.ā
In response to your thread messageā¦For me, Iāve found the harder I try to control everything, the more restless I become. But control is the only way I feel I get things done. When I loosen my grip on that control things do seem more simple, but itās easy to fall into comfortability.
Thankyou for your response
Yes walking is very good for you in many ways as you're finding and pretty much all of us - myself included - don't walk enough.Posted in: Whatāre You Thinking.
Right now, Iām thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid Iād scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.
Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didnāt expectā¦Iāve had more space for myselfā¦.more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.
And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but itās healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a dayā¦ all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythmā¦I feel like my soul is breathing again. Not to mention the excitement in seeing my body changeā¦changing into yet another version of me that I may enjoy even more
Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every dayā¦.staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughingā¦. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasnāt healthy, maybe.
Regardless.
A lot on my mind.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
Good to see you back. Walking is very healing, I lost 7 stone at one point, mainly through walking. Gives you a lot of personal time and helps you think and clear your head. Happy to hear you're feeling good, missed your sense of humour and mischief xPosted in: Whatāre You Thinking.
Right now, Iām thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid Iād scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.
Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didnāt expectā¦Iāve had more space for myselfā¦.more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.
And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but itās healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a dayā¦ all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythmā¦I feel like my soul is breathing again. Not to mention the excitement in seeing my body changeā¦changing into yet another version of me that I may enjoy even more
Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every dayā¦.staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughingā¦. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasnāt healthy, maybe.
Regardless.
A lot on my mind.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
I know what you mean. It can be very addictive here. Staying up late and waking early, first thing yi do is check for messages etc.Posted in: Whatāre You Thinking.
Right now, Iām thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid Iād scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.
Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didnāt expectā¦Iāve had more space for myselfā¦.more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.
And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but itās healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a dayā¦ all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythmā¦I feel like my soul is breathing again. Not to mention the excitement in seeing my body changeā¦changing into yet another version of me that I may enjoy even more
Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every dayā¦.staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughingā¦. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasnāt healthy, maybe.
Regardless.
A lot on my mind.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
Itās true. For me originally it was like walking into āthe swinging 60āsā. Where I met a whole bunch intelligent, open minded, horny women. Very addictive. But Iām a compulsive replier (it just feels rude not too!). And it got in the way of sleep and āreal lifeā stuff.
Iāll be in and out of here Iām sure
.) 
you all know how much I enjoy praiseā¦ 
I love that little quote of yours. Itās entirely correct.Lit is like wasabi, better in small doses.
I believe there was a concerned father in Macbeth who told his son, "To thine own self be true."
It is good to collect your thoughts and take time for you.
Missing you, but I know it is for a good cause.
Glad I am able to follow you and I'm around for all the
Thankyou Chas!
) My weight fluctuates like crazy, which means I have to put in a little extra work compared to some. But it sometimes means bigger boobs for half the year, and wellā¦ Iām not complaining Weād all love to have that ādream body,ā I thinkā¦ but itās not always realistic. I am lucky in that I do genuinely appreciate my body, but sometimes it just takes that bit of extra effort, hahah. And who knows, maybe all that effort makes me a little more fun to unwrap 
I love hearing about you stroking to my pictures and videosI was going to say that online should never surpass real life. Then I realised I was stroking to Beanās pics as I typed that and it seemed a bit hypocritical
I hope you have many great walks Bean, you keep your body and mind balanced and absence makes the heart grow fonder (or something about growing, I dunno Iām back to the pics already)
donāt ever think otherwise Donāt forget audioā¦. Hmmm I really do need to get out for a walkI love hearing about you stroking to my pictures and videos
Maybe a walk is a good ideaā¦ but wear headphones and listen to my audio simultaneouslyDonāt forget audioā¦. Hmmm I really do need to get out for a walk
Hello pretty ladyJust stumbled across your thread and, wow!! Absolutely stunning
Sorry oh my god let me just pick my jaw off the ground, Bean! Obsessed with the tattoo omg. From one tatted gal to another, hell yeaTalking of naughtyā¦.
I posted one of these yesterdayā¦ but here it is again for those of you who donāt enjoy scrollingā¦.plus 1 more because Iām feeling generous and Iāve MISSED you.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
https://postimg.cc/KkS4nTY8
Glad to hear from you again Bean. Yes, life can ovewhelm us but if you need you a chat there are people here to sound off to.Posted in: Whatāre You Thinking.
Right now, Iām thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid Iād scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.
Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didnāt expectā¦Iāve had more space for myselfā¦.more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.
And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but itās healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a dayā¦ all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythmā¦I feel like my soul is breathing again. Not to mention the excitement in seeing my body changeā¦changing into yet another version of me that I may enjoy even more
Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every dayā¦.staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughingā¦. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasnāt healthy, maybe.
Regardless.
A lot on my mind.
https://postimg.cc/HrzRqHmd
