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When I turned fifty, I went to Beach in order to wear my skimpy G Strings. I wanted to Impress the Ladies, but I found out, that mainly Men started to look at me. One Guy even started to wank. This changed Lot in my Approach toward man. Since then, I have been watching a lot of gay porn, I’ve been to gay massages, I have contacted a lot of guys who also love to wear skimpy G strings. I’ve started to get addicted to sexy stiff cocks. I would consider myself to be still straight, but we may have a longing for bisexual or gay fantasies.
 
When I hit my fifties I was kind of lost. I had been in 3 bad relationships with women in a row. Something needed to change.
When I turned fifty, I went to Beach in order to wear my skimpy G Strings. I wanted to Impress the Ladies, but I found out, that mainly Men started to look at me. One Guy even started to wank. This changed Lot in my Approach toward man. Since then, I have been watching a lot of gay porn, I’ve been to gay massages, I have contacted a lot of guys who also love to wear skimpy G strings. I’ve started to get addicted to sexy stiff cocks. I would consider myself to be still straight, but we may have a longing for bisexual or gay fantasies.
When I hit my fifties I was lost. I had 3 bad relationships in a row with females. I did not want to get in another one. I embraced my freedom and enjoyed being alone. I still enjoy being alone. But I also started looking at cocks. Really only on trans girls. I became fascinated with cocks. Before long all I looked at were trans women. This has since changed a bit. I’m back to looking at women again. But never men. I really really want to suck a beautiful, feminine trans woman’s cock. I haven’t acted on anything. Honestly, I don’t know where to go and how to keep it secret.
 
I am a 68 year old widower who, though very much hetero-romantic, finds himself spending an inordinate amount of time jerking off to gay porn and thinking about how much I would enjoy sucking a cock or getting fucked by another man. Of course, this may very well just be a masturbation fantasy. I had some limited M2M experience when in my teens and early twenties and think about those times often, imagining them going further and creating sexual scenarios for what might have been. I do still love women, and am very much attracted to (mostly younger) women, but my prospects in that regard are not promising.

What really turns me on about sex with other men is the transgressive nature of it, the act of giving oneself over to the naughtiness of wholeheartedly, wantonly and lasciviously lavishing oral attention on a steadily engorging penis or welcoming a stiff cock into my anus. I love to watch myself in a full length mirror as I sit naked at my computer, stroking myself to hardcore gay vids, imagining that I am engaged in those very acts. I fondle my nipples and that really gets me in the mood.

Anyway, I would love to hear from other guys, especially ones that are married, who consider themselves basically straight but find that the urges are hard to ignore.
Hi I am also 68 and married but in a no sex marriage. I also have those fantasies about men’s cocks. Like you I had a little mutual wanking episode when I was a lot younger and loved it but never continued. I love watching gay and trans porn. I would love to start again and maybe go further this time.
 
When I hit my fifties I was kind of lost. I had been in 3 bad relationships with women in a row. Something needed to change.

When I hit my fifties I was lost. I had 3 bad relationships in a row with females. I did not want to get in another one. I embraced my freedom and enjoyed being alone. I still enjoy being alone. But I also started looking at cocks. Really only on trans girls. I became fascinated with cocks. Before long all I looked at were trans women. This has since changed a bit. I’m back to looking at women again. But never men. I really really want to suck a beautiful, feminine trans woman’s cock. I haven’t acted on anything. Honestly, I don’t know where to go and how to keep it secret.
Oh yes honey
 
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