🔮 What are you doing right now? 🔮

Trying to motivate myself into channeling all these emotions into cleaning. Drinking wine to also help channel these emotions... idk if the wine is helping toward cleaning.
 
I just woke up half an hour ago and now I'm watching YouTube. I need to write some letters and postcards soon.
 
Probably chasing too much dopamine and going to crash later.

But that’s future dancer’s problem.
 
So real. Sometimes I just think what’s the point? Then I remember I have a dog and he’s used to the good life so I gotta make some money.
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Gotta care for our fur babies.

I try and tell myself that I’m a social animal that’s obligated to be out there in the world. That if I’m still in bed I don’t have enough goals. That if I wait to be in the mood to do anything, life will pass me by.

For four hours in bed I tell myself these things.
 
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