blue
looks so good on you
the shade that indicates
cessation of circulation
and absence of oxygen
allow me to disturb
my way into your mind,
inside your dark and secret place
where death becomes you-
we are fascinating together
next to a six foot hole.
What’s that?
That speck right there?
That smear is my badge,
permission to myself to be human.
Disapproving looks in mind’s mirror
are no longer tolerated.
A mistake? Hardly.
It’s a lesson,
an opportunity for growth.
To be shared or hidden?
That’s my choice.
I fashion my mask as I see fit.
I won’t apologize.
Everyone wears masks.
a savage love
a spiked needley touch
too much
for you but for me
never enough
rejected and dejected
just as expected
repeating over again
patterns promoting fear
every other way is
forgotten
my heart bristles
with antagonistic lust
unlovability wins
and i am me again
a taste of coins on my tongue
and i am you
too soon
A panel
of experts
superhuman
women and men
vast and deep,
worldly wise
acutest
perceptions
pronounce verdicts
on talents
You’re on
Time to impress us
You’re on
the world watches
you’re on
you get two minutes
tears are effective
and the fashion if,
after you sing, you
try to cry. Ratings
always skyrocket
hope you’ve rehearsed
more than your licks
hope you are an
emotive convict
got a story
to go with those strings?
Exploit it. We’ll pray
candidates buy
advertizing time.
embracing the soft
and the dead
the world's own ugliness
is measured by
a small corner of
those called civilized
who am i-
who are you to say
there is no beauty in decay?
Oh, I forgot about yesterday. I think I'm suppose to start over, but I doubt I'd ever finish, if I did. Since I'm doing the 30/30 for me, please forgive me for posting two for today.
He places his wind palm
on her back. Bicycle has wings
and child spills. Mother's living hands
lift her.
Father is in the trees,
whispering songs
for girl to sing
when she needs him.
Weirdos. Oddities.
Outside chances. Do
any set out to
be so? Or to be
perceived so? None do.
Standards already
in place, they came along,
where they are. The oddness
of standardizations
oddities; appeared
odd relative
to standard. Or tried
admixture into
standard standards:
obscenity,
misshapenness,
grotesqueness;
standards spat them out;
ostracized; expenses
outweigh identity
sacrifice outlay.
Do you think I didn't notice
each and every
lovely curve, my hands are
eager--if not impatient--
clutching fingers to palm
time and time again,
anxious to touch your
bare flesh, to see what
limits there might be,
exhausting every one of them.
-----
(It's kind of cool to write when you have inspiration, y'know?)
Same blame game
Please pull the knife
From my back
While you pile on the shame
It’s the story of my life
Before this attack
You claimed to be unique
in shadows of the old strife,
you deliver the same smack-
redness bleeds through my cheek.
Don’t give me the credit
for what I wished would not be
and the pain you do not know.
Reclaim your words and edit.
Stop pointing a finger at me
as if I had delivered the blow.
I should have known it.
My past is clear proof to see
that reward for trust is low
and men treat me like shit.
two thirds of a lifetime
consisting of poor poems
overfilled ashtrays
empty cans and
pictures of a man
every now and then
surfacing again
a red reminder of
the most intense days
that never happened
outside of a lengthy dream.
if conversationalists be
revolutionaries at an
archaeological digging,
contentions pernicious may
threaten contamination in
a documentary sense for
future television viewers
conditioned never to question
*yawn*
Open the box,
measure it out,
halfcup at a time,
add in some eggs for
extra protein instead
of some of the water,
*stretch*
Get down the pan,
heat it up over a
good, strong flame until
water bubbles right off,
whisk the mix and begin
scooping it onto the
oiled surface.
*lick lips*
So nice of my kids to
volunteer me to making
breakfast this morning.
----
paling suicide
violet lips and sunken eyes
crusted rust-red paths
trail from the corners of
an eternal smile
with one so noble to
ensure that these moments
of recent passing
will not be wasted
crying for the dead.
God scent,
Bold essence
captured
in
the softly opened face
of a fresh cut rose
standing
before me.
Blushing white red,
pink perfume
lingers on its petals,
long after
its glory
fades.