every day is wednesday
and each night a knife
slipping through layers of life
making thinner the time
the man and the mind
carved into nothing
but a cold soup of meat.
If I were to channel another
voice would you recall I was
your choice? A moment, flavor
of the day, a cool and brief
foray for you to savor at your leisure
in a fluff of feather kisses, velvet
sighs when neither time nor space
confined the bed. You pressed me
on the walls of your mind's eye
and covered me rapacious
in your urgency to have at
till we slid so sweetly past
intention to a base
meant only for desire,
thoughts to light the soul
afire and safely burn
to ember memory.
Imagination sets the pace
and if they were my hands
instead and not your mouth
do you regret dead
space after we power down?
The night fills up with voices,
TV, wife and someone
on the phone. And we are not
today a trail of your
old tracks mapped a path
across a path
of my own
black cat no
you were the luckiest
i'd seen happen
you said visceral and such
i'd cringe with want
still to this day
the way i live a lonely death
the only breath
bleeds from me like memories
pure intent
black dog yes
we fed them
and now mine is eating
its own heart out.
You're my lover; you're the backdoor man.
Glue me to your mouth, tip tongue and sigh.
Then whispers, hot intention. I understand
Amante we are cheek to cheek to thigh
as night unfolds its stars and shivers us a breeze,
glue me to your mouth, tip tongue and sigh,
make me tremble, make me stutter, ease
open to pain, to moonlight's grand and wild purity
as night unfolds its stars and shivers us a breeze
I arch back to your chest Amante, no antipathy
mi dueño, always I surrender to your heart,
open to pain, to moonlight's grand and wild purity.
There is no end to us, our circle where you start,
I complete in clench and cry till forest swallows us
mi dueño always I surrender to your heart
and sing our story to the trees. Silence follows us.
You're my lover; you're the backdoor man
I complete in clench and cry till forest swallows us
then whispers hot intention. I understand.
beany ideas
cloud show
of sorts. Sorting through.
Stuff. Progressive puzzle.
Becoming
… fabric… becoming
mind free, system-free,
bureaucrat-free
buildings
streets
staggered deterioration stages
but the landscape
the natural:
parks, trees,
shrubs, yards, homes
simple, good-looking,
and the neighbors.
Lunch
on the bench:
bread, cheese,
meat, olives…
Hot and unbothered,
I lie awake
alone and untired
waiting for footsteps
in the hall and keys
jangling as they are
hung on their peg
Everything has a place,
from the shoes by
the door to the crisp
envelopes of outgoing
mail sitting on the wooden
wall rack, even the
bathroom towel rack
has a certain order to it.
So why do I feel nothing
but disordered and out
of place? Left to my own
devices instead of being
subjected to yours.
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I’d have politicians for dinner,
except I doubt they’d taste very good.
Maybe a few forkfuls of Pacific
pink salmon, lemon, butter, rice pudding
on the side. But the rest: have to drown them
in ketchup. Use a hand-sized jackhammer
just to get past the wrinkled leather,
petrified fat. White pubes crawling
all over a dry pork chop. No pepper,
no sea salt, no sauce in sight. Force fed it;
chained in an abandoned ne’er scrubbed
S&M dungeon. And for what? Coulda
crammed a big mac; rice pudding on the side.
Or coulda tried my hand at a sonnet
i thumb out come to me
be my relief and
make me forget
her
be my forgetter-
this last quarter
i've grown hungrier
and if it were,
her,
she might get eaten alive.
Jazz is the heart of the home,
Greenbeans mambo in the pot,
Cry an onion river, douse this poem,
Jazz is the heart of the home.
Skillet clang, kettle sing, chicken bones
and kisses swing red, right and hot.
Jazz is the heart of the home,
Greenbeans mambo in the pot.
She is nothing but feline grace,
I watch silently--hands kept still--
the curvaceous flesh before my face,
she is nothing but feline grace
roiling about me, picking up the pace
of her motion and my breathing, until,
she is nothing but feline grace.
I watch silently, hands kept still.
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Contrived patting. Precious preening,
self-gulping mirror gush drowning
in congratulation. The nod, the nudge,
the superior pun that threads intention
just so through the needling natter.
What profited Polonious for all
his pompous platitude? A smirk
harvested in the grave? A child
exploited and unraveled raving
stark amid the bitter garden?
It profits nothing to bargain soul
wholesale for press, propriety.
Nothing comes from strut and fret
just so I crouch small, whisper
to the sky, I plead with the Pleiades: