AMA - Lucy_Lastic

When was the last time some one made you scream their name?
 
Have you ever regretted meeting up with a Sugar Daddy?
Yes and no. He's actually the subject of my 3rd story but I'm having trouble writing it. He was the first guy I met 'professionally' and was essentially an escort gig. A guy I'd been seeing ('Danny' from my second story) suggested it, kind of a cliché, it was a guy he was doing a deal with, I was to be a sweetener.

Long story short I went to his hotel room. He was rough, abusive, it was borderline consensual. I was scared at points. But I didn't end it.

Afterwards he was nice and apologetic. He was expecting an experienced hooker. I was expecting a vanilla experience. Bad communication. I haven't made that mistake since.

Anyway thats why 'yes'. No, I don't regret meeting him because in amongst the roughness aand verbal abuse there was a significant amount of humiliation and that flipped a switch in me - humiliation and degradation are now things I enjoy a lot, so I don't regret meeting him, but with I'd maybe met him later in my 'career'.
 
Did you ever consider that your mother was whoring you out on purpose?
 
Did you ever consider that your mother was whoring you out on purpose?
No. She's often selfish, thoughtless, and has never been a 'nurturing' type. I don't think she probably ever wanted a daughter, more like a younger sister. The first double-date was selfishness - she wanted to date a guy, his friend needed a date. Probably the second too. It was more about getting what she wanted than anything else. I don't think the age difference even really occurred to her - my dad's 23 years older than her and they've been together since she was a teenager.
 
If you were granted a do-over for one single act of commission (or omission), what would it be?
 
If you were granted a do-over for one single act of commission (or omission), what would it be?
If you mean if I could change something... I'd have lost my virginity to an older man. It would have changed my life I think.
 
I'm nnot an escort. I enjoy the comany of cultured older men, and they know that gifts are discretionary but generosity is rewarded.

financially? none. I get a very generous allowance from my parents, I live rent free and my uni fees are covered.
It's not so much about that. I like a man who wants me bad enough to spend money on me.

It's a buzz. plus in the last year or so I've needed to have a connection with the guy above and beyond the depth of his pockets.

So essentially it is about feeling desired but measuring it in money?

Do you see money as the measure in other things too, like the measure of success for example?

I have no intention of practicing law - that's my parents dream, not mine. I only went into law because they both are and it's expected of me. A law degree is portable though.

What do you want to do, beyond parental expectations and do you have any plans for that?

Like what would you study if it was totally up to you and/or do you have plans for how you want to use that degree?

He's actually the subject of my 3rd story but I'm having trouble writing it.

Why do yo think it is harder to write?
 
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So essentially it is about feeling desired but measuring it in money?
Maybe. Its becoming less important now, really. I think maybe it's a control thing?
Do you see money as the measure in other things too, like the measure of success for example?
Yeah, for sure. It's how I was brought up. My parents have always been about the new house, the new car. My dad's family are wealthy, mum's come from a council estate, money is important to them for different reasons.
What do you want to do, beyond parental expectations and do you have any plans for that?
I want to run my own business.
Like what would you study if it was totally up to you and/or do you have plans for how you want to use that degree?
I might have chosen psychology if it was down to be but I don't think it really matters - I never wanted to be a psychologist either.
Why do yo think it is harder to write?
It's harder to write because I didn't enjoy it.
 
Would you want your husband to be older like your dad was for your mom or closer to your age? Would you continue your current lifestyle while married like your mom did?
 
I'd like my husband to be older, though maybe not such an age gap. I'm aware that she's in her prime and he's retiring. I'm amazed they are still together tbh. They got together when she was quite young, I found out recently.

I dont know if I would or could continue to have sex with others. I'd like to think it was an option, but would depend on my future husband. If I fell in love with a man who valued fidelity, I'd have to acceept that.
 
Is there a topic you were hoping to be asked about but haven’t so far?
I didn't know what to expect to be honest. I was prepared to be open, and I expected a lot if not all of the questions to be sexual.

Is there a topic you want to ask about?
 
It varies. If a guy is polite I always respond, it it's like 'hey babe u got big tits i want to fuk them' I don't bother.

It's like real life, you chat to someone briefly, sometimes it becomes a conversation, sometimes a friendship, sometimes even one that spills over into real life.
 
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