Annie's Room

[SweetAnnie40]

I have a dozen like that two but many colours... multi-pack online buy and enough for daily wear... though the 'gold' coloured ones stay at the bottom of the drawer and I wash the pink and red and black ones as they are the best!!

Very pretty, sweetie!

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Annie needs a bump

You have no idea how much... almost a year now

 

[drobert44]

Same here, kids

You have no idea how much... almost a year now

My gay X texted me last nite........that's my thrill,LOL

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Okay, girls, settle down. I wanted to mention something and get your ideas. A few years ago, before my husband came out to me as a sissy and really changed our lives, we'd been discussing doing a vow renewal for our 25th. This whole 'sissy journey' kind of put that on the back burner but I've been thinking about it again. More and more, I think it would be a vow renewal but with myself and Jenna, my husband's femme persona. I think it goes without saying that he would be overjoyed at the prospect since I would want him to experience the whole thing from a bachelorette party, getting his hair and makeup done that morning, and of course, his dream wedding dress. I've got an idea of a beautiful but subdued dress I would wear so Jenna could shine.

I have no idea about the logistics especially in this cursed pandemic but I think I know a salon who would be glad to do his hair and makeup. I'm wondering if I should include my son's girlfriend, "Lisa", in the planning. I think there is a decent chance that she would throw Jenna the bachelorette party and hopefully include a bunch of her girlfriends, all treating hubby like the pretty bride to be.

Is this just crazy? Lisa has been very supportive of hubby when he's femme'd up as Jenna (as well as overall). They are regular jogging buddies and chat a lot when hubby is dressed up around the house (which is a couple times a week, maybe growing to 3-4...)

Thoughts, ladies?

 

[Replicant2018]

Okay, girls, settle down. I wanted to mention something and get your ideas. A few years ago, before my husband came out to me as a sissy and really changed our lives, we'd been discussing doing a vow renewal for our 25th. This whole 'sissy journey' kind of put that on the back burner but I've been thinking about it again. More and more, I think it would be a vow renewal but with myself and Jenna, my husband's femme persona. I think it goes without saying that he would be overjoyed at the prospect since I would want him to experience the whole thing from a bachelorette party, getting his hair and makeup done that morning, and of course, his dream wedding dress. I've got an idea of a beautiful but subdued dress I would wear so Jenna could shine.

I have no idea about the logistics especially in this cursed pandemic but I think I know a salon who would be glad to do his hair and makeup. I'm wondering if I should include my son's girlfriend, "Lisa", in the planning. I think there is a decent chance that she would throw Jenna the bachelorette party and hopefully include a bunch of her girlfriends, all treating hubby like the pretty bride to be.

Is this just crazy? Lisa has been very supportive of hubby when he's femme'd up as Jenna (as well as overall). They are regular jogging buddies and chat a lot when hubby is dressed up around the house (which is a couple times a week, maybe growing to 3-4...)

Thoughts, ladies?

I say go for it Annie.

 

[michaelinteas]

You have no idea how much... almost a year now

Something we should remedy

 

[drobert44]

Annie.........

I say go for it Annie.

That's super! I bet all would love it. 25 yrs? Congrats!!

 

[AlexBailey]

You have no idea how much... almost a year now

Hmm.

Annie, are you okay with how things are going within your relationship? That sad face is real on some level. Could it be that all of the newness of your husband coming out has left your wants and needs in the backseat?

Remember that a renewal of vows is for both of you. Your husband has definitely changed the marital playingfield, are there changes you'd like to make or things you specifically want to keep in how your relationship used to be?

It's always a balancing act between me and my wife. She has mostly embraced my femme self, mostly because she know that it's still me, mostly just with a different style. I think the thing she's most afraid of is 'losing the man she fell in love with'. She likes having a handsome guy on her arm who treats her like the beautiful girl/lady that she is. She can have fun being girlfriends with me, but there are times when she wants that man/boyfriend that she is so attracted to, the one that turns her on and pushes all of her buttons when he wakes her up with a throbbing cock and a 'good morning beautiful girl'. That's her fantasy. The fact that it's my fantasy too is new.

My inner girl feels lonely and unappreciated a lot of the time, but that's part of the change. My wife is doing what she can to love and to appreciate my new facets but it was not a choice she would have made on he own and she fears losing the parts and love that still rock her world.

Does your sissy husband still rock your world? Does he still try to push your buttons or is it all about his changes? Are the changes in your relationship okay with you, or is there something you need that is being left behind?

I'm not judging here, I'm just hoping that you don't sweep your needs under the rug while hurs take the spotlight. It takes two to tango even if you trade off who leads.

Your husband is very lucky to have such a supportive wife and you deserve the same level of support on your own terms.


Very sincerely,

Alex/Raven

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Something we should remedy

I wish! I really need a thick, long, stiff... dancing banana right now!

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Hmm.

Annie, are you okay with how things are going within your relationship? That sad face is real on some level. Could it be that all of the newness of your husband coming out has left your wants and needs in the backseat?

Remember that a renewal of vows is for both of you. Your husband has definitely changed the marital playingfield, are there changes you'd like to make or things you specifically want to keep in how your relationship used to be?

It's always a balancing act between me and my wife. She has mostly embraced my femme self, mostly because she know that it's still me, mostly just with a different style. I think the thing she's most afraid of is 'losing the man she fell in love with'. She likes having a handsome guy on her arm who treats her like the beautiful girl/lady that she is. She can have fun being girlfriends with me, but there are times when she wants that man/boyfriend that she is so attracted to, the one that turns her on and pushes all of her buttons when he wakes her up with a throbbing cock and a 'good morning beautiful girl'. That's her fantasy. The fact that it's my fantasy too is new.

My inner girl feels lonely and unappreciated a lot of the time, but that's part of the change. My wife is doing what she can to love and to appreciate my new facets but it was not a choice she would have made on he own and she fears losing the parts and love that still rock her world.

Does your sissy husband still rock your world? Does he still try to push your buttons or is it all about his changes? Are the changes in your relationship okay with you, or is there something you need that is being left behind?

I'm not judging here, I'm just hoping that you don't sweep your needs under the rug while hurs take the spotlight. It takes two to tango even if you trade off who leads.

Your husband is very lucky to have such a supportive wife and you deserve the same level of support on your own terms.


Very sincerely,

Alex/Raven

Hi Alex,

Thanks for the thoughtful response. Like everything in this world, it's complicated. I do believe my husband and I are trying to balance the give and take. Its just unfortunate that what I was getting stopped with the pandemic and the inability to have Gary, our male lover, come over to pleasure me or for me to meet another woman to spend time with. Hubby misses time with Gary too but was never part of my relationships with other women so he doesn't feel that loss. I'm not sure what all added up to him not being able to "be my stud lover" any more but multiple attempts have ended unsuccessfully because he can't stay hard if we try intercourse. We've tried cock rings and having me thrust a dildo in his ass while he's in me but that is just too awkward. I want to lay back, feel a man is rock hard with desire for me, and feel him on me and in me, taking me to my pleasure through our coupling.

I like to think I still would have supported Hubby on this journey even if I knew how far it would go when he first told me about it. I do love him and he loves me very much. He is upset that he can't be the 'manly man' for me because he knows I want it even though its the last thing he wants to be. (Yeah, there are some psychological blocks that I'm sure are sabotaging his erection).

When the pandemic is over, I need to try to get my needs met again. We've never discussed me being with another man without hubby in the room, but I might need that. The couple women I've dated have been great experiences and the sex was amazing but I need them and I need a 'manly man'.

I'll just have to keep figuring it out, being open with my husband as he is with me, and see where we get to.

 

[drobert44]

Well Annie...

It aint simple. I need Viagra to get hard enough to fuck.. I am 76 and on cardiac meds. But we do screw at least twice/month and both are content with that. She even put on Pornhub in the bed last week,and played with her clit as I fingered her pussy; and she had a nice orgasm. Maybe I can get her over to bi vids. Its so funny to watch a sex vid and be looking at the cock!

This is a new marriage, and of course the heat is out of it to a degree. She is 71. She lets me wear panties, and a slip, but not a bra or nylons. Even with a good turn with Viagra, I dont cum. If I roll off and shove my dildo up my ass, then I can cum, usually thinking of my past gay top. Then I cum, and of course, lick it up.

The entire rest of our lives is good, happy, and in order,save for not being able to get a Covid vaccine. I like her kids, she likes mine, we got $, agree on religion and politics, etc.

Do you mind sharing Gary with hubs?

Kiss, Dave

 

[AlexBailey]

There were a few months when I was not getting very aroused when my wife was wanting my cock for her own pleasure. I had recently identified as non-binary and gender-fluid. My wife had not felt very connected with 'Raven' (my femme side) and it hurt. I'd had this hidden part of me that was aching to come out at last, it was almost like I had an adolescent girl inside of me, I was hormonal and whiny.and I wanted something I was not getting.

My wife, Jena pointed it out and asked, "Since when did you become such a whiny little bitch?' Lol.

My wife would want her husband and I would be there, but 'Raven' was getting jealous. Lol. I was feeling schitzophrenic! We talked and talked, and talked.... cried and talked and cried. That was nearly two years ago and now 'Raven' has managed to woo Jena, and now we have some crazy queer sex, sometimes straight, sometimes girl on girl style, sometimes... well everything goes...

My wife is a good sport and likes girl-fucking with her husband, but she also loves cock. My cock, even when it's sticking out beside silk panties and under a corset... But it takes a hell of a lot of patience and communication.

 

[SweetAnnie40]

It aint simple. I need Viagra to get hard enough to fuck.. I am 76 and on cardiac meds. But we do screw at least twice/month and both are content with that. She even put on Pornhub in the bed last week,and played with her clit as I fingered her pussy; and she had a nice orgasm. Maybe I can get her over to bi vids. Its so funny to watch a sex vid and be looking at the cock!

This is a new marriage, and of course the heat is out of it to a degree. She is 71. She lets me wear panties, and a slip, but not a bra or nylons. Even with a good turn with Viagra, I dont cum. If I roll off and shove my dildo up my ass, then I can cum, usually thinking of my past gay top. Then I cum, and of course, lick it up.

The entire rest of our lives is good, happy, and in order,save for not being able to get a Covid vaccine. I like her kids, she likes mine, we got $, agree on religion and politics, etc.

Do you mind sharing Gary with hubs?

Kiss, Dave

Hi Dave, sounds like you have a pretty good situation and she's pretty understanding. What does she say when you have to dildo-fuck your ass to cum? I don't mind sharing Gary at all. We made contact with him originally to give Hubby his first experience sucking a cock and being fucked by a man. It became a regular thing and I said I wanted equal time (about the time Hubby stopped being able to stay hard and fuck me). It's worked out pretty well.

Good luck on the COVID vaccine. I'm hearing more and more people who have gotten it.

 

[SweetAnnie40]

There were a few months when I was not getting very aroused when my wife was wanting my cock for her own pleasure. I had recently identified as non-binary and gender-fluid. My wife had not felt very connected with 'Raven' (my femme side) and it hurt. I'd had this hidden part of me that was aching to come out at last, it was almost like I had an adolescent girl inside of me, I was hormonal and whiny.and I wanted something I was not getting.

My wife, Jena pointed it out and asked, "Since when did you become such a whiny little bitch?' Lol.

My wife would want her husband and I would be there, but 'Raven' was getting jealous. Lol. I was feeling schitzophrenic! We talked and talked, and talked.... cried and talked and cried. That was nearly two years ago and now 'Raven' has managed to woo Jena, and now we have some crazy queer sex, sometimes straight, sometimes girl on girl style, sometimes... well everything goes...

My wife is a good sport and likes girl-fucking with her husband, but she also loves cock. My cock, even when it's sticking out beside silk panties and under a corset... But it takes a hell of a lot of patience and communication.

I'm so glad you've reached accommodations for each other and you're able to embrace all of yourself. My sex life with hubby is basically all girl-"girl" but that is fun too.

 

[pantyboidoe]

Okay, girls, settle down. I wanted to mention something and get your ideas. A few years ago, before my husband came out to me as a sissy and really changed our lives, we'd been discussing doing a vow renewal for our 25th. This whole 'sissy journey' kind of put that on the back burner but I've been thinking about it again. More and more, I think it would be a vow renewal but with myself and Jenna, my husband's femme persona. I think it goes without saying that he would be overjoyed at the prospect since I would want him to experience the whole thing from a bachelorette party, getting his hair and makeup done that morning, and of course, his dream wedding dress. I've got an idea of a beautiful but subdued dress I would wear so Jenna could shine.

I have no idea about the logistics especially in this cursed pandemic but I think I know a salon who would be glad to do his hair and makeup. I'm wondering if I should include my son's girlfriend, "Lisa", in the planning. I think there is a decent chance that she would throw Jenna the bachelorette party and hopefully include a bunch of her girlfriends, all treating hubby like the pretty bride to be.

Is this just crazy? Lisa has been very supportive of hubby when he's femme'd up as Jenna (as well as overall). They are regular jogging buddies and chat a lot when hubby is dressed up around the house (which is a couple times a week, maybe growing to 3-4...)

Thoughts, ladies?

Aw, i think this is a beautiful idea!

 

[drobert44]

Evolution.....

Hi Dave, sounds like you have a pretty good situation and she's pretty understanding. What does she say when you have to dildo-fuck your ass to cum? I don't mind sharing Gary at all. We made contact with him originally to give Hubby his first experience sucking a cock and being fucked by a man. It became a regular thing and I said I wanted equal time (about the time Hubby stopped being able to stay hard and fuck me). It's worked out pretty well.

Good luck on the COVID vaccine. I'm hearing more and more people who have gotten it.

At first she would fuck me with my pink rubber cock, but now I have to do it while she lies beside me and frigs her clit, or just snoozes off. But last week she turned on Pornhub to masturbate, and I was tired. She watched straight porn and rubbed her clit as I finger fucked her. She had a LOVELY orgasm. It was vanilla porn, but the man had a nice big hard cock! Maybe I can slowly get her to bi porn.

Can you find a boyfriend for Hubs during Covid? Would be so nice if he could get fucked weekly or so. I do hope Gary is doing you regular. I bet Hubs would love licking a nice creampie out of you.........I would..

Got appt March 1 for Covid shot, as I am 76. Lots of confusion here, misinformation, long waits, etc.

https://i.imgur.com/BHHlFKk.jpg

 

[michaelinteas]

Bumping it back to the first page.

 

[LucyCanyon]

Okay, girls, settle down. I wanted to mention something and get your ideas. A few years ago, before my husband came out to me as a sissy and really changed our lives, we'd been discussing doing a vow renewal for our 25th. This whole 'sissy journey' kind of put that on the back burner but I've been thinking about it again. More and more, I think it would be a vow renewal but with myself and Jenna, my husband's femme persona. I think it goes without saying that he would be overjoyed at the prospect since I would want him to experience the whole thing from a bachelorette party, getting his hair and makeup done that morning, and of course, his dream wedding dress. I've got an idea of a beautiful but subdued dress I would wear so Jenna could shine.

I have no idea about the logistics especially in this cursed pandemic but I think I know a salon who would be glad to do his hair and makeup. I'm wondering if I should include my son's girlfriend, "Lisa", in the planning. I think there is a decent chance that she would throw Jenna the bachelorette party and hopefully include a bunch of her girlfriends, all treating hubby like the pretty bride to be.

Is this just crazy? Lisa has been very supportive of hubby when he's femme'd up as Jenna (as well as overall). They are regular jogging buddies and chat a lot when hubby is dressed up around the house (which is a couple times a week, maybe growing to 3-4...)

Thoughts, ladies?

Hi Annie, sorry, haven't been around much and I am catching up, and I wanted to say I think this just sums you up perfectly... putting Jenna's experience ahead of yours, giving her something she would really remember on a special day, accepting the different dynamic you have now and embracing it and making it work as best you can, notwithstanding your missing out on a good real cock fucking as a result. You deserve the latter as a present.... perhaps Jenna would arrange it as a gift on the day??

 

[SweetAnnie40]

At first she would fuck me with my pink rubber cock, but now I have to do it while she lies beside me and frigs her clit, or just snoozes off. But last week she turned on Pornhub to masturbate, and I was tired. She watched straight porn and rubbed her clit as I finger fucked her. She had a LOVELY orgasm. It was vanilla porn, but the man had a nice big hard cock! Maybe I can slowly get her to bi porn.

Can you find a boyfriend for Hubs during Covid? Would be so nice if he could get fucked weekly or so. I do hope Gary is doing you regular. I bet Hubs would love licking a nice creampie out of you.........I would..

Got appt March 1 for Covid shot, as I am 76. Lots of confusion here, misinformation, long waits, etc.

https://i.imgur.com/BHHlFKk.jpg

Waiting for things to get back to normal before Gary can visit again. Hasn't for almost a year. I don't expect to find someone else before Gary returns.

Good luck with the shot.

 

[drobert44]

Moving right along.......

Waiting for things to get back to normal before Gary can visit again. Hasn't for almost a year. I don't expect to find someone else before Gary returns.

Good luck with the shot.

Wifey comes to be in slinky nightie, wants some kind of sex. Always snuggle for a bit first, I love it, my cock in panties, but not hard. So, she pops open tablet to Pornhub. I tell her I wanna see crossdressing, but no deal. So she watches something, plays with her clit, and I put 2 in her cunt, move them slowly, and one in her ass; which she loves. No orgasm, but close. Snooze, awaken semi-hard 0500, push my cock into her ass and tell her I am hard since I am in panties. She nods and goes back to sleep...........this is progress!

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Wifey comes to be in slinky nightie, wants some kind of sex. Always snuggle for a bit first, I love it, my cock in panties, but not hard. So, she pops open tablet to Pornhub. I tell her I wanna see crossdressing, but no deal. So she watches something, plays with her clit, and I put 2 in her cunt, move them slowly, and one in her ass; which she loves. No orgasm, but close. Snooze, awaken semi-hard 0500, push my cock into her ass and tell her I am hard since I am in panties. She nods and goes back to sleep...........this is progress!

That is good news! She must really be permissive since she had to help you push into her bottom of course. Are you wearing panties 24/7 or keeping them for sex times? Try to show her how you being in panties (and more!) benefits her. Does it get you hard so you can give her a good fucking? Does it enthuse you to lick her to orgasms? Are you demonstrative for how much it turns you on (moaning, squirming, begging)? Sounds like panties alone don't get you erect though...

 

[drobert44]

That is good news! She must really be permissive since she had to help you push into her bottom of course. Are you wearing panties 24/7 or keeping them for sex times? Try to show her how you being in panties (and more!) benefits her. Does it get you hard so you can give her a good fucking? Does it enthuse you to lick her to orgasms? Are you demonstrative for how much it turns you on (moaning, squirming, begging)? Sounds like panties alone don't get you erect though...

She likes me to orgasm. Early on, she would fuck me with a pink dildo. She likes to hear me groan, and makes no objection when I lick up my cum. I dont panty 24/7. That might be a nice signal to her; that I am wanting sex. Married a year; she said NO to my bra. I get hard without Viagra, but only for about 10 min. Its rare when I can cum in her, tho. I love to lick her, but she is insistent that she be clean. I think I will remind her to clean up a bit before sex, so I can lick her.

Still experimenting with Pornhub, which she uses to masturbate. She put on a vanilla tryst with a college age girl, sucking and fucking the cameraman. Nice cock on him, but for some reason I didnt get hard. I am taking this slow, Annie.
Making sure we click on everything, like her problems with running her spa. She is a botox doc.........remember I am 76, and she is 71.

Thanks for the tips, KISS


https://i.imgur.com/oSsyoH0.gifv

 

[SweetAnnie40]

She likes me to orgasm. Early on, she would fuck me with a pink dildo. She likes to hear me groan, and makes no objection when I lick up my cum. I dont panty 24/7. That might be a nice signal to her; that I am wanting sex. Married a year; she said NO to my bra. I get hard without Viagra, but only for about 10 min. Its rare when I can cum in her, tho. I love to lick her, but she is insistent that she be clean. I think I will remind her to clean up a bit before sex, so I can lick her.

Still experimenting with Pornhub, which she uses to masturbate. She put on a vanilla tryst with a college age girl, sucking and fucking the cameraman. Nice cock on him, but for some reason I didnt get hard. I am taking this slow, Annie.
Making sure we click on everything, like her problems with running her spa. She is a botox doc.........remember I am 76, and she is 71.

Thanks for the tips, KISS


https://i.imgur.com/oSsyoH0.gifv

Thanks for the info, sweetie. I guess I wouldn't focus on the erection or any particular measure of "performance". If you're enjoying it even when soft, that's great. You might be able to cum from anal fucking even when you're soft, my hubby has a couple times.

Not sure how you want to advance your situation but here are some different ideas to think about.

When you're watching pornhub with her, comment on how yummy the guy's cock looks. Lick a dildo along with the girl in the video's performance on the cock.
Wear panties 24/7 or at least 100% for any sexy times.
Wear satiny camisoles, teddies, garter belt and thigh highs... there is a lot of very sexy lingerie out there that doesn't cross the "no bra" line.
Wear a woman's bodysuit under your short and an open shirt... could be a one piece swimsuit too... black would be somewhat discreet but you could also go full on pink or feminine patterns too.
Do you think you could cum inside her if you focused on licking your cum out of her afterward as an incentive?
Start wearing butt plugs during the day or at night.

Keep us updated.

 

[irishblade]

Thanks for the info, sweetie. I guess I wouldn't focus on the erection or any particular measure of "performance". If you're enjoying it even when soft, that's great. You might be able to cum from anal fucking even when you're soft, my hubby has a couple times.

Not sure how you want to advance your situation but here are some different ideas to think about.

When you're watching pornhub with her, comment on how yummy the guy's cock looks. Lick a dildo along with the girl in the video's performance on the cock.
Wear panties 24/7 or at least 100% for any sexy times.
Wear satiny camisoles, teddies, garter belt and thigh highs... there is a lot of very sexy lingerie out there that doesn't cross the "no bra" line.
Wear a woman's bodysuit under your short and an open shirt... could be a one piece swimsuit too... black would be somewhat discreet but you could also go full on pink or feminine patterns too.
Do you think you could cum inside her if you focused on licking your cum out of her afterward as an incentive?
Start wearing butt plugs during the day or at night.

Keep us updated.

Great ideas, Annie! And I agree with the erection part. The one time I played with my backdoor, I came while soft. Very confusing but felt great!

 

[drobert44]

Good points, Annie

Thanks for the info, sweetie. I guess I wouldn't focus on the erection or any particular measure of "performance". If you're enjoying it even when soft, that's great. You might be able to cum from anal fucking even when you're soft, my hubby has a couple times.

Not sure how you want to advance your situation but here are some different ideas to think about.

When you're watching pornhub with her, comment on how yummy the guy's cock looks. Lick a dildo along with the girl in the video's performance on the cock.
Wear panties 24/7 or at least 100% for any sexy times.
Wear satiny camisoles, teddies, garter belt and thigh highs... there is a lot of very sexy lingerie out there that doesn't cross the "no bra" line.
Wear a woman's bodysuit under your short and an open shirt... could be a one piece swimsuit too... black would be somewhat discreet but you could also go full on pink or feminine patterns too.
Do you think you could cum inside her if you focused on licking your cum out of her afterward as an incentive?
Start wearing butt plugs during the day or at night.

Keep us updated.

I think I will be letting her know that just cause I like to dress, I wont be cheating out of the marriage. That's prolly her fear. Who cares what spouse wears, anyway?