As a masochist, what do you get out of hard extreme SM?

I am a Sounding Fetishist...I.e. I love putting a stainless steel sterile rod into my penis as a Tribute to Goddess Kali and squeezing my Kegels.....ruined orgasm results....thick , transparent, viscous precum dribbles , leaks out in an exquisitely humiliating ruined orgasm..my 66 yr old prostate gland is sleek and slim and my PSA or prostate specific antigen is well within safe limits. I perform this twice a month. This is the Major driver of my submissiveness to Devi Kali!!!View attachment 2419159View attachment 2419160View attachment 2419161
Oh my goodness that's so sexy to think about
 
I am a Sounding Fetishist...I.e. I love putting a stainless steel sterile rod into my penis as a Tribute to Goddess Kali and squeezing my Kegels.....ruined orgasm results....thick , transparent, viscous precum dribbles , leaks out in an exquisitely humiliating ruined orgasm..my 66 yr old prostate gland is sleek and slim and my PSA or prostate specific antigen is well within safe limits. I perform this twice a month. This is the Major driver of my submissiveness to Devi Kali!!!View attachment 2419159View attachment 2419160View attachment 2419161
I hope it's as exciting as you said in another thread. šŸ‘€
 
Agreed, I've watched two naked women get caned hard in porn. They screamed and cried, and at the end were kissing each other with tears flowing down their faces. They were caned by a Dom and maybe his partner, a Domme.

I'm quite sure it's nothing I want, I don't like marks but I loved watching them scream and cry for some reason. I was so turned on. Same for a guy who let barefoot or naked girls dance on his chest or cock and balls. I know it's painful but I got so horny and confused.
paingate is the sought after site for this. Madam kyra and associates.
 
be warned. you will get hooked to the large collection of clips.
 
I get a huge kick from being Caned by MistressWife. Recently an angry welt formed on my caned Ass which I proudly wear as a Badge of Honor!!!IMG-20241107-WA0019.jpgIMG-20241107-WA0020.jpg
 
both. more the merrier
Good idea. Might try at home. There are SO MANY from Princess Rene and Obey Melanie I remember, so I might be flooding this thread.

They're bitches unless they're actually acting, but they have good and sexy ideas.
 
I am a Sounding Fetishist...I.e. I love putting a stainless steel sterile rod into my penis as a Tribute to Goddess Kali and squeezing my Kegels.....ruined orgasm results....thick , transparent, viscous precum dribbles , leaks out in an exquisitely humiliating ruined orgasm..my 66 yr old prostate gland is sleek and slim and my PSA or prostate specific antigen is well within safe limits. I perform this twice a month. This is the Major driver of my submissiveness to Devi Kali!!!View attachment 2419159View attachment 2419160View attachment 2419161

I love sounding...so much fun and feels soo good
 
Forgot this thread, sorry.

Okay, so Worship Rene's clips might have been mass purged from Pornhub, Xhamster, XVideos, and anywhere else. I got them long ago, I think there's a subreddit dedicated to that which shows clips where she isn't too naked.

https://xhamster.com/videos/worship-rene-blow-your-mind-again-and-again-and-again-loser-11205736

This is one of the only ones I could find.

I think you can also search YouTube, I used to watch her clips there where she was mostly dressed but in tight slutty gear.

Barefoot Princess / Obey Melanie is much better IMO, but I tried searching her clips months ago and they were generally purged too. If you look up her videos, you'll see there was a bit of a controversy about her and she's gone months ago, along with her live in slave, so maybe that's why her clips are being removed.

If anyone desperately wants fetish clips to jack or jill off to, Goddess Alexa is the only other one I used to watch. Her body is okay but I'm not sure I like her style. Some of you other perverts might so it's out there.
 
I also love the connection through pain and degradation. When I am being humiliated, it releases a part inside me that I can't even put words to. Pain also puts me up there. It also makes pleasure right after so much better.
 
I haven't really felt physical pleasure from sex since I was 16, but I have learned to find satisfaction in others using me to make themselves feel good. The last time I climaxed was more than three years ago. Some guys were beating me with a belt.

But I don't feel powerful or loved or connected when they're hurting me. I feel...useful, less than human, like a thing, and I like feeling that way.

I think the bottom line is, I don't like hurting, but I crave subjugation and suffering for other people's pleasure just happens to be the most complete offering of servitude I can make.
 
I haven't really felt physical pleasure from sex since I was 16, but I have learned to find satisfaction in others using me to make themselves feel good. The last time I climaxed was more than three years ago. Some guys were beating me with a belt.

But I don't feel powerful or loved or connected when they're hurting me. I feel...useful, less than human, like a thing, and I like feeling that way.

I think the bottom line is, I don't like hurting, but I crave subjugation and suffering for other people's pleasure just happens to be the most complete offering of servitude I can make.
I agree with that
 
I also love the connection through pain and degradation. When I am being humiliated, it releases a part inside me that I can't even put words to. Pain also puts me up there. It also makes pleasure right after so much better.
I think I love the same things due to bullying issues, so my perverted mind has made it erotic now. I love being humiliated and degraded for my size, clitty and anything else.
 
I haven't really felt physical pleasure from sex since I was 16, but I have learned to find satisfaction in others using me to make themselves feel good. The last time I climaxed was more than three years ago. Some guys were beating me with a belt.

But I don't feel powerful or loved or connected when they're hurting me. I feel...useful, less than human, like a thing, and I like feeling that way.

I think the bottom line is, I don't like hurting, but I crave subjugation and suffering for other people's pleasure just happens to be the most complete offering of servitude I can make.
You have to do what feels right to you!
 
Pain, and the joy my Master gets from inflicting pain, literally gets me wet. Thereā€™s also the biochemical component. Pain causes the release of endorphins. You get a wonderful high from it. I also feel proud of myself when I have endured a painful session. I feel like Iā€˜ve been challenged and have come out on top. I enjoy seeing marks on my body afterward. I wear them like badges of honor. I am proud of my status as a slave.
 
Pain, and the joy my Master gets from inflicting pain, literally gets me wet. Thereā€™s also the biochemical component. Pain causes the release of endorphins. You get a wonderful high from it. I also feel proud of myself when I have endured a painful session. I feel like Iā€˜ve been challenged and have come out on top. I enjoy seeing marks on my body afterward. I wear them like badges of honor. I am proud of my status as a slave.
Yes that's absolutely true
 
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