brutal rape fantasies....

ownedsubgal said:
now, would i like to engage in some sort of roleplay of this rape fantasy? no, never. would i like to engage in the real thing? no, never. do i think i NEED to engage in the real thing? yes, oh yes. it is what one like me deserves.

i'm curious as to whether this is a sad, self loathing thought or a satisfying, at peace kinda thought?
i'm in no way trying to say that you are wrong in your beliefs...just wanting to see what colour they are...
xx
 
dolf said:
i'm curious as to whether this is a sad, self loathing thought or a satisfying, at peace kinda thought?
i'm in no way trying to say that you are wrong in your beliefs...just wanting to see what colour they are...
xx

would it be too confusing to say that it's both?
 
I read osg's post as a description of a means to a deeply cathartic experience through sexual/non-sexual self-immolation, or self-negation. Maybe I'm wrong. It'd be interesting to know if I'm close, or if I'm projecting.
 
Dionysian Beast said:
What am I supposed to see? :p

So, did you read that story?
yes i did :eek:

my fantasies are usually more like reality. i find it easier to concentrate if the events are more plausible.

usually my fantasies are of someone i know...the stranger fantasy does nothing for me.

you're a scary man :D
xx
 
dolf said:
yes i did :eek:

my fantasies are usually more like reality. i find it easier to concentrate if the events are more plausible.

usually my fantasies are of someone i know...the stranger fantasy does nothing for me.

you're a scary man :D
xx

It wasn't much of a fantasy (well, maybe to some extent), it was more of a story, basically.

And the last comment doesn't really make me feel bad :D
 
dolf said:


my fantasies are usually more like reality. i find it easier to concentrate if the events are more plausible.

usually my fantasies are of someone i know...the stranger fantasy does nothing for me.

xx


I'm thinking that I'd like to rape another girl. Or be raped by another girl.
 
Bi_Sammie said:
I'm thinking that I'd like to rape another girl. Or be raped by another girl.
sounds perfect!
we should meet up, maybe i should fly over and you can abuse me some :kiss:
xx
 
dolf said:
sounds perfect!
we should meet up, maybe i should fly over and you can abuse me some :kiss:
xx

It sounds blissful. You need to immigrate and then we can get a nice house together. We can take the neat self defense and martial arts classes together and shock the boys when we fight rough. Then we can go home all hot and bothered and fuck each other.

We'll need to get toys.
 
Bi_Sammie said:
It sounds blissful. You need to immigrate and then we can get a nice house together. We can take the neat self defense and martial arts classes together and shock the boys when we fight rough. Then we can go home all hot and bothered and fuck each other.

We'll need to get toys.
sounds like a serious plan! you like kids? i have two but i think you'd get on just fine.

are you into face slapping? spanking? you'll have to do the decorating coz i hate that stuff :kiss:
xx
 
Heheh, sounds like it could be fun. I work nights as a dancer but maybe we could work out schedules.

We'll have to talk offline. :)
 
Bi_Sammie said:
Heheh, sounds like it could be fun. I work nights as a dancer but maybe we could work out schedules.

We'll have to talk offline. :)
you wanna man too? i know one who'd like to play too :heart:
xx
 
CrossEyedMary said:
I read osg's post as a description of a means to a deeply cathartic experience through sexual/non-sexual self-immolation, or self-negation. Maybe I'm wrong. It'd be interesting to know if I'm close, or if I'm projecting.


hmmm....could be. to be honest i don't fully understand myself why i have such fantasies/needs. they have just always been a part of me, even as a child. it certainly goes beyond masochism, but not quite so far as utter destruction, i don't think. ?
 
Marquis said:
How so? While punching holds no great sexual appeal to me, I've wondered if people do it and how it goes.

During fights, I've given concussions, knocked out teeth and broken a cheek bone. I don't see how it could possibly be safe for me to punch a girl.

I've been in a workshop with a really good educator named Felice Shays whose main SM play involves her hands and her boots and her partner. I never found the idea of body punching, or kicking of any sort (and what lara says is correct, the face is limited to slapping as far as I am concerned) all that erotic, until I saw it in action. Now I'm kind of addicted. :) Like a lot of edgeplay it relies on the illusions of danger more than actual danger.

It's rough and it's immediate looking, it's very physical, but all punching takes place in the spots you'd flog, all kicking takes place in the fatty tissues of the ass and backs of thighs, though the nuts can take more than most people think and are ok to kick if you have a dedicated nut masochist. (likewise with pussies)

It's too detailed for me to explain totally, I strongly recommend going to a workshop on the subject and getting hands on training before you haul off and kick your bottoms, or even if you only have a mild curiosity on the subject. If you ever have a chance to see Felice, do so, big thumbs up.


Kneeing someone in the back of a thigh throws them forward good and hard, punching a woman on the pectoral is fairly safe, the only people whose pecs you don't want to be punching are those with heart problems.

The trick is to avoid things you don't feel like breaking, and obviously to work within and around and slowly ramping up the tolerances of your masochist like most other activities, finding that sweet balance between "no don't please" and "I can't take it."

My sissy slave's new favorite activity is being kicked around in the ass and punched on the shoulderblades, nice and square, until he cries like a pussy. It may not seem as real or unstaged as the fights you've been in, but interesting things will often result.

Now, I'm sure there are people out there who eroticize busted teeth and broken collarbones. I'm not one, it's not my thing.
 
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hmmmm

now, would i like to engage in some sort of roleplay of this rape fantasy? no, never. would i like to engage in the real thing? no, never. do i think i NEED to engage in the real thing? yes, oh yes. it is what one like me deserves.



osg, once again you and I think the same way. Every day it crosses my mind. Will I ever do it?? No, probably not. Have I tried, well..... Master and I often come close but nothing like the real deal. Do I need it, oh yes, oh hell yes.

I love your fantasy, it is very very close to mine. Mine ends up in a hospital bed with everybody incredibly concerned about me and me finally realising that someone does actually love me for real.
My fantasy also has the added dimension of a tattoo, carving, branding or something on the forehead and breasts to forever remind me of what they've done. Interesting play on the feeling in reality of the 'invisible victim tattoo' isnt it. I find it somewhat ironic how thought patterns of oneself play out in fantasy.
 
Netzach said:
I've been in a workshop with a really good educator named Felice Shays whose main SM play involves her hands and her boots and her partner. I never found the idea of body punching, or kicking of any sort (and what lara says is correct, the face is limited to slapping as far as I am concerned) all that erotic, until I saw it in action. Now I'm kind of addicted. :) Like a lot of edgeplay it relies on the illusions of danger more than actual danger.

It's rough and it's immediate looking, it's very physical, but all punching takes place in the spots you'd flog, all kicking takes place in the fatty tissues of the ass and backs of thighs, though the nuts can take more than most people think and are ok to kick if you have a dedicated nut masochist. (likewise with pussies)

It's too detailed for me to explain totally, I strongly recommend going to a workshop on the subject and getting hands on training before you haul off and kick your bottoms, or even if you only have a mild curiosity on the subject. If you ever have a chance to see Felice, do so, big thumbs up.


Kneeing someone in the back of a thigh throws them forward good and hard, punching a woman on the pectoral is fairly safe, the only people whose pecs you don't want to be punching are those with heart problems.

The trick is to avoid things you don't feel like breaking, and obviously to work within and around and slowly ramping up the tolerances of your masochist like most other activities, finding that sweet balance between "no don't please" and "I can't take it."

My sissy slave's new favorite activity is being kicked around in the ass and punched on the shoulderblades, nice and square, until he cries like a pussy. It may not seem as real or unstaged as the fights you've been in, but interesting things will often result.

Now, I'm sure there are people out there who eroticize busted teeth and broken collarbones. I'm not one, it's not my thing.


Thanks, I guess I'll stick to open fisted hitting.
 
hmmm....could be. to be honest i don't fully understand myself why i have such fantasies/needs. they have just always been a part of me, even as a child. it certainly goes beyond masochism, but not quite so far as utter destruction, i don't think. ?

ownedsubgal; I have to admit that in the time I've been lurking here, your posts are some I've read with the most fascination. Some posts (and posters) are ignorable, some downright annoying - but yours have never ceased to pique my interest. So kindly forgive me this continued prodding. Would it be correct to say that for you, this fantasy, as well as your lifestyle, have very little if anything to do with sex, or sexuality? What, then, is the final result of the fantasy, for you? I don't mean what is the end of the fantasy, as you said it could go on and on, but what is the resulting emotional state after you indulge in this line of thought? You have said that you have not really given much thought to your particular drives; also, if this is too probative a conversation for you, please feel free to tell me so.
 
ownedsubgal said:
i pass out a few times from the pain, only to be awakened each time by piss on my face and down my throat.
This is definitely an element in some of my fantasies, but that's about all that would apply. My fantasies aren't usually this violent, but being fucked so hard I lose consciousness is definitely a turn on for me. I suppose it might be related to my love of breath control play, but in this instance it is more specifically the intensity of the fucking that causes the blackout.
 
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