Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[clearcreek]

Sew or knit or read a book. Try to keep off of your foot! Heal well.

 

[BiBunny]

Sew or knit or read a book. Try to keep off of your foot! Heal well.

Working (which is just sitting in front of the computer and waiting for the phone to ring) and crocheting. It'll be better soon.

 

[BiBunny]

This popped up in my FB feed, and I thought it was funny, given my love for Hello Kitty and Daddy's love for Batman, lol.

The caption just said, "Us."

 

[BiBunny]

Daddy is sick again with some mystery illness, and his gout is flaring up again, so he's laid up and pitiful.

I'm overwhelmed with all this work stuff I've got to get done, and I also started bleeding again. No telling how long that'll last this time. May be a week, may be two months.

I can't even go see Daddy because he doesn't want me to get whatever mystery plague he's got this time around. I have felt very little the past few days. I even slept with my stuffies last night.

I need Daddy to exchange his immune system for a better one so I can go see him, lol.

 

[BiBunny]

Well, the Sword of Damocles that's been dangling above my head for over a week finally came crashing down.

I've been having to ration my Wellbutrin because none of my blog customers will pay up. I usually take three 150 mg pills per day,. I've been down to just one for the last week, and it finally caught up with me.

I'm six hours short of having enough login hours at the company for the pay period (which ends tomorrow). I'm in no shape to work. (Can't stop sobbing like an idiot.) Daddy is either busy, sleeping, or just ignoring me.

Someone finally did pay me today, but it's only just enough for the Wellbutrin, and the pharmacy is closed today, anyway. So I can't get it until tomorrow.

I hate this shit. Why can't I just be normal?

 

[Azuldrgon]

Well, the Sword of Damocles that's been dangling above my head for over a week finally came crashing down.

I've been having to ration my Wellbutrin because none of my blog customers will pay up. I usually take three 150 mg pills per day,. I've been down to just one for the last week, and it finally caught up with me.

I'm six hours short of having enough login hours at the company for the pay period (which ends tomorrow). I'm in no shape to work. (Can't stop sobbing like an idiot.) Daddy is either busy, sleeping, or just ignoring me.

Someone finally did pay me today, but it's only just enough for the Wellbutrin, and the pharmacy is closed today, anyway. So I can't get it until tomorrow.

I hate this shit. Why can't I just be normal?

With permission *hugs you tightly*
I'm sorry.
I wish I could offer more than that.

 

[BiBunny]

With permission *hugs you tightly*
I'm sorry.
I wish I could offer more than that.

Thank you. *hugs back* That helps a lot.

 

[twister947]

Well, the Sword of Damocles that's been dangling above my head for over a week finally came crashing down.

I've been having to ration my Wellbutrin because none of my blog customers will pay up. I usually take three 150 mg pills per day,. I've been down to just one for the last week, and it finally caught up with me.

I'm six hours short of having enough login hours at the company for the pay period (which ends tomorrow). I'm in no shape to work. (Can't stop sobbing like an idiot.) Daddy is either busy, sleeping, or just ignoring me.

Someone finally did pay me today, but it's only just enough for the Wellbutrin, and the pharmacy is closed today, anyway. So I can't get it until tomorrow.

I hate this shit. Why can't I just be normal?

Bunny, don't forget tomorrow is a Federal holiday; your pharmacy may or may not keep normal hours.

 

[dreamysub]

Well, the Sword of Damocles that's been dangling above my head for over a week finally came crashing down.

I've been having to ration my Wellbutrin because none of my blog customers will pay up. I usually take three 150 mg pills per day,. I've been down to just one for the last week, and it finally caught up with me.

I'm six hours short of having enough login hours at the company for the pay period (which ends tomorrow). I'm in no shape to work. (Can't stop sobbing like an idiot.) Daddy is either busy, sleeping, or just ignoring me.

Someone finally did pay me today, but it's only just enough for the Wellbutrin, and the pharmacy is closed today, anyway. So I can't get it until tomorrow.

I hate this shit. Why can't I just be normal?

Oh BiBunny, I am sooo sorry to read all you've been through, I didn't know......
Is your dad alright now? And did you get to see your Daddy again?? I hope you did or will soon, as I so understand how you feel girl. *HUGGS BiBunny TIGHT and holds her GENTLY in my arms for a long LOOOONG TIME*

Being out of meds messess you up, I am teary fuck when I forget to take mine just for one day. It sucks indeed, but it will get better, Bunny! As for Why can't you be normal? I ask myself the same question every fucking day.... But you know what? World would be sooo boring without people like YOU in it! I would love to spend my time with you anytime if you just lived closer. I really HATE this about Internet. It makes you feel so close to someone, but so far away at the same time. Sometimes I so need to HUGG someone for real and it kills me I can't. Like now, I would so love to HUG you right now and just hold you and I can't cuz of this bloody distance sigh.
For what its worth, I am sending you the most sincere heartfelt HUGGS my friend! PM me anytime R., ok? I have a PhD in cuddleology!!!

K.

 

[IrisAlthea]

Well, the Sword of Damocles that's been dangling above my head for over a week finally came crashing down.

I've been having to ration my Wellbutrin because none of my blog customers will pay up. I usually take three 150 mg pills per day,. I've been down to just one for the last week, and it finally caught up with me.

I'm six hours short of having enough login hours at the company for the pay period (which ends tomorrow). I'm in no shape to work. (Can't stop sobbing like an idiot.) Daddy is either busy, sleeping, or just ignoring me.

Someone finally did pay me today, but it's only just enough for the Wellbutrin, and the pharmacy is closed today, anyway. So I can't get it until tomorrow.

I hate this shit. Why can't I just be normal?

Ugh, sorry to hear this Bunny!

I vote anything that lets you get your hands on the meds, as in showing up at Daddy’s, parents’, friends’ doorstep unannounced to borrow money, possibly stopping short if robbery.

 

[BiBunny]

Hey, y'all. I really appreciate your concern.
Ended up not being able to get the meds today because my Spotify came out overnight. My mom is sending a credit card by my dad (he works near where I live) tomorrow so I can get the damn things.

So that's my update for today.

 

[BiBunny]

Wellbutrin acquired. I can live normally a few more days now.

 

[dreamysub]

Wellbutrin acquired. I can live normally a few more days now.

I am glad you have the meds you need, Bunny. It definitely helps! *Big Huggs*

 

[BiBunny]

I am glad you have the meds you need, Bunny. It definitely helps! *Big Huggs*

Thank you! *hugs*

I keep thinking about my exes. Not in the "I miss them" sense because they're no longer causing drama in my life, and good riddance. But there are things they did that I wish Daddy would do.

They let me serve them. Daddy doesn't really do that. Sexually, yes, but that's all, and very rarely, at that.

I miss doing laundry and making beds and making desserts for and bathing the one who owns me. He won't let me do any of it. I don't know if he's not interested or if he thinks he has to shoulder everything himself or what. I just want to serve my Daddy. I miss having someone to take care of.

 

[BiBunny]

Y'all may not believe this, but in my professional and, to some extent, my personal life, I rarely offer my opinion on things unless someone point-blank asks. I have been sitting on a lot of stuff concerning work...and they have made the mistake of asking, "What would motivate you to log in more?"

I have never written a manifesto before, but I'm about to.

 

[BiBunny]

I texted Daddy today to tell him I'd finally stopped bleeding and I wondered if we could get together soon so I could at least give him his goddamn Christmas presents.

I got the usual "we'll have to see" spiel.

I tried talking to him a little, since we hadn't spoken for like a week.

I got "OK, kitten, Daddy is resting."

K. Fine. I just don't get why, if my company and my attention are so hateful to you, you even keep me around in the first place. And I don't know why I put up with it because God knows, I get next to nothing out of it.

 

[BiBunny]

I've hit a wall again.

Any Daddy interested in a fat, 40-year-old little girl/kitten in East-Central Alabama who enjoys ageplay and service submission? IRL only.

And, yes, I'm only half-joking.

*Sigh*

 

[dreamysub]

I texted Daddy today to tell him I'd finally stopped bleeding and I wondered if we could get together soon so I could at least give him his goddamn Christmas presents.

I got the usual "we'll have to see" spiel.

I tried talking to him a little, since we hadn't spoken for like a week.

I got "OK, kitten, Daddy is resting."

K. Fine. I just don't get why, if my company and my attention are so hateful to you, you even keep me around in the first place. And I don't know why I put up with it because God knows, I get next to nothing out of it.

I am so sorry, Bunny... *BIG HUGGS*

Will talk to you more thro PM.

 

[IrisAlthea]

K. Fine. I just don't get why, if my company and my attention are so hateful to you, you even keep me around in the first place. And I don't know why I put up with it because God knows, I get next to nothing out of it.

Sorry to hear that Bunny!

I’d say that the cost benefit analysis, consciously done or not, still comes up positive enough for both of you.
I don’t understand this type of dynamic very well, but perhaps make sure he does know how this makes you feel?

 

[BiBunny]

Sorry to hear that Bunny!

I’d say that the cost benefit analysis, consciously done or not, still comes up positive enough for both of you.
I don’t understand this type of dynamic very well, but perhaps make sure he does know how this makes you feel?

You're probably right. But I have a hard time believing he'd care if I told him sometimes.

 

[IrisAlthea]

You're probably right. But I have a hard time believing he'd care if I told him sometimes.

I get that and I’m sorry because that is not a fun place to be.
Also, how we deal with these things is so personal and I tend to prefer my cost benefit analysis conscious and I want to know where I stand, even when it is off the cliff Coyote style.
Totally get if that isn’t everyones cup of tea though.

 

[BiBunny]

After a super gaslight-y meeting at hell job yesterday, I've decided nothing is ever going to change (which I pretty much knew, anyway).

I'd been toying with the idea of running my own direct dial lines, and I think I've decided to do it. It'll be a bit of an investment to start with, with no immediate payback, but it has the potential to be something so much better.

And what can I say? I'm a sucker for anything that has the possibility to go big. So I'm gonna work a little more, save up $100 extra to drop on content, a website or two, toll-free phone number(s), and a little paid advertising and give this a go. Fingers crossed the payment processor I want to use is still accepting new websites.

The thing about phone sex is, it's a lot like gambling. Most of the time, you can't expect much. But sometimes, something hits hard, and it'll make you rich. And you know it's not very likely to make you, personally, rich, but the draw is that it *might*. And I'm a junkie for that feeling, so here we go again.

Daddy is all for this, by the way. For all his general uselessness in a lot of ways, he IS at least supportive when I do things.

 

[BiBunny]

Talked to Daddy a little yesterday about service. I told him I wanted to serve him in every way, that he just needed to let me. He admitted that he doesn't know how to let me. And I told him he was not responsible for carrying everything by himself.

LET ME LOVE YOU, DAMMIT! (I didn't actually say that, lol.)

He said he would do his best to find some things for me to do, and I told him it would mean a lot to me to be allowed to serve him. Of course, this is all for naught if I don't get to see him sometime in the next hundred years, but yeah. I tried to talk to him about it. I don't know if he understood or not.

 

[BiBunny]

The biller I wanted to use for my direct dial stuff is indeed accepting new sites. He told me I could be up in the online terminal within 24 hours and have my website(s) integrated with click to call capabilities in a couple of days. Yes!

Problem is, my hands are tied at the moment because my debit card was compromised several days ago, and I'm currently waiting for a new one to come in the mail. So I can't buy the websites and content and phone numbers until the damn card comes. They said it'd be here tomorrow, and I hope it is.

Also, the billing service pays out 75% of what you bill customers for. So charging $2.00/min. will net me $1.50/min. That's more than twice what I'm making at hell company and 25% more than what I make on my platforms.

Only problem is, launching new stuff takes time. I'll consider myself lucky if I have a sale in the next 6 months, lol.

 

[BiBunny]

Sometimes, when I see the threads complaining about lack of "Femdom" content here, I want to start a thread of my own about personal and professional Femdom experiences and why male subs are not highly sought-after.

But I expect quite a few male subs would shit themselves if I did that (or else no one would care at all, lol), so I keep my opinion to myself.