Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

[Beardpositive77]

ICT it's a great feeling that I haven't felt in a long time.

 

[MrZeno]

ICT I may become addicted to Ampics.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT today I don't feel like doin much of nothin'.

 

[lil_jenni]

IACT every time I come back to Lit, I feel less and less welcomed, and thus less and less likely to return.

It's not that you're not welcomed. Not at all. My take on it is this, when you've been been around a long time, yes you expect to slip easily back into that old groove.

The reality is that back when we were new here, we spent a lot of time posting and getting to know a lot people through pms, chats, IMs, Hangouts, etc.. Lit was all new and shiny and there seemed to be endless exciting possibilities. The reality is that many of the people we spent that time getting to know are gone.

As someone who has been around, it's easy to become mellow and jaded. Lit just isn't so fresh or exciting. It's hard to muster up the effort to make new friendships and bonds a second time around. You get out of this place only what you're willing to put into it. That's a lot of time and effort that you might not be willing to invest.

It's the same with me and as a result I probably come off as hard to know, aloof or unfriendly to folks who have joined over the last few years. It's not that at all, I just don't have the time to put into developing new relationships.

ICT I've been on Lit ten years (yeah, kind of embarrassing that I only have 500 posts ). It's always been kind of an outlet for me. At first, it was a place to come when my boyfriend (now husband) was busy or out of town. That started during his last year of law school, which was also my teaching cert/student teaching year. I had never been in a romantic relationship before. Hell, I hadn't been in any type of relationship more substantial than repeated hook ups. So, I didn't know what to do with myself when I got bored. I was terrified I would go out and end up cheating, so I stayed in, drank wine, and found Lit.

IACT I used to make friends here (guys and girls). But I left abruptly for about a year after some shit went down in RL, and Hubby(when he was still Boyfriend) and I broke up for a year and a half (hint:I did what I had been so afraid of for so long and cheated on him shortly after finally accepting his third attempt at proposing to me ) When I cam back, I mainly just posted things and didn't really try to make friends. And after Hubby and I got back together and then married (after his fourth proposal ), I became a sort of drop-in poster rather than really an active poster.

IFCT I sometimes miss the old days on here, but it is still my outlet for stuff I can't always talk about in RL.

 

[draconus_infernus]

ICT I had chocolate chip cookies for dinner and I'm not ashamed.

IACT that's not what I came here to say, but some things are best left unsaid.

You’re an adult, you can have chocolate chip cookies for dinner! That’s the same justification I use when I have ice cream for dinner.

 

[Chillygirl]

ICT I might not be the best at this game but I’ll get better

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT sometimes getting off (especially with Hubby rather than solo) mellows me out and I'm good for a day or two before I get really horny again.

IACT sometimes it's the other way around, and the more I come the more I want-- and the more I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't get relief.

IFCT that the latter is how I feel right now even after I came eight times last night. Unfortunately, Hubby is sleeping and the Kiddo is up. But Hubby is getting attacked the first chance I get.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I was a bit greedy this morning. Used my clamps, my big Ruby AND my magic wand.

IACT my pussy is burning so pretty right now.

IFCT I wanted him to find me. He didn't.

 

[MrsWithASecret]

ICT I was happy when my husband took our dogs for a walk so I could come here and complain that he didn't make me cum last night or this morning.

I did find a story that did the trick last night after he went to bed though!

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT the kiddo was up most of last night sick to his stomach. None of the rest of us (Hubby, Hubby's cousin, or me) are sick, and he hasn't been around anyone else. I'm hoping it's just something he ate disagreeing with him.

IACT I stayed home from work today. Hubby's cousin is working from home and watches the kiddo during the day, but I wanted to be here with him in case it's not just something he ate.

IFCT He's sleeping now but is very restless. I am trying not to be worried, but I am.

 

[Beth87]

It's not that you're not welcomed. Not at all. My take on it is this, when you've been been around a long time, yes you expect to slip easily back into that old groove.

The reality is that back when we were new here, we spent a lot of time posting and getting to know a lot people through pms, chats, IMs, Hangouts, etc.. Lit was all new and shiny and there seemed to be endless exciting possibilities. The reality is that many of the people we spent that time getting to know are gone.

As someone who has been around, it's easy to become mellow and jaded. Lit just isn't so fresh or exciting. It's hard to muster up the effort to make new friendships and bonds a second time around. You get out of this place only what you're willing to put into it. That's a lot of time and effort that you might not be willing to invest.

It's the same with me and as a result I probably come off as hard to know, aloof or unfriendly to folks who have joined over the last few years. It's not that at all, I just don't have the time to put into developing new relationships.

Ict this was helpful to hear. Not because ive felt unwelcomed just that its always difficult to fit back into a new groove. So easy to think its something about us when really its just we have to start back over

 

[AudreyMarie]

ICT my assistant principal is gorgeous, but smells like a cigarette factory burned down and has the talking voice of Barry White.

ICT I get sick of people judging others.

 

[ll74]

ICT I get so turned on by this site, but when interacting directly, I end up feeling clumsy and non-interesting to others.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I wanna take a drive. Good day for 2-80 and tunes

 

[SunshineSam218]

ICT I wish I could experience becoming a sub. I'd love to have the full experience.

 

[LikeableMe]

ICT I’m crazy about someone, but I don’t believe the feeling is reciprocated

IACT it’s difficult to know what to do in that situation

 

[smtst5]

ICT one crisis after another is starting to get to me.

 

[Wishingbox]

ICT one crisis after another is starting to get to me.

1000% I almost wrote the same thing a few minutes ago. The tension is deep. It’s in the way I breath and sleep and the worst part is that I see no signs of it relenting for a long while....

 

[Chillygirl]

ICT the loneliness is really getting to me

 

[ericsmith1212]

ICT the loneliness is really getting to me

ICT I still believe (still believe).
IACT when I'm not with you I lose my mind.
Give me a sign!
Hit me, baby, one more time!

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT one crisis after another is starting to get to me.

I know how you feel. I told Hubby a couple of days ago that we should pack up and move to a cabin in the mountains until things calm down. It would be just him, the kiddo, and me. His bitchy cousin could stay and watch our house.

 

[SunshineSam218]

ICT I've always wanted to have a man make me squirt. This has never happened to me and I've always wanted this to happen to me.... I always seem to fantasize about this now.

 

[pvt_addiction]

ICT I've always wanted to have a man make me squirt. This has never happened to me and I've always wanted this to happen to me.... I always seem to fantasize about this now.

ICT I feel like there are a lot of guys, myself included, that would enjoy experiencing a woman who squirts. I haven’t had one, not sure if it’s a lack of knowledge & skill or sexual experiences. It could easily be any of the above.

 

[Chillygirl]

ICT I've always wanted to have a man make me squirt. This has never happened to me and I've always wanted this to happen to me.... I always seem to fantasize about this now.

ICT I’ve had this happen a few times and basically the whole universe has to be aligned and happy....or he had his fingers just right on my g-spot and I was relaxed enough to just let go.

 

[SunshineSam218]

ICT I’ve had this happen a few times and basically the whole universe has to be aligned and happy....or he had his fingers just right on my g-spot and I was relaxed enough to just let go.

Wow! I'm glad you were able to experience that. I hope one day it happens to me, lol!!