Dear X:

[Malich]

Hey Mal!
You've just made yourself about 18,120 years older...
or is that how you really feel?

Right this second....yes, that's about right.

I am also having issues with typing, basic comprehension and short term focus

 

[ebunny15]

Defeated

Dear Fate,
What more do you want from me? I've played by the rules and for what? Underemployment, nothing to show for my hard work, no babies and a relationship that is slipping through my fingers. Do you really want me to be an outsider looking in on my own life? I must have been a completely fucked up bitch in another life, but what more do you expect from me in this one?

 

[HangTen49]

Dear Life,

I will not thank you for the education I have received for it was learned @ the University of Hardknocks. The cost was too high but the education was priceless. A few of things I learned.

Laughter is Lifes sweetest creation, beauty is all around us and every personal connection has meaning. It's a shame you have to go thru so much crap to realise that.

It's more important to understand that it is to be understood.

Life is short dessert is best shared with a female friend.

Give the woman above me a break

 

[ebunny15]

Give the woman above me a break

That's very sweet of you, thanks. But it doesn't seem as if Fate is quite done with me yet. Feel about as strong as a piece of tissue paper right now.

 

[JamieJ424]

Dear X:

The way you intimidate and frighten people with your indifferent, rational tone and scary sounding words and numbers is nothing less than shameful. You're a coward, and the truth is never as useful to you as the wall of lies you use to hide all the things you can't bring out into the open. Your favorite weapon is a cat o' nine, with various barbs of lies, twisted truths, intimidation and humiliation, and you use it indiscriminately.

At the end of the day, when it all comes down and you're standing in the wreckage of your own life...the life you yourself destroyed...I hope you have a moment of clarity and you realize the value of everything you crushed under the heel of your boot and kicked aside.

J

 

[jewelz_diamondz]

Dear A ~

I never dreamed 9 months ago a fwb relationship would end up the way this one has. You have knocked me on my ass countless times...thrown horrible and hateful words at me more then once...and made me fear for our unborn child. You made nothing about the past 9 months amazing, wonderful, or even remotely happy.

I once thought of you as a friend and now I look at you a speck of dirt under my shoe...it's amazing what can happen when birth control fails and what it can do to a person. You don't think I knew what I was going to do? Did you ever think maybe I didn't want to have another child? I don't think you ever looked beyond your own feelings to even see mine. You were much more worried about what your family was going to say, child support, and how this was going to effect your life.

Three nights ago I had our daughter still born...and I know I shouldn't blame you but I really do. I can't get over the fact you stressed me out enough to put me on bed rest...and even that in the end didn't help. The hurt and anger I feel toward you right now is like none I have ever experienced in my life. I don't even know how to tell you about her...I don't even want to let you know. I don't want to give you that satisfaction because to you it would be a sense of relief.

Words can't even begin to express how I feel and for the first time in my life I don't know how to put into words how I feel. All I know is anger and hurt...multiplied by 100. How do I do this? How do I go from here? Where do I go from here?

I know this is not normally what you see on Lit...but this was my venting place and every time I felt better ... so I'm sorry ... but I am really hoping this works...

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Much comfort and a big hug, jewelz while you navigate such heartache.

~

Dearest Dr. X,

Yeah, so I know I came to counseling for some personal growth and all, but the box on the left where I store my sexkinkery that I have grown to love about myself... yeah, I'm keepin that. You know, hard limits and all. Thanks for the suggestion though. Next topic please.

Thanks bunches,

~C

 

[gypsy*seer]

Stay strong, jewelz. Vent as much as you need to here. There are a lot of supportive people around!

 

[jewelz_diamondz]

Thank you

 

[kimuk]

Stupid stupid me.

 

[jewelz_diamondz]

Dear A~

I hate you more today then I ever have in my life. How dare you try to walk back into my life and try to make things as if I did this all myself!! I love how you try to make things my fault to make yourself feel better. You weren't even there and have no idea what I went through!!

As for your friends not believing any of this...f*ck them and f*ck you! I could care less what they believe. Seriously...stop acting like a child!!

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear A~

I hate you more today then I ever have in my life. How dare you try to walk back into my life and try to make things as if I did this all myself!! I love how you try to make things my fault to make yourself feel better. You weren't even there and have no idea what I went through!!

As for your friends not believing any of this...f*ck them and f*ck you! I could care less what they believe. Seriously...stop acting like a child!!

Jewelz, hate eats up a crapton of energy. Save it for things you like or love or need to do (like making a living, raising kids, etc.). He's not worth it.

 

[jewelz_diamondz]

Sir Winston ~ Words of wisdom...learning to let go is a hard thing to do...

 

[Loverskitten]

Dear x,
So I went to dinner with you. It doesn't mean you can grab my head and try to stick your tongue in my mouth. spitspitspit.... Also
http://youtu.be/jd-48XjG_Cs

 

[lostandfound197]

Dear x,
So I went to dinner with you. It doesn't mean you can grab my head and try to stick your tongue in my mouth. spitspitspit.... Also
http://youtu.be/jd-48XjG_Cs

Ditto and amen!

 

[the captians wench]

Dear X,

You selfish little bitch. I call you at 4:30 telling you that I need help and you say you can't cause you're 45 mins away. Okay fine. I call you again at 8 and ask you to come in just a half hour early at 9:30 because I'm going from fucked to fucked up the ass with a spikey pole and no lube, and you say you'll try but you're still in that same place. Okay, fine. But when I'm looking for people to work the next day so that we don't have to go through this again and you decide to instead find some one to cover your shift so that you can go to the same club that I wanted to go to, that is just... just... just rude, mean, spiteful and the most selfish, self absorbed thing that I have ever seen any one due.

I had to leave because I was so angry I was going to get very unprofessional.

You need to grow the fuck up.

 

[Pachet]

Dear V,

Thank you for reminding me that I need to LISTEN to that little voice in my head that says "don't do this." It hurt, but I needed reminding.. So you were good for that, at least.

Dear A,

We had some fun, but I deserve more. PS: google "aftercare".

Dear D,

I think about you all the time - intense gunplay fantasies, yeah, but also just you sitting on the couch reading a book, and me sitting on the floor at your feet, snuggled against your leg, reading as well.

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

If you had any idea how much you hurt me--over and over and over--well, actually, you probably wouldn't give a shit.

Never mind.

~Me

 

[Alliecat1970]

Dear me,
Seriously?? Get your shit together and stop procrastinating. It will not go away, just get worse. What the hell is you problem, anyway. I would kick your ass, but, you know, can't reach... Oh, and get back into the gym soon.

I am very disappointed in how you have been acting lately. Shape up.

 

[CutieMouse]

Dearest,

I don't know how to recover from this.

 

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