Desultory and Impulsive

[y=mx+b]

I like the videos about how not to fap.

Again. Mostly are males giving males advice.

I like reading the comments.

It's like a junky roll call where guys simply state the number of days they've been "clean"

4... 44... relapse... 52! 70 AND NEVER GOING BACK!...

I mean not to make light of their accomplishments. An achievement is an achievement and I applaud all attempts and successes of breaking a percieved negative cycle in one's life. And I mean that.

But yeah... I think about them and I'm like... "are you even having sex?"

Because quite honestly? I'll think... "You know... there's no need to bate every day." And then I'll fuck my wife and I'm like... "yep... so... I guess while she's at work tomorrow I'm going to masturbate to what we just did"

What I'm saying is... it's probably easiest to achieve these long streaks if you don't have anyone significant you want to fuck, can fuck, and look forward to fucking once they get home.

Skull fucking
Throat fucking
Ass fucking
Tit fucking
Hand fucking
Vagina fucking
Bend of the knee fucking...

And then creep in the thoughts of other men fucking her... And I'm masturbating.

My wife is 100%, 98% the person in mind when I blow my load while masturbating.

But spare me your "Awww..." as she may not be the initial inspiration. The start is a wild wild west show of absolute debauchery and morally questionable material. But once the ball is going I shut that shit off and coast on the wave of various scenarios that involve her.

Gangbang fantasies
Cuck fantasies
Ones that involve one of my brothers...


I've this awesome fantasy/storyline in my head where she up and decides to be a sexual surrogate for a man/men who's wives won't fulfill a particular sexual want.

A simpler one is where she befriends a guy online who's wife doesn't swallow (sometimes its kind of a cuck themed fantasy where she doesn't swallow me... but his story to her makes her feel bad for him).

It's her first time doing anything like it and wants me to take her to the location (a park) and watch from a distance.

They've communicated for some time so they know each other but never met

They meet and they are both nervous as hell.

They sit and talk. And I'm watching. He makes her laugh. She makes him laugh. And I watch as their relationship develops.

She begins touching him. And he gets nervous again. Says "you know... this is just nice being with you. We don't have to do anything." And my wife says "I know. But I want to."

And it goes on from there. Some times the guy tries to make an excuse and attempts to leave and my wife tells him "no... stop. It's okay." And move to kneeling between his legs. Nervously looks around to see if they can be seen then unzips him. He's really tense. Arms braced on the seat of the bench as he looks down at her as she pulls out his dick. She's looking up at him as she takes him into her mouth and he says "oh my god..." and his whole body melts into relaxation as his dick begins to swell within the sucking bobbing motion of her mouth.


I feel like I've written this scenario before. If I have? Sorry not sorry. I fucking love it. The scene and moment inside my head are so beautiful. I just fucking love it. And I love how the story continues where they agree to meet later. Where she tells him I'm not home and wants him to come over. When in reality I am home...


https://cdn08.bdsmlr.com/uploads/photos/2019/09/1087722/bdsmlr-1087722-yeDV49ui7l.gif
...and I'm watching.


And so yeah... with thoughts like that in my head about the woman laying next to me sleeping as I type this I sure as fuck am never going to achieve any consecutive days of being fap free.

 

[pantyboidoe]

I like the videos about how not to fap.

Again. Mostly are males giving males advice.

I like reading the comments.

It's like a junky roll call where guys simply state the number of days they've been "clean"

4... 44... relapse... 52! 70 AND NEVER GOING BACK!...

I mean not to make light of their accomplishments. An achievement is an achievement and I applaud all attempts and successes of breaking a percieved negative cycle in one's life. And I mean that.

But yeah... I think about them and I'm like... "are you even having sex?"

Because quite honestly? I'll think... "You know... there's no need to bate every day." And then I'll fuck my wife and I'm like... "yep... so... I guess while she's at work tomorrow I'm going to masturbate to what we just did"

What I'm saying is... it's probably easiest to achieve these long streaks if you don't have anyone significant you want to fuck, can fuck, and look forward to fucking once they get home.

Skull fucking
Throat fucking
Ass fucking
Tit fucking
Hand fucking
Vagina fucking
Bend of the knee fucking...

And then creep in the thoughts of other men fucking her... And I'm masturbating.

My wife is 100%, 98% the person in mind when I blow my load while masturbating.

this entire post is wonderful - i have had similar thoughts and desires with my own partner! and would love to share her if she were more open to this side of my desires but we compromise with little things and are always happy to meet in the middle. one day maybe we'll break out of a shell more fully

 

[y=mx+b]

this entire post is wonderful - i have had similar thoughts and desires with my own partner! and would love to share her if she were more open to this side of my desires but we compromise with little things and are always happy to meet in the middle. one day maybe we'll break out of a shell more fully

Thank you.

Perhaps one day maybe you will.

 

[y=mx+b]

In Lit news...

It's so weird seeing ampics dwindle down to being a shortened single page.

It's like watching the death of your hometown take place.

All the kids grew up and moved on. No sense keeping the theater open.

And that little grocery store where every one went to get candy and trinkets out of those little coin operated turning machines? That place is gone too.

 

[Massive Grooves]

It took 146 minutes for somebody to reply to anything on ampics on a Thursday during the day after this post was made.

 

[pantyboidoe]

It took 146 minutes for somebody to reply to anything on ampics on a Thursday during the day after this post was made.

oof. ampics has always been my favorite part of Lit.

 

[y=mx+b]

It took 146 minutes for somebody to reply to anything on ampics on a Thursday during the day after this post was made.

Remember when even the slow times during the day were still robust and lively?And the nights were like one big group live chat? Bouncing back and forth between threads... goddamn.

 

[Moochienanu]

Remember when even the slow times during the day were still robust and lively?And the nights were like one big group live chat? Bouncing back and forth between threads... goddamn.

I just don’t even expect my thread to be seen anymore... and I talk to myself sometimes, which helps.

But yes, I miss the old days when there was a more conversational feel in certain threads.

 

[y=mx+b]

I just don’t even expect my thread to be seen anymore... and I talk to myself sometimes, which helps.

But yes, I miss the old days when there was a more conversational feel in certain threads.

Yeah. I became skeptical of anyone's authentic interest in me during the great forum split/exodus of 2009? 10? 11?

Whenever it happened.

 

[y=mx+b]

Shower thoughts...

Maybe she wants you to reach out to her?

 

[y=mx+b]

......

 

[pantyboidoe]

......

oooh, that's a favorite. going to be traveling that away in a couple of weeks for a camping trip and excited to buy a couple of cases!

 

[y=mx+b]

I am in love with this image. For reasons unknown it makes my heart hurt.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/64e2b07129a448f9df8d5d4464f7c274/tumblr_mkysliIcul1r4hgvyo1_500.jpg

I've always wondered that about myself. How and why things strike me so emotionally intimate that I become achingly attached to them.

 

[y=mx+b]

I want to be there with her
The palm of my hand on the small of her back

Reassuring her that she's okay
That everything is going to be okay

...and that she can take it deeper.

 

[y=mx+b]

Telling her how beautiful she is
...and how beautiful she must have been with every man she has ever been with.

Telling how I could imagine what she looked like... her lips closing around the cock of such men for the very first time. Both familiar... but strangers to each other. Up until then.

The hook-ups...
Exploiting herself. Cheapening her value to chase and satiate her desire...

Giving up her identity
To best appeal to what she wasn't even sure she wanted.

Asking her
What of herself
Has she given up

To be with me.

 

[y=mx+b]

Intermission

 

[pantyboidoe]

Intermission

oooh, dancing music.

 

[y=mx+b]

do women even like men that fold laundry anymore?

 

[Naughtygirl201]

do women even like men that fold laundry anymore?

Oh god yes. A man proficiently folding a fitted sheet makes my legs shake.

 

[y=mx+b]

Oh god yes. A man proficiently folding a fitted sheet makes my legs shake.

Folding fitted sheets is something I take great joy in doing.

There's just something satisfying about doing it.

It's quite similar of feeling to that of being ontop of a woman; between her legs, grabbing her wrists and bringing them both above her head. The full weight of my body ontop of hers.

It's not so much a feeling of acomplishment. But rather one of capability.

 

[y=mx+b]

Meh.
I’ll just watch.

Okay. But you gotta supply your own snacks and beverages.

 

[feelmytits]

do women even like men that fold laundry anymore?

Sexy is as sexy does

 

[y=mx+b]

Sexy is as sexy does

Yes. Speaking of which...


God I love sex.

I love it when you have it and you are still thinking about it the next day. But in a quasi state of disbelief that what all happened actually happened. And you play it over in your head and you are like... "HOLY SHIT!" And then you take a moment to marvel at the want, endurance, and resiliency of the female body.

Y'all are fucking magical.

 

[y=mx+b]

Outside our window
Sits a little hummingbird.

It sits
Preening
And looking
Between sighs
And trips to the feeder

It's a tiny little thing
Sitting on a tiny little branch

And when it is sitting
There about it falls
A particular
Sense of peace.

 

[y=mx+b]

I never know when to comment, because I’m always waiting for a bit more.
This made me smile.
This is lovely.

Thank you.

If it's been more than 20 minutes since I've posted you are usually safe.

86% of the time I'm one and done.

I think. I'm sure someone can figure out the stats.