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oldasspussy said:
HA! She should have started punching his sack like a speed bag for acting like such a wimp
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I am finding myself feeling as though my thread is not ready for you to post in it.

As if having brought you back to my place after having met at some swank uptown cocktail establishment I periodically visited to make myself feel more successful than I really was and having reality all come crashing back to me upon opening the door to my 4th floor studio apartment right after the cat took a healthy shit in the litter box.

Now what am I going to do? Play it cool?
Can't do that. You already seen the fucking place.
 
y=mx+b said:
I just remembered a funny little story I wanted to share while I'm on the subject!


So I'm not so much into being dominated. Yet; like everyone else, I have my moments. And well... having your nuts handled roughly handled kinda feels pretty fucking good.

Now... my wife isn't much for dominating and a bit too much on the logical side that it's a struggle for her to understand how pleasure can be derived from discomfort and pain. So after some time figuring out how to broach the subject and a lot more time to muster up the courage to tell her I wanted her to smack me in the nuts, I did just that.

And so we took it slow with slight smacks coming up from below using the back of her hand. It was everything I wanted it to be and though she still wasn't able to fully understand why I wanted her to do it, she nonetheless found it rather entertaining.

The fun really began when I gave her the okay to smack them harder thus making it more difficult for me to remain standing.

She was so adorable on her knees giggling, feeling as though she were getting away with something she wasn't supposed to do.

Finally I had enough and we fucked and fell asleep.


Fast forward to a few weeks ago.

I took a nice hot shower and my nuts were heavy and hanging low and I was like... fuck I kinda want to have them smacked around for a bit tonight.

So I bring it up and my wife was all like " but why:confused: "

...which should have kinda tipped me off

But I basically replied because I like it without thinking much else.



And so just as I'm getting myself into position she fucking flat out smacks my nuts!

I double over
Crossing my arms between my crotch
Feeling as though I'm pissing myself
Wondering how long it will be before I'm all comfortable enough to inhale a breath of air--all the while hearing my wife giggling through the slightly parted fingertips she brought to her lips to keep her from doing just that and exposing the unexpected pleasure of having been unable to remember how hard to hit me and unintentionally hitting me a couple notches harder than I could take.

It was fucking hilarious!


It also really fucking hurt.

She was so goddamn adorable trying to hide how deviously delightful she felt, apologizing over and over between giggles and impish nail biting...

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ...but I'm really not!"​
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I don't tend to love everything you write, but this was good and real. And to a certain extent relatable. Women are not taught to be naturally violent or domineering, so out of embarrassment and anxiety comes humor and excitement.
 
Interested_Girl said:
I don't tend to love everything you write, but this was good and real. And to a certain extent relatable. Women are not taught to be naturally violent or domineering, so out of embarrassment and anxiety comes humor and excitement.
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You are one of two recent individuals to say such as far as the shit that I write goes.

Thank you for making it known to me.
I don't like everything I write
And not everything I write is a true reflection of me.

I asked the other individual what it was that they didn't like

Although I felt I knew the answer, it's always nice to hear it. If anything, just to feel right about something.

Well. I was wrong.



A substantial part of my personality doesn't want to share with any of you what that individual doesn't like about what I write. Or rather, how I go about writing, expressing, sharing, conveying my feelings.

So I will do so by just having done so and I will be nonethewiser.


I want to go on and on now about how I hate it here.
About how much I wish to rid myself of this place.

Not that I got any torrid dramatic bullshit going on with anyone else. And i really don't.

I don't.


I should probably let you in on how when I say "place" and "here", I do not mean literotica. I mean where I am in my head when I am here.

I don't feel like writing about this anymore.
I don't want to feel like having to write anymore

But I know I will
Because I always have
Because it all keeps going
On and on

Feelings
Thoughts
Words
Forever observing
Forever spinning my wheels
And it fucking blows
Because it all has to go somewhere

Right?

The frustration and sadness and catharsis and the look-at-me-I'm-fucking-awesome-I-suck-leave-me-alone.

It all has to go somewhere.
 
I have a way of reading people to the letter. My intuition is a guaranteed answer.
But you, I can not figure out. I like that, though. I will continue to peek, read, masturbate, speculate...
 
There are many many things I have come to be really fucking sick of...

one of them is the argument that romance novels have a less negative impact on the sexual intimacy of a relationship than visual pornography does.

The notion is complete total fucking bullshit oft espoused by both professional and nonprofessional individuals most of which are female in gender.

It is an argument difficult to argue against largely because of the format with which it is presented.

A picture is after all worth a thousand words and anyone who is good with words can craft and eloquent tome about what otherwise would be an image of a woman (or man) being fisted.

Fuck. A person doesn't even have to be eloquent with words. Take for example E.L. Ja....

I can't even bring myself to finish her name.

Seriously... to this day i wonder how many talented writers here on literotica broke their laptops over their knee in absolute frustration before heading off to their low paying bullshit menial jobs absolutely hating life all the more.

But hey... good for her.

Honest to fuck though... the such is how I knew pretty much for certain Trump was going to win. Same sensationalistic bullshit blinding public reason.

Now I'm fucking pissed. Seriously fuckheads learn to recognize sensationalism and see it for what it is.


Jesus this derailed me. FIX IT:mad:!
Ask and you shall receive.​
Cool.
Where the fuck was I?
Romance novels Vs. Visual pornography​
Ah yes. Thanks.
No prob.​

Now I know, I'm a guy and I am just as bias as the pro romancers. But I'm actually not in that I believe both have an equal pos/neg impact on the sexual intimacy of a relationship.

Visual pornography can and does have a negative impact on a relationship and I will go on the record saying that it has indeed done so in the relationship between my wife and I. And in so many ways.

So yeah. I won't argue that.


But romance novels...
Let me just ask the following:

Who here has never been completely swept up and away by a good romance book?

How many of you are guilty of binge reading a complete series in less than a week?

How many of you carry James MacKenzie Fraser (or other notable leading men) somewhere inside your minds?

Who here doesn't know of at least one person obsessed with the genre?

Who here doesn't know of someone in some unfortunate relationship that has given up seeking contentment from their partner in favor for that which they feel through reading?


No romance novels may not lead to instant sexual self gratification for women as visual pornography does for men. Does it have to in order to have a negative impact on a relationship? Does a woman have to have an orgasm each and every time she has sex?

So yeah. A soapbox issue of mine which I'm tired of talking about and am now stepping down off it.
 
And another thing I just fucking remembered that I am tired of!

The goddamn fucktarded Dr. Phil assumption that because a woman chooses to pursue a career in porn, or as a stripper, or escort service she must have had some type of traumatic childhood.

Full disclosure--I too once shared the same ignorant assumption for it is all to easy to question the reasoning than put forth effort to figure fucking out... or sweetfuck--think outside of yourself. It's embarrassing for me to admit and was going to play it cool but then I remembered my reply to OAP and thought "fuckballs why start trying now?"

I digress.


Question. Who the fuck here has NOT had some sort of "traumatic" childhood? Honest to fuck that's such a blanket bullshit assumption and cop-out to further fucking thinking about why anyone does anything against the perceived social norm.

God to fuck... maybe women like sex? Maybe; just fucking maybe, they are fucking free to do as they goddamn well please?

And what are we to say about the men that choose to be filmed fucking one of these poor damaged little angels? Are they not equally damaged? Perhaps they are sexual deviants preying on these poor daddy damaged daughters. All plausible. I myself think they are upstanding men of good moralistic faith doing their religious duty to either A) punish and further shame the women for defying their fathers or some other infallibly righteous older male. Or B) doing their moralistic duty of higher faith to drive what demons have possessed such innocence... drowning it under vast quantities of their Holy Seed.
 
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raindancer said:
I have a way of reading people to the letter. My intuition is a guaranteed answer.
But you, I can not figure out. I like that, though. I will continue to peek, read, masturbate, speculate...
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I'm a Capricorn if it helps. It shouldn't. But it might. I myself am rather skeptical of the stars. Many of them turn out to be philandering planets looking for easy pussy.
 
y=mx+b said:
one of them is the argument that romance novels have a less negative impact on the sexual intimacy of a relationship than visual pornography does.

The notion is complete total fucking bullshit oft espoused by both professional and nonprofessional individuals most of which are female in gender.

It is an argument difficult to argue against largely because of the format with which it is presented.

A picture is after all worth a thousand words and anyone who is good with words can craft and eloquent tome about what otherwise would be an image of a woman (or man) being fisted.

Fuck. A person doesn't even have to be eloquent with words. Take for example E.L. Ja....

I can't even bring myself to finish her name.

Seriously... to this day i wonder how many talented writers here on literotica broke their laptops over their knee in absolute frustration before heading off to their low paying bullshit menial jobs absolutely hating life all the more.

But hey... good for her.

Honest to fuck though... the such is how I knew pretty much for certain Trump was going to win. Same sensationalistic bullshit blinding public reason.

Now I'm fucking pissed. Seriously fuckheads learn to recognize sensationalism and see it for what it is.


Jesus this derailed me. FIX IT:mad:!
Ask and you shall receive.​
Cool.
Where the fuck was I?
Romance novels Vs. Visual pornography​
Ah yes. Thanks.
No prob.​

Now I know, I'm a guy and I am just as bias as the pro romancers. But I'm actually not in that I believe both have an equal pos/neg impact on the sexual intimacy of a relationship.

Visual pornography can and does have a negative impact on a relationship and I will go on the record saying that it has indeed done so in the relationship between my wife and I. And in so many ways.

So yeah. I won't argue that.


But romance novels...
Let me just ask the following:

Who here has never been completely swept up and away by a good romance book?

How many of you are guilty of binge reading a complete series in less than a week?

How many of you carry James MacKenzie Fraser (or other notable leading men) somewhere inside your minds?

Who here doesn't know of at least one person obsessed with the genre?

Who here doesn't know of someone in some unfortunate relationship that has given up seeking contentment from their partner in favor for that which they feel through reading?


No romance novels may not lead to instant sexual self gratification for women as visual pornography does for men. Does it have to in order to have a negative impact on a relationship? Does a woman have to have an orgasm each and every time she has sex?

So yeah. A soapbox issue of mine which I'm tired of talking about and am now stepping down off it.
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I have lurked here for a while choosing to stand in the shadows and listen. You make me think (you also disturb the fuck out of me sometimes, but that is ok, sometimes I disturb the fuck out of me...)

Fifty shades was a success because millions of bored housewives were desperate for release, fifty shades gave it to them in a semi-acceptable guise. It was no longer embarrassing to admit reading a bit of filth. Almost every female I know of my generation read it, myself included. I thought it was shit, and yet.... I read all three. Lit authors should not be despondent, it has opened up a world of erotica to women now seeking their next hit, sharing recommendations for self published ebooks on Amazon. Some no doubt have come here. A friend of mine created a fifty shades drinking game, the rules were simple, you open the book to a random page, read any paragraph aloud, if it's shit porn take a drink... We discovered just about every page was shit porn, got very drunk and may giggled until a bit of wee came out. Side note, a charity shop here in the UK had to ask customers to stop donating the book - they received enough to build a fortress...
https://mobile.twitter.com/qikipedia/status/712594967810732032/photo/1

Apologies for the intrusion, but I have been desperate to share that picture, x
 
AlliaPotestas said:
I have lurked here for a while choosing to stand in the shadows and listen. You make me think (you also disturb the fuck out of me sometimes, but that is ok, sometimes I disturb the fuck out of me...)

Fifty shades was a success because millions of bored housewives were desperate for release, fifty shades gave it to them in a semi-acceptable guise. It was no longer embarrassing to admit reading a bit of filth. Almost every female I know of my generation read it, myself included. I thought it was shit, and yet.... I read all three. Lit authors should not be despondent, it has opened up a world of erotica to women now seeking their next hit, sharing recommendations for self published ebooks on Amazon. Some no doubt have come here. A friend of mine created a fifty shades drinking game, the rules were simple, you open the book to a random page, read any paragraph aloud, if it's shit porn take a drink... We discovered just about every page was shit porn, got very drunk and may giggled until a bit of wee came out. Side note, a charity shop here in the UK had to ask customers to stop donating the book - they received enough to build a fortress...
https://mobile.twitter.com/qikipedia/status/712594967810732032/photo/1

Apologies for the intrusion, but I have been desperate to share that picture, x
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This makes up for whatever perceived intrusion you may have had.
 
Also....

I made a New Years resolution to be less disturbing.
 
y=mx+b said:
The goddamn fucktarded Dr. Phil assumption that because a woman chooses to pursue a career in porn, or as a stripper, or escort service she must have had some type of traumatic childhood.

Full disclosure--I too once shared the same ignorant assumption for it is all to easy to question the reasoning than put forth effort to figure fucking out... or sweetfuck--think outside of yourself. It's embarrassing for me to admit and was going to play it cool but then I remembered my reply to OAP and thought "fuckballs why start trying now?"

I digress.


Question. Who the fuck here has NOT had some sort of "traumatic" childhood? Honest to fuck that's such a blanket bullshit assumption and cop-out to further fucking thinking about why anyone does anything against the perceived social norm.

God to fuck... maybe women like sex? Maybe; just fucking maybe, they are fucking free to do as they goddamn well please?

And what are we to say about the men that choose to be filmed fucking one of these poor damaged little angels? Are they not equally damaged? Perhaps they are sexual deviants preying on these poor daddy damaged daughters. All plausible. I myself think they are upstanding men of good moralistic faith doing their religious duty to either A) punish and further shame the women for defying their fathers or some other infallibly righteous older male. Or B) doing their moralistic duty of higher faith to drive what demons have possessed such innocence... drowning it under vast quantities of their Holy Seed.
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Perhaps a woman chooses to be a stripper or escort because it's what she enjoys? Because it's what she excels at? Perhaps it is her strength. Sexuality is not something that should be hidden. It should be celebrated
 
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No.
If I had a story in me that is how I would start it off.

With much respect to whom I have written about in the past
Much of which I shall write about in the future will center around fictional individuals.

Well... fictionalish individuals. As it is rather difficult to create a new entity entirely free of having been sourced from a personal exchange or observation of some kind. At least for me.

If I were to have to come up with a following sentence for what I had written for nothing I have to write, I think it would be something along the lines of...


Why would she have come to me if she didn't want to feel pretty?

To hurt her?

There are plenty others out there to do such things
With much less physical risk and emotional cost.
 
y=mx+b said:
If I were to have to come up with a following sentence for what I had written for nothing I have to write, I think it would be something along the lines of...


Why would she have come to me if she didn't want to feel pretty?

To hurt her?

There are plenty others out there to do such things
With much less physical risk and emotional cost.
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If I had to imagine her side of the story it would go something like this:
She went up to him because she recognized he wouldn't fool around. He'd release her own demons in a way that felt real and true and genuine. She wasn't looking for a light spank or a slap and tickle. She was looking to be exorcized with bruises and dirty names and spit and fingers gripped so tight the only thing she could do...was trust or die.
 
The love I have for her is crippling.
I want this all to end like a romantic comedy

But we both know that is not what this is.

We both know that this is not a movie
Or a book a person can safely return to the shelf
Or pass on to another individual
Comfortable in the knowledge
That even though the book has been read

The story is still there.
The characters remain the same.
Their experiences can be returned to.

With this there is no experience to return to
You can't go back and open it up to a page
Comforted knowing how it all ends

This is real.
And there is no way it will end well.

The reality of it haunts me every waking moment.

More so in that it is all of my own making.
I am at fault.

I am the one that is holding on
Keeping her tethered tight to my heart.
I know that if I were to tell her it's over --to leave me alone


She would.



She would leave.
And at some near point in the dark


I would cry.


It would be a cry every man fears he is capable of crying.

One no being dare attempt to approach and console.


And no one dare ridicule.





Because it is the cry of loss.


Nothing can be done about it.


And so I don't let go. I shut it off.

I shut her out.









And I hurt her.
 
y=mx+b said:
The love I have for her is crippling.
I want this all to end like a romantic comedy

But we both know that is not what this is.

We both know that this is not a movie
Or a book a person can safely return to the shelf
Or pass on to another individual
Comfortable in the knowledge
That even though the book has been read

The story is still there.
The characters remain the same.
Their experiences can be returned to.

With this there is no experience to return to
You can't go back and open it up to a page
Comforted knowing how it all ends

This is real.
And there is no way it will end well.

The reality of it haunts me every waking moment.

More so in that it is all of my own making.
I am at fault.

I am the one that is holding on
Keeping her tethered tight to my heart.
I know that if I were to tell her it's over --to leave me alone


She would.



She would leave.
And at some near point in the dark


I would cry.


It would be a cry every man fears he is capable of crying.

One no being dare attempt to approach and console.


And no one dare ridicule.





Because it is the cry of loss.


Nothing can be done about it.


And so I don't let go. I shut it off.

I shut her out.









And I hurt her.
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This makes me feel things. Good job.
 
She was crying. Not for a reality, but for the future they would never have.
 
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