Desultory and Impulsive

Goddamn...

Page 69 already.

Fuck I gotta quit this shit
And develope a more lucrative, tax deductible way to spend my time.
 
Yeah. We're too cool for school.
Let's ditch this place. Steal some smokes
And go hangout by the railroad tracks.

I’m game if we’re also greasing our hair back, dancing in an empty factory, and holding boom boxes over our heads while Peter Gabriel blares.
 
I’m game if we’re also greasing our hair back, dancing in an empty factory, and holding boom boxes over our heads while Peter Gabriel blares.

Steel-toe engineer boots... Black leather jackets with zippers and chains... switchblades and broken beer bottles
 
Steel-toe engineer boots... Black leather jackets with zippers and chains... switchblades and broken beer bottles

Yup. I’m totally fitting in with your crowd. *ties a bandanna around my head and rolls the smokes up in her sleeve*. Although, I prefer a bowie knife... for reasons.
 
Yup. I’m totally fitting in with your crowd. *ties a bandanna around my head and rolls the smokes up in her sleeve*. Although, I prefer a bowie knife... for reasons.

You could strap it against your thigh under your dress! No one would know. Except for me.

We could go to questionable bars that don't get many women patrons where I would sit slowly pulling sips off a bottle of beer; contemplating my thoughts, whilst you twirled and swayed to the music playing from the jukebox.
 
She is not her
But she looks like her
And when I see her
I wish that she was.
 
Person with a significant other problems.

Don't you hate it when you want sex but not actual sex and so you masturbate and all the while you are masturbating you wonder why?

Because clearly you want to have sex. You want to get off. Sex is all about two people. The porn you watch involves two or more people. So what the fuck are you doing jerking or rubbing one off when there's a perfectly viable person in the other room or will be on their way home from work in a few hours?
 
Don't you hate it when you want sex but not actual sex and so you masturbate and all the while you are masturbating you wonder why?

Because clearly you want to have sex. You want to get off. Sex is all about two people. The porn you watch involves two or more people. So what the fuck are you doing jerking or rubbing one off when there's a perfectly viable person in the other room or will be on their way home from work in a few hours?

Because sometimes all I want is to get off. I don't want to deal with the entanglements of another human being- I just want release and peace. No caresses, whispered desires, or other needs to worry about... wham bam, thank ya hand, done...now for a shower and sleep.

So, yes.. other people do feel like it.
 
Because sometimes all I want is to get off. I don't want to deal with the entanglements of another human being- I just want release and peace. No caresses, whispered desires, or other needs to worry about... wham bam, thank ya hand, done...now for a shower and sleep.

So, yes.. other people do feel like it.

Thank you for your reply to my question. Although my reasons are different than yours to a degree, it's nice to know I'm not alone and that I am in good company.
 
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Don't you hate it when you want sex but not actual sex and so you masturbate and all the while you are masturbating you wonder why?

Because clearly you want to have sex. You want to get off. Sex is all about two people. The porn you watch involves two or more people. So what the fuck are you doing jerking or rubbing one off when there's a perfectly viable person in the other room or will be on their way home from work in a few hours?

Because sometimes I need to get off to my very fucked fantasies which I don’t share with him. It is lonely masturbating by myself. But sometimes less lonely than being fucked.
 
Because sometimes I need to get off to my very fucked fantasies which I don’t share with him. It is lonely masturbating by myself. But sometimes less lonely than being fucked.

Isn't it a crazy conundrum?!

And all the experts say it's all about communication. Ask for the sex you want. Discuss it. Talk about it. What's there to lose?

And everyone else is like... "how do you know he/she isn't into it if you don't ask?"

Somethings you just know.

And being turned down is difficult enough without the addition of making a fool of yourself
 
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editing/quoting error of my own post above resulted in the creation of this post you are reading here.
 
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Isn't it a crazy conundrum?!

And all the experts say it's all about communication. Ask for the sex you want. Discuss it. Talk about it. What's there to lose?

And everyone else is like... "how do you know he/she isn't into it if you don't ask?"

Somethings you just know.

And being turned down is difficult enough without the addition of making a fool of yourself

I don’t fear being turned down. He’ll say yes to just about anything for more sex...

I fear my fantasies no longer involve him. When we first got together, I was very much an insecure, somewhat broken young thing - I looked up to him... at some stage I have overtaken him certain respects - it has altered the dynamic. It is an unnatural state for a submissive to outgrow her dominant.

So I fantasise about men better able to handle me. And that is easier to do with a vibe and my imagination.
 
Don't you hate it when you want sex but not actual sex and so you masturbate and all the while you are masturbating you wonder why?

Because clearly you want to have sex. You want to get off. Sex is all about two people. The porn you watch involves two or more people. So what the fuck are you doing jerking or rubbing one off when there's a perfectly viable person in the other room or will be on their way home from work in a few hours?

If you don't have two then it is Rosie and her four sisters
 
I don’t fear being turned down. He’ll say yes to just about anything for more sex...

I fear my fantasies no longer involve him. When we first got together, I was very much an insecure, somewhat broken young thing - I looked up to him... at some stage I have overtaken him certain respects - it has altered the dynamic. It is an unnatural state for a submissive to outgrow her dominant.

So I fantasise about men better able to handle me. And that is easier to do with a vibe and my imagination.

I find myself feeling sad for your once adequate dom. But I understand. It happens and I feel it's a fear shared by many... in both directions. No body wants to be out paced by another and no body wants to be put in the position of saying to another that they have been out grown and are no longer really needed.
 
Did it make me less attractive?
Because I am certain it did, here's a do-over.

I don’t fear being turned down. He’ll say yes to just about anything for more sex...

I fear my fantasies no longer involve him. When we first got together, I was very much an insecure, somewhat broken young thing - I looked up to him... at some stage I have overtaken him certain respects - it has altered the dynamic. It is an unnatural state for a submissive to outgrow her dominant.

So I fantasise about men better able to handle me. And that is easier to do with a vibe and my imagination.

...and that's the other thing! And actually there's so many things out there...

As touched upon by JustAnotherFlower, sometimes (a lot of the time) the involvement of another fucks up our fantasies.

The reason for this subject stems from another article I read about the sexless state of millinials. It had some good points. But found myself feeling like it was just another veiled attack on a generation "different" from all the others thus far.

Fact of the matter is that the human brain is crazy wired for sex. And all for it's own unknowable reasons, reality just plain isn't to the degree we wish that it was.

So is it not easy as fuck to turn towards our respected partners and go... "meh... you're just going to have to sit this one out while I go excuse myself."?
 
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