Desultory and Impulsive

She is asleep
As she often is
When I come home from work.

I shower
And as I make my way
She will stir
And in this sleepy soft squeek voice
She says "hey..."
In a way I imagine our daughter might have sounded.

She never remembers
But I stop and say softly say "hey you're up!"

And I always brush her hair away from her face
And kiss her

Sometimes she will attempt to ask how my day was
But I know she's doing so because it's a polite thing to do

I'm always short and quiet with my answer
--encouraging her to sleep now...

And she falls asleep before I even reach the bathroom.


She's laying next to me now
Topless and panties

Sleeping.

She just turned to her side
...facing away.

I slid my leg over to touch her

And I am
Right now

Touching her.

Her breathing is deep
Well paced.

Lulling and hypnotic

I want to touch her back
...naked and through to her heart.
 
I do not know how
Or why
Or what it was

But when I first saw her
...I don't know

Here was a woman
That would take me in

Not in a way of coddling and protecting
...or preventing

But in a way of letting me be
Letting me flounder in my masculinity
And make mistakes with my emotions

But then... that's not right.

That's not the right answer


She was only a girl
And I
...just a boy.

I remember her breasts
How the top she was wearing

Red knit

Was worn close to her body


It looked warm
She looked warm

She still looks warm

Like a warm bath
Waiting
Wanting to be slid into

And though she is sleeping when I come home
...and gone when I wake up

She's with me

The lit wick of a candle

That my finger touches
Through the flame.
 
She's sneaky
Sleek and sly

Slow and stealthy
Quietly creeping

Her warm
Sleep kissed skin
Under the quilt
Slides
To caress my touch

I am wide awake
With wicked thoughts

Too early to say to anyone

So I keep them quite
To savor later
For when
She too is awake
And walking across
What rooms we have
With no space
Left between us

On top
Her body below
Her breasts
Bound pressed
Against the weight of my chest
I will be with her

Her love for me
Thrust up against my neck
Meeting my momentum
In the shape of her lips

Breathing broken
Staggerd
Soundless words

Of being

Of my being

Being welcome
Inside of her

And I will remember her
And I will carry her
In me
And on me

As I cut wood
Clothed and cold

With her naked

Kept warm

Inside
The house of my heart

Heated

By the slipping splinters of time
That we together
Have left.
 
I keep reading these 3 posts over and over.
Great words. I feel it. Would love to have a man look, think and feel that. 💙
 
I
Thought about you

Not
Sexual thoughts

Just
Thoughts

Thoughts
Free of feeling

But
For the feeling...

No...

But
For the act of thinking those thoughts

Time
Spent with just you in my head

Seeing
You in my mind

How
The sway and curve

Of
Your lips

Meet
At the corners

Of
Your mouth

How
The anatomy of them

Creates
These little dimples

Right
At the end

Of
Where your lips meet

And
How they follow

With
Your smile

And
With the words

My
Ears hear you speak



I
Thought about you



Purposely
Free of feeling

So
That my heart

Could
See you

As
The woman you are
 
An odd debate I have with myself...

When I add a pic attachment, do I then put it in the post as an image? Or do I leave it as an attachment and let the viewer decide if they wish to see it or not.

On the one hand; as a secret viewer of various other threads, it's kinda nice when the attachments are also posted as images and to not have to click an attachment to see it.

On the other hand I actually feel kinda stupid seeing pics of myself on my own thread.


So where do you all stand on this?
 
An odd debate I have with myself...

When I add a pic attachment, do I then put it in the post as an image? Or do I leave it as an attachment and let the viewer decide if they wish to see it or not.

On the one hand; as a secret viewer of various other threads, it's kinda nice when the attachments are also posted as images and to not have to click an attachment to see it.

On the other hand I actually feel kinda stupid seeing pics of myself on my own thread.


So where do you all stand on this?


I've debated a lot with myself over this very topic. I leave it up to how I feel when I'm creating the post.
 
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It worked! :D

Ugh... I get it.

I just don't know if I can do it.

It's like... "yep... there I am"

That, and because I do this all on my phone I'm not sure how it all converts on computer screen and I shudder at the thought of my cock-in-hand pic being all blown-up in someone's face.
 
An odd debate I have with myself...

When I add a pic attachment, do I then put it in the post as an image? Or do I leave it as an attachment and let the viewer decide if they wish to see it or not.

On the one hand; as a secret viewer of various other threads, it's kinda nice when the attachments are also posted as images and to not have to click an attachment to see it.

On the other hand I actually feel kinda stupid seeing pics of myself on my own thread.


So where do you all stand on this?

I do it as an attachment so I can take it down if need be. It may be an extra step for whoever wants to see but sorry. When I first started my thread I posted the image and later when I needed to take it down, I couldn't. It was stuck there. Not only on my post but every subsequent post that quoted me. It's one thing to see your image once but then to see it again and again, it gets weird.
 
I do it as an attachment so I can take it down if need be. It may be an extra step for whoever wants to see but sorry. When I first started my thread I posted the image and later when I needed to take it down, I couldn't. It was stuck there. Not only on my post but every subsequent post that quoted me. It's one thing to see your image once but then to see it again and again, it gets weird.

Noted.
 
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