Imaverycuriousguy
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Self Sucking
When I was very young I had some playful experience with a schoolmate but grew up considering myself totally hetero. In my early 60's I began to read a lot of Lit stories and the ones that got me very aroused involved bisexual activity and lots of creampie eating and licking cum of tits and snowball cum kissing. A big departure from my hetero mindset. A few years later....about 5 plus years ago, I had a series of incredibly vivid dreams of easily sucking my self off. I always woke up before cumming in my mouth but wow.....these were very detailed and in the dream it was like I could feel every ridge and vein of my cock in my mouth. I would wake up so hard and dripping precum.....
I still was fighting with my hetero side and apparently my wife noticed that my mood/mindset/demeanor was way off. She knew something was bugging me. Over the course of a few long walks in the woods around our home she asked probing questions and finally i blurted out the dreams I had been having as she continued to probe with her questions.....she knew there was more and I finally confessed to my youthful experiences and another very kinky encounter in my youth and she listened and didn't judge....Actually shared some of her growing up sexual discoveries.
I finally told her that I wanted to suck and taste cum, I wanted to suck my cum out of her pussy(we had never done that) as well as lick my cum off her tits(also hadn't done although she loved for me to cum on her tits) - She took it well but....that sucking cock would just be a bedroom fantasy. Things changed in the bedroom, she would fingerfuck my mouth during sex and I loved it....and she seemed to really become vigorous with her fingerfucking and became excited too. Finally she let me eat my cum from her pussy and she had a monster orgasm.....we don't do it often but it always makes her cum hard and often I get hard again for round two. She still loves cum on her tits but if the mood is right she pulls my head down to her cum covered nipples and I love it !
I still traveled a bit for work so we began to add to our sexting. She loved to send explicit JO instructions but began to add in in play with precum....I have sensitive nipples so she would tell me to rub the precum on my nipples and pinch or twist them.....then rub it on my lips and suck it into my mouth as she lay in bed at home fingering herself. A handful of times she has asked me to describe via sexting how I would suck a cock......as I would tell her she would share that she was getting hot and masturbating as she read my words......She would ask me to keep tasting my precum and let her know when it started to taste salty.....so she could time her orgasm with mine.
Not sure that she will allow me to indulge but our sex life did improve a lot!!!!! Odd thing, I have never had a series of vivid dreams like those in the years since then.....I do sometimes wish they would return.
When I was very young I had some playful experience with a schoolmate but grew up considering myself totally hetero. In my early 60's I began to read a lot of Lit stories and the ones that got me very aroused involved bisexual activity and lots of creampie eating and licking cum of tits and snowball cum kissing. A big departure from my hetero mindset. A few years later....about 5 plus years ago, I had a series of incredibly vivid dreams of easily sucking my self off. I always woke up before cumming in my mouth but wow.....these were very detailed and in the dream it was like I could feel every ridge and vein of my cock in my mouth. I would wake up so hard and dripping precum.....
I still was fighting with my hetero side and apparently my wife noticed that my mood/mindset/demeanor was way off. She knew something was bugging me. Over the course of a few long walks in the woods around our home she asked probing questions and finally i blurted out the dreams I had been having as she continued to probe with her questions.....she knew there was more and I finally confessed to my youthful experiences and another very kinky encounter in my youth and she listened and didn't judge....Actually shared some of her growing up sexual discoveries.
I finally told her that I wanted to suck and taste cum, I wanted to suck my cum out of her pussy(we had never done that) as well as lick my cum off her tits(also hadn't done although she loved for me to cum on her tits) - She took it well but....that sucking cock would just be a bedroom fantasy. Things changed in the bedroom, she would fingerfuck my mouth during sex and I loved it....and she seemed to really become vigorous with her fingerfucking and became excited too. Finally she let me eat my cum from her pussy and she had a monster orgasm.....we don't do it often but it always makes her cum hard and often I get hard again for round two. She still loves cum on her tits but if the mood is right she pulls my head down to her cum covered nipples and I love it !
I still traveled a bit for work so we began to add to our sexting. She loved to send explicit JO instructions but began to add in in play with precum....I have sensitive nipples so she would tell me to rub the precum on my nipples and pinch or twist them.....then rub it on my lips and suck it into my mouth as she lay in bed at home fingering herself. A handful of times she has asked me to describe via sexting how I would suck a cock......as I would tell her she would share that she was getting hot and masturbating as she read my words......She would ask me to keep tasting my precum and let her know when it started to taste salty.....so she could time her orgasm with mine.
Not sure that she will allow me to indulge but our sex life did improve a lot!!!!! Odd thing, I have never had a series of vivid dreams like those in the years since then.....I do sometimes wish they would return.
