Heartbreak Hotel
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Blue Dolphin
Back home again
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espressolover
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You're always in my thoughts llee.
Always...I miss you!
Always...I miss you!
JennyOmanHill
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Sorry to see that this hotel is getting new business!
With a hostess like Mayi, though, you should find comfort and warmth! Hope things get better for the new occupants soon!
With a hostess like Mayi, though, you should find comfort and warmth! Hope things get better for the new occupants soon!
llee69
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Piper, its the least I can do for you.
I am in here because Espresso has to go offline for a while. She really has been a great friend for me. I am so used to talking to her throughout the day.
I understand why she has to go, I just dont like it.
We will still have email, but no where near what we have been doing.
I am in here because Espresso has to go offline for a while. She really has been a great friend for me. I am so used to talking to her throughout the day.
I understand why she has to go, I just dont like it.
We will still have email, but no where near what we have been doing.
pipercatt
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It's been a bad week for me. I am holding onto most of my good will simply by posting here. There's an abundance of people that have reached out with hugs and a kind word, and it's helped a lot.
but there are times, like now, where I just want to break down myself.
Again, if you need a hand to hold, I am here.
but there are times, like now, where I just want to break down myself.
Again, if you need a hand to hold, I am here.
llee69
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Re: llee
Are you moving Mayi? why are you leaving your friends?
mayi said:i know we can not replace your loss, but maybe we can fill the void and lonely times.
i will be in the same spot next week, i will be leaving all my friends.
mayi
Are you moving Mayi? why are you leaving your friends?
JennyOmanHill
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Re: Rent out my room!!!
Great to hear, Ebony!! You already know I love to hear "love stories" with a happy ending!
Ebonyfire said:
Great to hear, Ebony!!
You already know I love to hear "love stories" with a happy ending!
llee69
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WHOHOOOO to Ebony!!!
Ahhhh, Mayi. When I have a job again (hopefully soon!) it will be hard to not be here as much as I am now.
HOw long were you inbetween? Right now I am approaching 10 months. God, I never would have thought I would go that long! But I have learned how to let go of some things. And most importantally that I am going to put myself before any job. Not totally due to work, but strongly due to it I now have 1 failed marriage and another live in now gone. I always had to work more to make more money so we could be happy... Cousrse I never thought we had enough money... so I would more to make more... GOd its a viscous circle.
Ahhhh, Mayi. When I have a job again (hopefully soon!) it will be hard to not be here as much as I am now.
HOw long were you inbetween? Right now I am approaching 10 months. God, I never would have thought I would go that long! But I have learned how to let go of some things. And most importantally that I am going to put myself before any job. Not totally due to work, but strongly due to it I now have 1 failed marriage and another live in now gone. I always had to work more to make more money so we could be happy... Cousrse I never thought we had enough money... so I would more to make more... GOd its a viscous circle.
pipercatt
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llee69 said:
Oh llee...how sad I feel for your circumstance. I did the corporate ladder climb for years, until it almost took my sanity, and almost my marriage too. I was lucky enough to be able to quit, and stay at home. Now, I work for myself, when I want to, and how hard I choose.
mayi
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corporate climb
i am sorry llee, i was only out of work for a week. i have some VERY good friends who helped me out in a major big way. I start back up on monday, but i have learned my lesson. i was in the corporate battle field for 4 years, one years away from associate and i was fired. i am not going there again, life is to short and children to special to miss out on. i am greatful for the experiences but not the heartache. it almost cost me a marriage and a few other things......but all things happen for a reason and i am so glad it did happen. i will like my new job, it is doing what i do best and although the money it not great.......it does not matter. i hope things work out for you and remember, if you need an ear or soft shoulder........i have both.
mayi
i am sorry llee, i was only out of work for a week. i have some VERY good friends who helped me out in a major big way. I start back up on monday, but i have learned my lesson. i was in the corporate battle field for 4 years, one years away from associate and i was fired. i am not going there again, life is to short and children to special to miss out on. i am greatful for the experiences but not the heartache. it almost cost me a marriage and a few other things......but all things happen for a reason and i am so glad it did happen. i will like my new job, it is doing what i do best and although the money it not great.......it does not matter. i hope things work out for you and remember, if you need an ear or soft shoulder........i have both.
mayi
llee69
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Thank you both Piper and Mayi.
Mayi, I ma glad to hear it was not long for you to get back into the swing. Maybe you should have taken another week or 2 off to travel!
I am sorry to have lost my last 2 relationships, but I have learned from that. Making 75k or a 100k a year does not mean a thing without being happy. (not that I made 100k!) but chasing after an elusive dollar is not worth it.
I did just get an interview set for this coming Wed. so that is good. I also turned down another interview with a company. The 2nd comapny has a minimum 100 cold calls a day to busineses to sell computer learning services. WIth 14 people doing that, well it seemed like there would be a lot of repetive calling on companys that have said no how many times. That is not me!
Man, all this talk about me (isnt that a country song?)
Piper, how are you doing dear? we entered this place at the same time and I havent asked how you are getting along now.
Mayi, I ma glad to hear it was not long for you to get back into the swing. Maybe you should have taken another week or 2 off to travel!
I am sorry to have lost my last 2 relationships, but I have learned from that. Making 75k or a 100k a year does not mean a thing without being happy. (not that I made 100k!) but chasing after an elusive dollar is not worth it.
I did just get an interview set for this coming Wed. so that is good. I also turned down another interview with a company. The 2nd comapny has a minimum 100 cold calls a day to busineses to sell computer learning services. WIth 14 people doing that, well it seemed like there would be a lot of repetive calling on companys that have said no how many times. That is not me!
Man, all this talk about me (isnt that a country song?)
Piper, how are you doing dear? we entered this place at the same time and I havent asked how you are getting along now.
pipercatt
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llee, I am doing well. It's been a bad couple of weeks.
My reason for staying here is quite varried. but I chose the heartbreak hotel because of my last other-love.
He was wanting a relationship, but not wanting to put in the time. He wanted me to fall head over heels for him, while holding himself back. He could truly not open himself up, and the worse part is, he thought he was. Nothing I could say or do could convince him that he wasn't.
And so, I let him go, even though it broke my heart to do it. He didn't take well to it, as you might imagine, but I cannot play games. I won't allow myself to open up to someone that won't do the same for me.
And so, here I am.
My reason for staying here is quite varried. but I chose the heartbreak hotel because of my last other-love.
He was wanting a relationship, but not wanting to put in the time. He wanted me to fall head over heels for him, while holding himself back. He could truly not open himself up, and the worse part is, he thought he was. Nothing I could say or do could convince him that he wasn't.
And so, I let him go, even though it broke my heart to do it. He didn't take well to it, as you might imagine, but I cannot play games. I won't allow myself to open up to someone that won't do the same for me.
And so, here I am.
twodogs
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games
You are a very smart woman, game playing is bullshit ive set 21 years playing a game that you can't win ,tired of the lies no
trust and bitching all the time.
None of us need it well old two dogs has got his belly full of it .
She has got me to where i don't even like myself.
I've set here like a stupid ediot wasted 20 years of my life think it will get better ,well let me tell you something no more i don't have a lot of years left , i'm going to be happy if it kills me .
My whole life i have always done what everybody else wanted no more game playing is over .
Anyway sorry this is twice i have vented but ive had it ,i won't give up but i'm about give out .
I may back out for yhe night i have so much fun with y'all but i don't know tonight, have fun
You are a very smart woman, game playing is bullshit ive set 21 years playing a game that you can't win ,tired of the lies no
trust and bitching all the time.
None of us need it well old two dogs has got his belly full of it .
She has got me to where i don't even like myself.
I've set here like a stupid ediot wasted 20 years of my life think it will get better ,well let me tell you something no more i don't have a lot of years left , i'm going to be happy if it kills me .
My whole life i have always done what everybody else wanted no more game playing is over .
Anyway sorry this is twice i have vented but ive had it ,i won't give up but i'm about give out .
I may back out for yhe night i have so much fun with y'all but i don't know tonight, have fun
