Heartbreak Hotel
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twodogs
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Give me a little time to put in the right words so you can help .
Yes when you see here it's going to be hard but I'm here talk to me , I'm so proud you took that step going to be a rough road but you are not by yourself lean on me I'm solid for you any time but talk to me it's the only way i can help you I'm safe not some sick o or weird like you lonely. YEA YEA you can do it .
Yes when you see here it's going to be hard but I'm here talk to me , I'm so proud you took that step going to be a rough road but you are not by yourself lean on me I'm solid for you any time but talk to me it's the only way i can help you I'm safe not some sick o or weird like you lonely. YEA YEA you can do it .
twodogs
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mayi
Well thank you for the compliment coming from you it's a honor.
Iwork real hard to make people happy some more than others.
So do i get your room here at the hilton , i will be here for awhile .
But by goly we got you on the road to recovery i'm so happy for you. 
Well thank you for the compliment coming from you it's a honor.
Iwork real hard to make people happy some more than others.
So do i get your room here at the hilton , i will be here for awhile .
But by goly we got you on the road to recovery i'm so happy for you.
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mayi..I haven't posted in awhile. I know how you feel. You know my history. In my case I still think about her and I have called her a few times. She asked me to email her and she would email me back ,but she never did. Yeah it hurts however she will have a small place in my heart. The two of us will never be. We have our lives and we are moving on. It is very hard. I think time is all that really works. It would be nice if she would just say not to contact her anymore and thenm there would be closure. And that is waht youare looking for closure or a new opening..Just ask him and tell him you need to know so thatt you can move on.I hope he gives you the answer you are looking for.
did you get my email?
hugs and kissesss
JT
You know you can talk with me anytime.
did you get my email?
hugs and kissesss
JT
You know you can talk with me anytime.
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Hey JT... it's good to see you again hon.
I'm sorry, I didn't realise that you'd had your heart broken.
Was it during the time I knew you in The Tub? I know the pain honey, and the need for closure.
All I can offer you now is my friendship, and hugs as required.
I'm sorry, I didn't realise that you'd had your heart broken.
Was it during the time I knew you in The Tub? I know the pain honey, and the need for closure.
All I can offer you now is my friendship, and hugs as required.
LovetoGiveRoses
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Hugs are always good.
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Hey lb
The tub, oh baby
How well I remember the hot imes there.
On my table
he he he
AAint used that in soooooooooooooooo long now
You jogged memories love
goin back
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lmao
The tub, oh baby
How well I remember the hot imes there.
On my table
he he he
AAint used that in soooooooooooooooo long now
You jogged memories love
goin back
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lmao
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thanks LB but i was the heartbreaker things didnt work out but its all cool now it just wasnt meant to be and i am cool with it
Happy birthday again sweetie
oh yes P the times in the tub
JT
Happy birthday again sweetie
oh yes P the times in the tub
JT
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Well, first off I am not a known "tubber"... I am known as a lounger..... I recently gave my heart body and soul to someone from LIT and in return I am now suffering from this. This wasn't only on line but real life also.... we have met and were so in LOVE... (so I thought)...the day of our meeting was the most wonderful thing to happen to me in so many years.... I had locked myself away from people and was cold and callised towards them.. BUT then one day from nowhere... there he was....like a shining Knight, so loving, so caring, so giving, so kind, so gentle, my heart melted right into the palm of his hands. I fell hard and fast for him, my heart want to love and to be loved. I gave my ALL to him, and he took it. Things for me are a little different that usual, over the time of our meeting I became pregant. I am carrying HIS child. He has recently decided to work things out with whom he told me was going to be his "ex".....so he has told me that he won't be a part of m,y life anymore. The only thing he said he had left to offer me was "I'll send you money when I can for the help of the baby"...this is all he has to offer me he says... I have truly found that GIVING of the HEART and letting someone in is NOT what you GIVE to them...they in return take and give NOTHING back..... The only thing he has given me is this precious life that I carry inside of me.... and THAT is more precious than anything eles he could have given me... His Love was not given so I can not say this child was made out of Love, well it was but MY love for him, not his for me...... I have recently decided to go back to my normal ways and keep my heart for myself and now for the 2 children that I will have.... There is nothing or no one that can deserve my LOVE MORE than my child I ahve now and this child I am carrying with me.... My heart breaks for all of you, I know P from seeing him in the lounge and just a "hello...kiss and a goodbye.....kiss" I am sorry to hear that there is so much pain and heartache here at LIT and that people can use someones feelings and then walk away caring nothing about what they have done to the other person.... this literally breaks my Heart.... Love is GIVEN to us as a GIFT and is taken like it nothing and used and thrown to the side... I hope one day you all kind find peace and lOVE and HAPPINESS..... I know for myself at this time the only thing I need to fulfill that for me is to concentrate on the life growing inside of me.... that is so much more LOVE than any other other person can give to me at this point and time in my life..... I wish you all the Best and Hope for you all to find "TRUE" and Faithful LOVE one day....
Just remeber....LOVE is NOT just a four letter word ... It is your HEART, BODY, and SOUL..... Keep it close to you and hold each special moment close to your heart.......
P.... my heart goes out to you....
(I'm sorry but....I will not reveal my name and hope that you all understand as to the reason why)
Thank you for making this post and allowing those of us with the Broken Hearts to speak and hopefully heal with time......
Just remeber....LOVE is NOT just a four letter word ... It is your HEART, BODY, and SOUL..... Keep it close to you and hold each special moment close to your heart.......
P.... my heart goes out to you....
(I'm sorry but....I will not reveal my name and hope that you all understand as to the reason why)
Thank you for making this post and allowing those of us with the Broken Hearts to speak and hopefully heal with time......
twodogs
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Heart broke
You know i found story to be so sad it brings back a lot of memeories when i was young and went through it with my first so i can relate to your loss.
Sadly a lot of things are told to a person what they want but something will change that why i don't have the answer.
I understand where you are coming from in staying to your self and not anyone in , been there for years and still there.
I haven't let anyone close for a long time that is not the right way to be , how are you going heal, i mgood to give advice butnot good at taking it .
It's a damn hard world out there and a lot of people taking advantage of people and no matter how careful you are it's going to happen.
Speaking from my experence if you close everybody out it's a very lonley place and the longer you set in there the older you get and one day you say damn if only i would havetried agin.
But you have to do what you got to do to go on .
My dad allways said son keep them at arms lenth they cant hurt you that works and i've done that but he didn't tell me about the lonley part they can't hurt you but all you got is you .
You know i found story to be so sad it brings back a lot of memeories when i was young and went through it with my first so i can relate to your loss.
Sadly a lot of things are told to a person what they want but something will change that why i don't have the answer.
I understand where you are coming from in staying to your self and not anyone in , been there for years and still there.
I haven't let anyone close for a long time that is not the right way to be , how are you going heal, i mgood to give advice butnot good at taking it .
It's a damn hard world out there and a lot of people taking advantage of people and no matter how careful you are it's going to happen.
Speaking from my experence if you close everybody out it's a very lonley place and the longer you set in there the older you get and one day you say damn if only i would havetried agin.
But you have to do what you got to do to go on .
My dad allways said son keep them at arms lenth they cant hurt you that works and i've done that but he didn't tell me about the lonley part they can't hurt you but all you got is you .
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there is love for you, nothing can replace the love that brings a baby into the world. i know right now you are hurt by the man you thought you loved, but you have this child from him and it will always be yours. i am a 'love child' brought into this world by two people who were in love. i do not hold it against them. i am greatful for them, cause without their love i would not be here. i do not know how my 'real parents' are but everyday i thank them for giving me life and giving me my children. everytime you see this child you will remember the time you were together and that is how it should be. instill in this child the love you are seaking and this child will return it ten fold. yes my story pales in comparision, but is someways i wish i had something to remember him by, other then a few notes. take care of yourself, but please open yourself up to love again.......no one should be without love in their lives.
mayi
there is love for you, nothing can replace the love that brings a baby into the world. i know right now you are hurt by the man you thought you loved, but you have this child from him and it will always be yours. i am a 'love child' brought into this world by two people who were in love. i do not hold it against them. i am greatful for them, cause without their love i would not be here. i do not know how my 'real parents' are but everyday i thank them for giving me life and giving me my children. everytime you see this child you will remember the time you were together and that is how it should be. instill in this child the love you are seaking and this child will return it ten fold. yes my story pales in comparision, but is someways i wish i had something to remember him by, other then a few notes. take care of yourself, but please open yourself up to love again.......no one should be without love in their lives.
mayi
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I was only going to post and not return.... but i thought that maybe I should considering the way I left things.... P... you probably do know me... much appreciated about not mentioning the name.... I can only tell you all this.....
For now, I have changed my perspective on LOVE and the whole happiness thing... at this point in my life I can and will only concentrate and put my WHOLE being into 2 things.... 1 being the child I have now and and the other being the child I am carrying... for now in my life this is all that i need... I am happy and content with things as they are for now... My future revolves soley around the child(ren) that i have... if I am ever willing and lucky enough to find LOVE again I will just know to be more catious... and careful... I have always thought of myself as a giving and loving person... never realizing that one day would hurt me to no evail...
P.... thanks you so much for your poem.. and your kind words... and if you see me in LIT and know me please feel free to PM me I am not really how I am potrayed there... most people would like to believe that and see that but to open and be hurt again no I can not so yes I do keep a shield in front of me to protect myself... So P.... thank you and hugs and kisses... and i copied those words to carry with me ... and know P inmy heart they are not only words on paper... they are much more than that.... smiles from my heart to you P.....
TwoDogs & Mayi..... thanks you both for your words and inspiration... this may have been a good thing for me.. and may help me in the end.. I have a long journey in front of me .... But I am determined and willing to give my all and ALL of MY LOVE to my children... so for now NO there is no room for another but i dont and wont say EVER.....
Thank you all so much and please just believe I know in my heart one day I will be blessed with the love of another and will have happiness....
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For now, I have changed my perspective on LOVE and the whole happiness thing... at this point in my life I can and will only concentrate and put my WHOLE being into 2 things.... 1 being the child I have now and and the other being the child I am carrying... for now in my life this is all that i need... I am happy and content with things as they are for now... My future revolves soley around the child(ren) that i have... if I am ever willing and lucky enough to find LOVE again I will just know to be more catious... and careful... I have always thought of myself as a giving and loving person... never realizing that one day would hurt me to no evail...
P.... thanks you so much for your poem.. and your kind words... and if you see me in LIT and know me please feel free to PM me I am not really how I am potrayed there... most people would like to believe that and see that but to open and be hurt again no I can not so yes I do keep a shield in front of me to protect myself... So P.... thank you and hugs and kisses... and i copied those words to carry with me ... and know P inmy heart they are not only words on paper... they are much more than that.... smiles from my heart to you P.....
TwoDogs & Mayi..... thanks you both for your words and inspiration... this may have been a good thing for me.. and may help me in the end.. I have a long journey in front of me .... But I am determined and willing to give my all and ALL of MY LOVE to my children... so for now NO there is no room for another but i dont and wont say EVER.....
Thank you all so much and please just believe I know in my heart one day I will be blessed with the love of another and will have happiness....
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A General Question
Thought this would be an appropriate question for this thread.
When do you consider youself "in love". When does it happen.
Do you allow yourself to fall in love with every encounter, or is it a "special" thing that might or not happen in a lifetime. When you think you have found it, you want to hold onto it.
Is this a reality?
(Simply asking, since in reading the threads, I find that many people have had a "few" LOVES".)
Thought this would be an appropriate question for this thread.
When do you consider youself "in love". When does it happen.
Do you allow yourself to fall in love with every encounter, or is it a "special" thing that might or not happen in a lifetime. When you think you have found it, you want to hold onto it.
Is this a reality?
(Simply asking, since in reading the threads, I find that many people have had a "few" LOVES".)
mayi
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wow jenny,
i have found a number of gentlemen in lit that i considered a love until i met the last one. each brought me to another level in my life. the last one, was something totally different. it was finding someone who knew me...........as if we were twins. he knew my thoughts he said my words. we connected in a way i never knew. it was like going home and having a warm blanket at the same time. i was ready to leave it all behind for him, for one chance at what i thought would be the perfect life. in some ways i still would. his look, his touch.....his just being there. we never cybered, we never really talked about sex. we talked about everything else, sex was not that important. maybe it was the spark we were both looking for, maybe it was nothing but my mind going on an adventure...........i have, i am very confused by it all. how it happened........what happened........why it happened.......and will it happen again.............
i will always love this man, no matter what happens now. he will never know that.............
mayi
i have found a number of gentlemen in lit that i considered a love until i met the last one. each brought me to another level in my life. the last one, was something totally different. it was finding someone who knew me...........as if we were twins. he knew my thoughts he said my words. we connected in a way i never knew. it was like going home and having a warm blanket at the same time. i was ready to leave it all behind for him, for one chance at what i thought would be the perfect life. in some ways i still would. his look, his touch.....his just being there. we never cybered, we never really talked about sex. we talked about everything else, sex was not that important. maybe it was the spark we were both looking for, maybe it was nothing but my mind going on an adventure...........i have, i am very confused by it all. how it happened........what happened........why it happened.......and will it happen again.............
i will always love this man, no matter what happens now. he will never know that.............
mayi
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A quick reply to Jenny's question.....
I mysefl do NOT fall in love with people on each encounter.....
I opened my heart body and soul to this person and let him inside in more ways than I had been able to with so many people I had met... he stole my heart and soul.... I truly LOVED him and gave more to him in our relationship than i had imagend I would ever be able to after my divorce... I had, had so much taken from me in my divorce and never thought it possible to be able to let someone in... I did and then this is the result.....
So no I believe LOVE is when you can share things with a person that you hold so dear to you.... and for me that included making love and to go so far as to even say cybering.... I had never done that until i was with him... but the thought of making him happy in way that i possibly could I would do that for him.... and now here I am.....
Will post again soon and P....... I dont know how to thank you enough for your words... I have been reading them each morning that I wake and keeping them in my heart... thank yo u once again.... huggggggggggggggggs!!!!!!
I mysefl do NOT fall in love with people on each encounter.....
I opened my heart body and soul to this person and let him inside in more ways than I had been able to with so many people I had met... he stole my heart and soul.... I truly LOVED him and gave more to him in our relationship than i had imagend I would ever be able to after my divorce... I had, had so much taken from me in my divorce and never thought it possible to be able to let someone in... I did and then this is the result.....
So no I believe LOVE is when you can share things with a person that you hold so dear to you.... and for me that included making love and to go so far as to even say cybering.... I had never done that until i was with him... but the thought of making him happy in way that i possibly could I would do that for him.... and now here I am.....
Will post again soon and P....... I dont know how to thank you enough for your words... I have been reading them each morning that I wake and keeping them in my heart... thank yo u once again.... huggggggggggggggggs!!!!!!
