Heartbreak Hotel

[mayi]

i can't spell either..........so you are in good company.

and the forest line.....he used that one in the dear john letter........<or is it a dear jane letter when it comes from a guy>

mayi

 

[twodogs]

mayi

Boy arent we a mess ,they say it's better to love and lose than not love at all i dont know about that

 

[Blue Dolphin]

dear Jane

Maayi,
I had no lnowledge of the dear Jane letter, thought it was a mutual discussion thing.
My heart goes out to you.
Take care my friend

 

[mayi]

i do believe it is better to love then not to have loved at all. Last night i saw my 'love' in lit. Yes my heart was hurting again, but that means he is still very much a part of me. I don't want that feeling to go away.

mayi

 

[flashyfish]

love's lost labor

Is it better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all?

I say yes, if you used that lost love to find new. I hate to say it but I believe most people aren't lucky enough to know what love is or beleive in it. That's sad...

Mayi...my heart goes out to you for I too have lost love. After reading your posts, I wish I could reach in to the screen and hug you. Love hurts but find it again. If he left you then there's someone out there even better for you. SOmeone that will feel so strong that they can't not left...

But that's just my opinion...

In my case, we're still "freinds" or trying to be..I feel so strongly that I can't walk away. We still have so much fun together but it hurts everytime we laugh...

But we must go on...

Fish

 

[Blue Dolphin]

the feeling

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[twodogs]

love

Yes ladys your right at least you had it and build from therei guess at least you got something to work off of .

 

[mayi]

fish,

i wonder if he left me or just put me aside. i offered frendship to him and he said no. i am still confused by that, does it mean he still cares and does not want to admit it or does it mean he never did and all he siad was a lie. I want so much to fine the answers, i want him to answer me. but it is not going to happen so i must move on.

twodogs, please talk to me.

mayi

 

[twodogs]

Mayi

Sweetheart I'm right here ,How is my lonely girl today talk to me here for you

 

[mayi]

just wanting answers........no one can answer but him.........

mayi

 

[twodogs]

I know it's bad and hard to deal with ,wish i could say it will get better right away but it won't .
Mine on here was done befor it got started just enough to give me hope and some excitement and now back to point a

 

[Blue Dolphin]

mayi wrote

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[flashyfish]

mayi

"i wonder if he left me or just put me aside. i offered frendship to him and he said no. i am still confused by that, does it mean he still cares and does not want to admit it or does it mean he never did and all he siad was a lie. I want so much to fine the answers, i want him to answer me. but it is not going to happen so i must move on."

There's two ways to look at it...

One, yes he did lie and now he's done...If that's true he's not worth your pain...

two, since I am "friends" with a love...I will tell you it is hard and painfully...I can't be as close as I want to...When we get close, she freaks out and pushes me away...He might not be able to take that...Easier to handle the pain of loss than the pain of seeing the love you can't have...

I hope you can move on...I can't...not yet...I see her and know we should be together we laugh so much...but yet we can not...I'm not sure if I should try to get her back...or hang around and see what happens...

maybe we can help each other...

Fish

 

[twodogs]

hurt

You know that's very true and from the heart i can remembera girl i thought the sun set in , but she did'nt want me no matter how much i ran after her it was'nt enough .
Everybody said find someone to take her place well i found someone but they coulden't take her place i carried her for 28 years ,lots after her but never let myself go ' from that i've became a very lonely man so from experance people have G O T to move on .
Hell i'm old and refuse to give up would like just a little peace of mind and be happy befor i die so that's my out look for what 's worth .

Can't spell for shit sorry TWO DOGS

 

[twodogs]

lonely cold

Hey two dogs here where are all of my sweet special people?
are you back in that bed agin now now if your are you be good

 

[mayi]

so many questions

thank you P, fish and twodogs,

but you didn't answer the question, just asked more questions.

you all have said move on, but for all different reasons. i still get the feeling that he does care for me, but being a man he can n;t admit it. i know a can't continue to dwell on it cause it is not doing me any good. i think about going to see him. it would be in a public place, where we could talk if he chose to, or i could just watch him, he would be able to see me. i'm not sure if it would be wise, yet i want to see if what i felt was real or just in my fantasy world.

mayi

 

[Blue Dolphin]

dont go

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[twodogs]

Boy you got it bad i don't know the answer from past experance that i had i had to see her agin and even got back together for a short while because i had to know just what you said to see well i saw and went through hell all over agin, if only i had stayed away .
I don't know this person and it does'nt make any diferance if i did , but it sounds like he has made his choice or he would come back .
Now i know that's not what you want to here but sometimes you have to back off and regroup and take a long hard look.
I know how hard it is i been there done that more than once, in my case i did'nt mind her walking on me but when she stoped and wiped her feet well that was a little heavy for me .
Dear i wish i the answer so you could have a closure on this you got to or it will eat you up

TWO DOGS

 

[Blue Dolphin]

agree

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[mayi]

i hope he would reject me in person, then i could be mad enough to leave it and move on. but as it is now, i don't hate him and i want to be his friend.

i'm sure you all are right........

mayi

 

[twodogs]

love

Honey let it go I'm trying i'm over here in some lonely heart club trying to find one l0rd lot to look at .
found one that likes dogs maby she would lay on the floor hey there might be hope

 

[mayi]

okay.......already

it is gone.........on to the next problem

mayi

 

[twodogs]

What is gone sunshine

 

[mayi]

the darkness of night is gone.......the sunshine is here...........

i will not go see him and i will raise my head, moving on.

mayi

 

[twodogs]

Sweetheart I'm so proud of you if i was therei would give you a big kiss , i new you could do it you are a strong girl.
Move on to better things your worth it and more.