How are you wired?

[journeyofself]

I'll try

want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. -- 3

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. -- 7

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. -- 0

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. -- 7

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. -- 6

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. -- 2

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. -- 8

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. -- 8

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. -- 7

I want us to blend into one person. -- no way

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. -- 6

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. -- 8

 

[BiBunny]

I may be extrapolating the Feeling of Helplessness thing too far. I like knowing that I'm tied down and can't get up, too. But I also like knowing that it's a choice that I'm there, that I continue to remain. It's knowing that I could say no or insist that he untie me or just plain get up and walk away, but also knowing that I won't. I think it's a strange form of empowerment.

Bleh. I'm being difficult.

Looking at this, though, has me realize that I really do know myself better than I thought. Like I said earlier in the thread, masochistic (Sensation Play and Challenge/Ordeal) service (Service, duh) pet (Attention/Reward).

I don't mean to keep yammering on in your thread, bijou. I was actually thinking about something similar before you ever posted this, so it's helping me with that pesky self-awareness thing. Thanks bunches for posting.

 

[unpredictablebijou]

I may be extrapolating the Feeling of Helplessness thing too far. I like knowing that I'm tied down and can't get up, too. But I also like knowing that it's a choice that I'm there, that I continue to remain. It's knowing that I could say no or insist that he untie me or just plain get up and walk away, but also knowing that I won't. I think it's a strange form of empowerment.

Bleh. I'm being difficult.

Looking at this, though, has me realize that I really do know myself better than I thought. Like I said earlier in the thread, masochistic (Sensation Play and Challenge/Ordeal) service (Service, duh) pet (Attention/Reward).

I don't mean to keep yammering on in your thread, bijou. I was actually thinking about something similar before you ever posted this, so it's helping me with that pesky self-awareness thing. Thanks bunches for posting.

Quit that. I want you to talk in this thread. Except that it's all being so interesting I'm already late getting home! arg. And it's not like we're going to come up with some black and white if-then sort of system here; IF you scored above a 6.75 on the following three questions, THEN you are definitely a Moderately Sammy Slavish Ordeal-Oriented Pain Slut with a Catholic Twist and a Cornbread Fetish.

Though that would be handy.

bj

 

[fishercat]

Quit that. I want you to talk in this thread. Except that it's all being so interesting I'm already late getting home! arg. And it's not like we're going to come up with some black and white if-then sort of system here; IF you scored above a 6.75 on the following three questions, THEN you are definitely a Moderately Sammy Slavish Ordeal-Oriented Pain Slut with a Catholic Twist and a Cornbread Fetish.

Though that would be handy.

bj

Cornbread fetish - plus 8

 

[rida]

Interesting thread and very good discussions! A

I think that the standard check lists are good to assess where one stand in the play area but do not address many of the subtlety on what makes a particular pyl or PYL tick.

I've taken the liberty to add in blu some distinctions to the existing question (physically, mentally/emotionally or both) and add some other statement, trying to include BiBunny's category of attention/positive reinforcement.
Feel free to ax them or rewrite in a better way.




*************************************

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 0

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both 5

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 2

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 8

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both 5


I want us to blend into one person.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only 6
-both


I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 0
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 10
-mentally/emotionally only 5
-both


I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 0

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 8

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 5

I want to feel cherished and cared for 10

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 3

 

[midwestyankee]

But we're all honorable types and would never, ever use a cheat sheet.

*nods quite seriously*

Of course not...

Of course, some of us do have really good memories.

 

[ecstaticsub]

Where do you fall on these statements?

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. --10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. -- 5 (I've gotten better at admitting what I want)

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain.-- 2

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. --0

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. --5

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me.-- 8

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself.-- 5

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.-- 0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. -- 0

I want us to blend into one person. -- 8

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things.-- 0

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. 10--during sex 2--at all other times

.
And if I can use one of Rida's :

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object-- 1,000,000

 

[CutieMouse]

Of course, some of us do have really good memories.

*snort*

(Apologies; I swear I'll stop hijacking now. )

 

[chelleb]

I'll give it a shot, why not.......

I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 10

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 7

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 0

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 8

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 4

I want us to blend into one person. 5

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 0

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 10
-mentally/emotionally only 5
-both

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 0

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 0

I want to feel cherished and cared for 10

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 4

 

[nh23]

*************************************

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 5

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain.
-physically only 10
-mentally/emotionally only 8


I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 5 for both
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 1

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 10

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.8

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both 10


I want us to blend into one person.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only 8
-both


I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 10 for both
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 10
-mentally/emotionally only 8
-both


I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 10

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 5

I want to feel cherished and cared for 8

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 10

.....

 

[HarlotMinx]

Looking at this, though, has me realize that I really do know myself better than I thought. Like I said earlier in the thread, masochistic (Sensation Play and Challenge/Ordeal) service (Service, duh) pet (Attention/Reward).

I don't think that's really true though, I mean any "type" tends to hold all the traits she listed, they vary to the individual. It's entirely possible for a masochist to hate challenge and ordeals and say have a focus on attention and reward. Or a pet who's completely about service (though I've seen a puppy actually tell her master "I can't get you a drink sir, I'm a puppy and puppies don't do that!" I just cringed). I don't know, I really don't think you can judge the content of a submission by the type so much as the flavor it comes in. *shrugs*

Other than that, I can understand what you mean when you talk about being in control in a scene and having the ability to just get up and walk out. I hadn't actually thought about that earlier, never been in a position where I could but that's a good point. For some subs that element of control over themselves and confidence no matter where they are in the scene is key.

-poppet

 

[BiBunny]

I don't think that's really true though, I mean any "type" tends to hold all the traits she listed, they vary to the individual. It's entirely possible for a masochist to hate challenge and ordeals and say have a focus on attention and reward. Or a pet who's completely about service (though I've seen a puppy actually tell her master "I can't get you a drink sir, I'm a puppy and puppies don't do that!" I just cringed). I don't know, I really don't think you can judge the content of a submission by the type so much as the flavor it comes in. *shrugs*

Other than that, I can understand what you mean when you talk about being in control in a scene and having the ability to just get up and walk out. I hadn't actually thought about that earlier, never been in a position where I could but that's a good point. For some subs that element of control over themselves and confidence no matter where they are in the scene is key.

-poppet

I disagree that every "type" holds all the characteristics. I know I don't. Mebbe I'm not really a sub, or whatever. I also wasn't saying that all masochists like challenges, either. I just think that you can sorta tell what flavor people are by their answers, and I believe that mine reflect what I already knew about myself. I mean, you can look at how I answered and see I'm not an "absolve me from all responsibility and force me to do things" sub.

Obviously, the categories don't include every little nuance of a certain person's submission, but I think you can tell a lot about them by what they answer. Does that make sense? They're a fairly good way to generalize--you get a fairly broad classification--, and anything else that's left in question can be clarified by more talking.

 

[FurryFury]

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

(I'm all about this with just about everyone I know. It's a little over the top.)

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 5

(I'm actually not sure how real I want some things to be. I won't be sure until experimentation occurs.)

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 0

(I'm already strong as hell. I've had plenty of ordeals and pain. This is not an issue for me.)

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 3

(Though I'm a little low on self esteem, thus the three, I'm very worthwhile and don't deserve to be punished. Let's just do it because we really fucking like to, eh?)

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 7

(How about I already take too damn much responsibility, not because I want it but because someone has to, so I'd like to feel like I'm NOT in control once in a freakin while? )

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

(Yes, I want to drive you wild. Poor me, if only I were less attractive. LOL. You can't resist using me or "raping" me and so on . . .)

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 5

(Sometimes, yes, and sometimes, no.)

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. 0

(In my darkest fantasies yes. In real life, NOT likely. Childhood issues . . .)

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 0

(I don't have to prove my worth. That's a GREAT thing in our relationship. Miraculously you see me as very worthwhile, more worthwhile than even I, see myself.)

I want us to blend into one person. 0

(HELL NO! We are two different people, thank God, with some overlapping interests, and some that do not. I want to continue to be two different people that chose to be together, not some unholy one person. Yuck!)

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 0

(Hell No! If that were required I'd be out the door. People who have required that of me in the past were abusive. Thank God you are not that way.)

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. 2

(Well it would be fun sexually but not always. generally I like to feel competent and strong because I am.)

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

ok I'll have a go

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. - 10 (Yes, but there are other things I want to acheive in life as well that will make me feel successful, so it's not the be all and end all)

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. - 9 (More like won't admit, but that's part of the fun )

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. - 8 (I think I need to prove to myself I *can* do stuff if I at least try)

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. - 2 (I'm not worthless, but I *do* deserve punishment for other stuff )

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. - 8 (yes, but this scares me a lot)

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. - 10 (yes, I want someone to love me and want me that much)

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. - 5 (sometimes yes completely, other times, no definitely not)

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. - 5 (Again with the sometimes)

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. - 1 (I can prove my worth a whole lot of different ways)

I want us to blend into one person. - 0 (Nope, still separate people)

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. - 8 (I can think of other things as well)

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. - 5 (again with the sometimes, but more only in the bedroom, not in life)

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object - 10 (Yum)

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores - 2 (This I'm not very good at. Though, a bit of expressed appreciation for the things I do is a good motivator. I don't like doing things because I *have* to. I like doing them because it makes his life easier and he appreciates that. And I like that appreciation being shown. Positive reinforcement and all )

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task - 10 (as above)

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task -5 (it's a hot rp, but not something I'm into, life-wise)

I want to feel cherished and cared for - 10 (very much so yes)

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be -10 (cos I think in any life partnership there'd be common goals and desires and we'd both work towards them, and that he'd want me to be the best I could be, in whatever I chose to do)

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Where do you fall on these statements?

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. - 10 That's a strong one, I'm very service oriented.

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 8 The stereotypical subguilt complex. Check

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 10 True and the reason I no longer have a safeword.

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 5 Yep, kicks the shit out of my humiliation buttons.

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 4 I occasionally have this impulse but mostly we're equals with different roles and responsibility for us as a couple is shared.

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 7 I like dressing like a slut for him and seeing the evil gleam in his eye.

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 9 Very hot button for me and one that Master exploits with savage glee.

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. 6 Yes I do. I love feeling violated, tortured, degraded and left in a sobbing, gasping cum/spit/piss/sweat drenched heap of trembling flesh on the floor while he calmly fucks off for a shower.

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 8 Check.

I want us to blend into one person. 0

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 8 True but as a slave, this is a standard expectation of his. Anything less would be a dereliction of service.

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. 8 Oh yes. Beaten into compliance with his hand around my throat, very visceral.

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10 Now I have put 10 here but I can safely know there are things Master has no interest in demanding of me... maybe I better make it a 9 to be safe.

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 10 Yep. I am the housebitch.

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 5 Somewhat true. I like that he rewards me when he feels like it but I also like that this is completely arbitrary and any notion of qui pro quo or fairness is a negation of our TPE dynamic. If that makes sense.

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 8 Oh yeah. Master once wrapped his hand around my throat and said that I would die by his hand when he was done with me. He had been so savage over the previous hour that if he had threatened to slit my throat and fuck the wound I would have taken him at his word. There is a very deep, dark, special place in my soul that really needs this sometimes.

I want to feel cherished and cared for 6 I do. Sounds crazy I expect but I couldn't serve someone so diligently and push my limits so hard if I felt they didn't care for me and vice versa.

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 7 Guided and nurtured are really euphemisms in our relationship but the end result is the same.

 

[HarlotMinx]

I disagree that every "type" holds all the characteristics. I know I don't. Mebbe I'm not really a sub, or whatever. I also wasn't saying that all masochists like challenges, either. I just think that you can sorta tell what flavor people are by their answers, and I believe that mine reflect what I already knew about myself. I mean, you can look at how I answered and see I'm not an "absolve me from all responsibility and force me to do things" sub.

Obviously, the categories don't include every little nuance of a certain person's submission, but I think you can tell a lot about them by what they answer. Does that make sense? They're a fairly good way to generalize--you get a fairly broad classification--, and anything else that's left in question can be clarified by more talking.

Hun, I'm sure you're a sub/switch(which ever you see yourself as) and a lovely one at that.

I was thinking more that all subs have the core service (this could very well be emotional service as well as something like cleaning), relinquishing control/ helplessness, punishment/redemption (could also be considered problem/forgiveness), sensation play/mental play, challenge/ordeal with varying degrees of intensity, not the questions she asked in the beginning. Though now that I think about it, even vanilla relationships have those core traits just in a more.... vanilla sense. I mean it may not be obvious at first look in a relationship because they aren't necessarily turned into a kink. But I mean yeah I guess certain forms of bdsm relationships do... exaggerate parts of that list more or less so I do understand where you're coming from though.

Also, I have a problem with the "absolve me from all responsibility and force me to do things" question, not because it's a bad question per se but because I find it to be a red flag and I know so many subs who would answer it with a 10. I mean, any relationship should have shared responsibilities, even in the most extreme TPE relationship a slave has responsibilities to themselves as well as their Mistress/Master. Yet we all know people who feel that subs/slaves have no responsibilities and they just follow orders, sit 24/7 in cages, don't hold jobs.... and so on. I mean, okay, I'm not going to tell people they can't have that dream just I'd be worried if that's exactly what a slave was looking for in a relationship. There is a big difference between "absolve me from all responsibility and force me to do things" and say "absolve me from all control and force me to do things". Eh, maybe I'm being a stickler for the wording or something. I mean it's a totally valid question but it'd be a red flag for me if I were a Domme.

-poppet

 

[the_mgp]

blerg

 

[Homburg]

Bijou: This thread is full of win. I'll read more into it later when I have more time.

Bibunny: Listen to Bijou and quit that BS talk about how you shouldn't be blabbering on. This is a talk forum. Talk.

I look forward to reading this when I've more than two brain cells to rub together.

 

[00Syd]

Interesting thread and very good discussions! A

I think that the standard check lists are good to assess where one stand in the play area but do not address many of the subtlety on what makes a particular pyl or PYL tick.

I've taken the liberty to add in blu some distinctions to the existing question (physically, mentally/emotionally or both) and add some other statement, trying to include BiBunny's category of attention/positive reinforcement.
Feel free to ax them or rewrite in a better way.




*************************************

0 = This is not true of me at all.

10 = This is completely true about me.

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 0

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both 5

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 2

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 10

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both 5


I want us to blend into one person.
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only 5
-both


I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 0
-physically only
-mentally/emotionally only
-both

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 10
-mentally/emotionally only 5
-both


I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 0

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 5

I want to feel cherished and cared for 8

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 3

I think those are all really good additions! The distinction between physical and mental/emotional was what I was needing and looking for.

 

[Netzach]

Interesting, and I guess I can answer in relation to T.

want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. -- 10
I like the "proud of you" stuff a lot. And mostly T expresses this when I do the right adult thing for myself, actually.


I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. --0
I can admit to just about anything I want, I really don't have a sexual edit function much. If I want it, everyone'll know.

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. -- 2
This used to rank high. After being seriously ill, I know I'm tough now, it'll fine. Really.

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. -- 0
I'm made of gold and I want to inspire crazy ass envy wherever we go.

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. -- 2? I want to do what he wants, because I know I can make him do what I want if I insist, so I really go with the flow as much as possible.

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. -- 7
Yep. Complete control is overrated, but in general, sure.

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. -- 10
Holy hot buttons.

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. -- 4
A little dirty, definitely.

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. -- ???
Well, this is kind of the lemons that life hands you, it's not really up to him, but I'll suffer a lot when I know it's worth it. I have, and will.

I want us to blend into one person. -- meh. He understands me freakishly. We seem to share thoughts to a degree no one else does. Others may love me even more, but no one *gets* me like this.

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. -- 9? 0? Dunno.
Submitting to him is the hardest and easiest thing I can think of. It completely goes against my grain and with it.

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. -- 2
I *do* feel transparent. But I also feel completely at-ease in this vulnerability. This is what allows it. I have no real moments of fear here.

 

[unpredictablebijou]

I love seeing how individualized everyone is in here.

Rida, thanks so much for the modifications. I'm thinking I'll edit the original post to make it reflect your changes; those additions make a lot of sense.

Yeah, obviously this isn't going to generate a full I-understand-you-completely thing for anyone, but the way I originally used it was to mark it and use it as a jumping off point for talking about the various choices and why we scored it the way we did. I'm enjoying the additional comments and explanations folks are adding in here.

And Homburg, thanks for stopping in. I know yer busy now with yer toyz, but I still think someone should consider generating a similar list for doms. Netzach? BiBunny? Any thoughts?

bj

 

[Loose_by_name]

Elsewhere there was a post about masochism v 'painsluttery' v submissiveness and I had been trying to put in words how I felt in relation to these aspects, how much or little they applied to me and then this 'questionnaire' come up, so here goes

***


I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. - 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 10

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 10+

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 10

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 5 PYL should want/need to control me not just 'cos Im desirable - if you get my drift

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 10+

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless. 10+ (tho Im not sure about the word 'worthless', cant I be a worthy object ? LOL

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 10

I want us to blend into one person. 5 If I am PYL's object/toy than PYL is the only person, right? *wink*

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 10

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable. 5 I want to maintain 'some' control but don't tell PYL lol

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10+

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 0 Not anyone's maid

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10 .... Reward = pain right?

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 3 Not disposable

I want to feel cherished and cared for 10 within context of course lol

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 5 ...what you want me to be ? noooo but more importantly ...'what is my true potential'

So I guess that makes me a strong willed masochist into pain who submits rofl

 

[ande5891]

my first post ever...

ok im new to this and this is my first post please be nice **blushes**
I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 10

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 10

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 5 (i like You to be in control but i still have responsiblities)

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 9

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 6

I want us to blend into one person. 10

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 10

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 9/10
-mentally/emotionally only 3/4
-both

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 10

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 8/9

I want to feel cherished and cared for 10

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 10

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

I think those are all really good additions! The distinction between physical and mental/emotional was what I was needing and looking for.

True that. I think I landed middle of the range in a lot of things, because of those things.

Also, for me, a lot of these questions, my response changes depending on the circumstance/situation.

eg. Do I want to be helpless, vulnerable, rely on someone for every little thing? During play, yes, that's hot. But in life in general? God no, the thought terrifies me.

 

[fucktoy4sir]

:d

ok im new to this and just posted my first pics today so i thought i might as well go out on a limb and answer this quiz**blushes**
I want to feel successful by knowing that I've pleased you. 10

I want to be forced to do things I secretly want to do but can't admit. 10

I want to feel stronger and prove myself through enduring ordeals and pain. 10

I'm worthless, and I deserve to be punished. 0

I don't want to have to take any responsibility, so I want you to control everything. 5 (i like You to be in control but i still have responsiblities)

I want to be so desirable that you have to take complete control of me. 10

I want to be a pure object to you, a toy with which you amuse yourself. 9

I want to be debased, abused, made to feel inhuman or worthless.0

I want to prove my worth by suffering for you. 6

I want us to blend into one person. 10

I want to prove I love you by doing difficult things. 10

I want to feel completely helpless and vulnerable.
-physically only 9/10
-mentally/emotionally only 3/4
-both

I want to serve in any possible capacity as a sexual object 10

I want to serve you in any possible capacity including house chores 10

I want to be praised and/or rewarded when I succeed in pleasing or accomplishing a task 10

I want to be treated as a disposable entity, whose only worth is proportionate to the ability to please/perform a task 8/9

I want to feel cherished and cared for 10

I want to be guided and nurtured into becoming what you want me to be 10