How it starts...that first moment that transforms a straight guy

My first experience did not transform me. For years the desire to have gay sex had been growing in me. The first experience only confirmed I needed to have sex with men. The desire was purely sexual. I never developed a romantic attraction to a man. I never lost the desire to have sex with my wife or to find other women sexually attractive, but sometimes my need for gay sex overwhelms me.
 
My first experience did not transform me. For years the desire to have gay sex had been growing in me. The first experience only confirmed I needed to have sex with men. The desire was purely sexual. I never developed a romantic attraction to a man. I never lost the desire to have sex with my wife or to find other women sexually attractive, but sometimes my need for gay sex overwhelms me.
It really is overwhelming too. Something you do and hope you get away with it
 
I wrote one under the pen name of kismet999. The title was “My Yearly Physical “. This was my first story and was done without an edito. For better or worse it is all me.
Great story. I wish it could happen to me except no condom involved!
 
For me it wasn't a single moment but a series of small steps. I got sucked by a number of guys, and fucked a few, before I was willling to try it myself. I was still nervous and hesitant, but my horniness and curiosity got the best of me and I finally sucked a guy who'd picked me up hitchiking. This was after smoking some weed and a beer or two.
First time was not satisfying, but after a few more gay guys I learned to enjoy cock, and eventually kissing and getting fucked. When I got to the point where I would seek out men by cruising gay parks at night, I knew I was hooked. I even went to gay bars by myself and brought guys home.
I still like women, and they're much more socially acceptable, but gay sex is my guilty, secret pleasure which I need from time to time
I sure can relate to you, I love pretty women but I also like a cock releasing in my mouth.
 
My transformation to a fem bottom was gradual…in my 20s made friends with 50 something single guy at work…would go to his place, hangout and drink. ….he started playing porn while we hung out drinking…a few days of watching pornography and drinking he pulled his cock in front of me and jerked off…I did the same…eventually led to us making eye contact and him saying “you know you want to suck it”….rest is history….was his fem fuck boy for the next 3 years
 
I would never say that I was straight, but I was deeply closeted until freshman year in college and had never acted on my feelings to be with another man. Freshman year in college, however, I was paired with a roommate who was from California — tanned, very fit, and much bigger than me. He was beautiful in every way, and in our first few days as roommates, I got enough of a peek at his cock to know that it was magnificent. He had a girlfriend though, and I had no reason to believe that I would ever get a chance with him, mostly because his girlfriend often stayed over and I would hear them having sex in the bunk beneath me. I would just fantasize that it was me that was being used by his beautiful cock, and touch myself until I came.

After a couple weeks of this, I started to get the sense that he was checking me out, especially after I got out of the shower. I didn’t really think much about it at first, but then after a while I just knew that he was looking for every opportunity to be in the room when I was done showering. This made me very hot, but nothing happened until one Saturday night when I came home drunk late at night after being out with friends. He was already in bed, but I could tell that he was awake and checking me out as I took off my clothes to get in bed. As I was climbing into the top bunk, he pulls back his sheets and he is completely naked. His cock was hard and it was glorious — 8” and thick. Then, without saying a word, he grabs my arm, and pulls me into the bed with him. I am stunned, and simply cannot move or speak. He then forcefully removes my tshirt and shorts, and grabs my cock firmly in his hand as he kisses my chest and pushes me into the bed. I am instantly erect, and I feel as if my whole body is electric. He starts to jerk my cock, and he whispers in my ear, “I know you’ve been wanting this, and now I’m going to give it to you.” After what seemed like only five or six thrusts, I completely lose control and I orgasm all over his hand. He laughed, and then lay down on the bed while pushing my head into his cock. I had never sucked a cock before, but I had dreamed of it many times. I was a quick study, and after only what seemed a few moments, his wonderful cock was pushing hot fluid into my waiting mouth. It was amazing!

The rest of the school year was a blur of me sucking him off and him fucking me. While I knew he was just using me, and we would never have a relationship, I have never had as much sex in my life. It was fucking beautiful. And that was the transformation moment for me.
 
Maybe a woman with a cock?
Funny you should say that...Just lately I have finally realized that maybe, indeed, there are some people who are women, internally and in the way they live, behave, socialize, etc., but who also have a man's genitals because they were born with them.
I think what finally made me realize that this might be as actual a phenomenon as "cis" men and women, was the discovery of how many such women do not go in for gender reassignment surgery. In other words, for them, there is no conflict between being a woman and having a penis. And if that is so, then, I guess, there are and always have been many more such women than most people knew.
 
Funny you should say that...Just lately I have finally realized that maybe, indeed, there are some people who are women, internally and in the way they live, behave, socialize, etc., but who also have a man's genitals because they were born with them.
I think what finally made me realize that this might be as actual a phenomenon as "cis" men and women, was the discovery of how many such women do not go in for gender reassignment surgery. In other words, for them, there is no conflict between being a woman and having a penis. And if that is so, then, I guess, there are and always have been many more such women than most people knew.
You may be right. My girlfriend is one of them!
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You may be right. My girlfriend is one of them!
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And so I guess for you, if you are generally a straight man, after meeting your girlfriend, and much to your own surprise, there quickly ceased to be a distinction between kissing her on the lips as a woman, and going down on her cock. Is that right? Or was this something that had been part of your life already?
 
And so I guess for you, if you are generally a straight man, after meeting your girlfriend, and much to your own surprise, there quickly ceased to be a distinction between kissing her on the lips as a woman, and going down on her cock. Is that right? Or was this something that had been part of your life already?
I wouldn’t say it was a surprise. I was well aware of her physical attributes before we met in person. I am quite happy as her partner satisfying her sexual needs. I might add that she is a lovely woman and I have been very content with her these last four years. And, yes, I have always considered myself as straight but at this point I don’t care what label is applied to me.
 
I think it was when I started having my own apartment, then when I was feeling horny eventually I started fingering my ass and then putting larger things in it.

I used to check out gay profiles on dating sites but there were just so few of them in my area on the shitty websites from 25 years ago.

I didn’t even realize that m4m personals on craigslist were a thing until 2 coworkers would joke back and forth about what they saw on there. It took a few years of trolling those profiles before I ever responded to one, but that was also after I split up with the now ex wife. It was only a short time after she moved out that I took my first cock.

And yes the real thing feels so much better than any of those toys and objects that had been in there before.

I should have tried to fool around with guys before getting married
 
I am a married guy and love sex with my wife, but a while back, I started fantasizing about sucking cock. I have since set up a few hookups where I got to suck a cock and I loved it. The only thing is I am not interested in anything else with a guy. I don't want to kiss, nip play or anal. Just sucking cock. A few of the guys I hooked up with tried for more, but I had no interest. Is this common? Thanks.
I have not done it yet but I am pretty much with you. Give me a cock to suck and a load of hot cum. Not into kissing or anything romantic.
 
My transformation to a fem bottom was gradual…in my 20s made friends with 50 something single guy at work…would go to his place, hangout and drink. ….he started playing porn while we hung out drinking…a few days of watching pornography and drinking he pulled his cock in front of me and jerked off…I did the same…eventually led to us making eye contact and him saying “you know you want to suck it”….rest is history….was his fem fuck boy for the next 3 years
Mine was similar, but I was in my teens and he was late 40s. We were sitting on his couch and he reached behind me and pulled my head over and into his lap and fed me his dick. I became his 6'4" fem suck/ fuck boy for 3 years also.
 
I would still say that I am mostly straight since I have no desire to kiss a man or be in any kind of romantic relationship with a man. But I still have a desire to suck cock and maybe be fucked. I would say that I am attracted to and turned on by a big hard cock. There hasn't been any singular event that has turned me but I think that after looking at porn for so long and all those sexy women sucking on and being fucked by all those big hard cocks .... well ... it just seems to me that if you have any proclivity at all to bisex , eventually porn will bring that to the surface.

All that being said, I know if I walked in on a man with a big hard cock, the first thing I would do is probably just to stare. I don't; know if I would even now have the courage to walk over and drop to my knees, I would probably wait for an invitation. I imagine something like :

"Yeh, its big isnt it ? Would you like a better look ? Come over ... closer. Get down on your knees for a better look. "
 
I would still say that I am mostly straight since I have no desire to kiss a man or be in any kind of romantic relationship with a man. But I still have a desire to suck cock and maybe be fucked. I would say that I am attracted to and turned on by a big hard cock. There hasn't been any singular event that has turned me but I think that after looking at porn for so long and all those sexy women sucking on and being fucked by all those big hard cocks .... well ... it just seems to me that if you have any proclivity at all to bisex , eventually porn will bring that to the surface.

All that being said, I know if I walked in on a man with a big hard cock, the first thing I would do is probably just to stare. I don't; know if I would even now have the courage to walk over and drop to my knees, I would probably wait for an invitation. I imagine something like :

"Yeh, its big isnt it ? Would you like a better look ? Come over ... closer. Get down on your knees for a better look. "
What if it was a beautiful woman with a cock in that scenario?
 
My transformation to a fem bottom was gradual…in my 20s made friends with 50 something single guy at work…would go to his place, hangout and drink. ….he started playing porn while we hung out drinking…a few days of watching pornography and drinking he pulled his cock in front of me and jerked off…I did the same…eventually led to us making eye contact and him saying “you know you want to suck it”….rest is history….was his fem fuck boy for the next 3 years
Such a lovely, touching story, with a delightful happy ending...
 
I've mentioned in a previous post that I had sex with males before females i really enjoyed having sex with males then when i had sex with females i enjoyed sex with them also but if an opportunity to have sex with a male i would take it. I am a male but as far as physical sex goes gender does not play into it. I have also dressed up in womens clothes and find it very exciting. I don't care what gender anyone is i just love physical sex. I'm married with grown children and grandchildren that i love. I was born a man with a syrong sex drive and am fine with that.
 
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