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Not the first time I had tried this trick, thought I was sly and getting away with it. I was younger sitting next to my aunt at a big family dinner, my leg just inches from her beautiful nylon encased legs, my nylon fetish in full bloom. Already with full erection at just the thought of my actions I acted like I had to scratch my leg and let my hand brush against her nylons as I had done more than once in the past. To my shocking surprise she grabbed my hand under the table and placed it firmly on her knee sliding my hand back and forth from her knee to her stocking tops and garter tabs, I lost it from the sensation of touching her slippery silky nylons and came in my pants. No one had a clue what had just happened, my aunt then asked me if I would please get her a glass of water from the kitchen. I held my dinner napkin in front of my pants to cover up as I heard my aunt giggling. Embarrassed, humiliated? Oh yes!
 
chris313163 said:
Has any guy ever been in a situation, in the presence of their wife or girlfriend, where they should have been humiliated or embarrassed but actually enjoyed the experience? I'll start. Years ago when I was in my early 20's, I saw my girlfriend having sex with our apartment manager who was in his mid 70's. Watching the way she responded, the intense orgasm she had----I should have been angry, humiliated. For me, it was exciting to watch.
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Did you confront her about it?
 
I had been secretly crossdressing since I was 18. When my family would go out of town on trips, I would intentionally stay home and sleep in my mother’s slips.

During my 20’s, I began stealing her slips and I took 4 or 5 with me when I moved into my new apartment. Well, she started visiting my apartment and spending the night. Maybe she knew I was stealing her lingerie, I feel like she searched my apartment when I was in the shower. I have a gut feeling that she found the slips.

I knew something had changed between us. She began treating me like I was gay although I had never come out.

One weekend when I returned to visit her house, she tried to humiliate me in front of my father and brother. One night, she heard me let out a scream when I suddenly saw a spider. In front of my father and brother she said, “What was that screaming? It sounded like you were getting banged by your boyfriend.”

Her comment was so shocking. She was saying I got fucked by a boyfriend. I felt such an emotional rush to my chest. Honestly, it felt amazing. I loved that she was calling me gay in front of my father and brother.

Of course as a crossdresser, I had read lots of TG sissy stories about dominant mothers and stepmothers feminizing their sons, so my mother talking to me this way was like a dream cum true.

And obviously I didn’t dare get angry at her for her comment. I let her boyfriend remark stand unchallenged. I stayed silent. By my passive lack of response, I wanted her to know that she could keep speaking to me this way.

There was another time when I was complaining to her about an annoying male student from one of my college classes. She said in a condescending tone, “Well, you should just give him a big kiss.”

And again I let her get away with it. I stayed silent and just enjoyed the emotional rush of her humiliating me.
 
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BlkNYLONS said:
Not the first time I had tried this trick, thought I was sly and getting away with it. I was younger sitting next to my aunt at a big family dinner, my leg just inches from her beautiful nylon encased legs, my nylon fetish in full bloom. Already with full erection at just the thought of my actions I acted like I had to scratch my leg and let my hand brush against her nylons as I had done more than once in the past. To my shocking surprise she grabbed my hand under the table and placed it firmly on her knee sliding my hand back and forth from her knee to her stocking tops and garter tabs, I lost it from the sensation of touching her slippery silky nylons and came in my pants. No one had a clue what had just happened, my aunt then asked me if I would please get her a glass of water from the kitchen. I held my dinner napkin in front of my pants to cover up as I heard my aunt giggling. Embarrassed, humiliated? Oh yes!
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So, what happened next?
 
chris313163 said:
There was a type of vicarious enjoyment seeing how she was satisfied. I was never angry. As you wrote, it was live porn. Also, had to give the old guy credit--had incredible virility.
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One normally doesn't have penis envy when the other is 50+ years older, but I did!
 
My experience is tame but nonetheless it fueled my cuckold fantasies. This past July while attending a large backyard bbq hosted by someone my wife sat on a board with I was publicly cuckolded as I call it. As soon as Joe C. showed up my wife was glued to him the entire time. When I got my plate of food I came back to find him sitting in my chair beside my wife. A couple of times I tried to get involved with the conversation but I was pretty much ignored after a minute or two. Then when I was talking with a few people one wondered who Joe's new girlfriend was. I was slightly humiliated as it was my wife. At the same time I was extremely aroused by the situation.
Later when most people had left everyone sat around the firepit but I had to sit across from my wife as she was sitting beside him. From 5:30 until midnight they were together.
 
WonderPonder said:
My experience is tame but nonetheless it fueled my cuckold fantasies. This past July while attending a large backyard bbq hosted by someone my wife sat on a board with I was publicly cuckolded as I call it. As soon as Joe C. showed up my wife was glued to him the entire time. When I got my plate of food I came back to find him sitting in my chair beside my wife. A couple of times I tried to get involved with the conversation but I was pretty much ignored after a minute or two. Then when I was talking with a few people one wondered who Joe's new girlfriend was. I was slightly humiliated as it was my wife. At the same time I was extremely aroused by the situation.
Later when most people had left everyone sat around the firepit but I had to sit across from my wife as she was sitting beside him. From 5:30 until midnight they were together.
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From your posts I’m finally putting together that Joe from the BBQ is your wife’s first date New Years Eve. Can you tell the full story, details she offered up when she finally made it home New Years Day?
 
Chazwill said:
From your posts I’m finally putting together that Joe from the BBQ is your wife’s first date New Years Eve. Can you tell the full story, details she offered up when she finally made it home New Years Day?
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After the party they went to his house where they had sex twice. Then in the morning she gave him a bj then awhile later they had sex again.
She phoned me asking if she could go to brunch with him which they did. Then after they went back to his house to talk about things before another round. He dropped her off at 4:30pm Monday.
Her and I have a date night tonight and we'll talk more in better detail. Tomorrow they're doing dinner then going to some show thing. Again she'll be staying over and will probably spend Sunday with him as I told her I'm watching football all day.
Before her mentioning him asking her out for NYE I've had difficulties getting hard and our sex life has been completely non existent since August. My issues are very serious but since this I've had little issues getting erect and aroused. After this weekend we'll know more about the direction this will take.
 
Buffy47 said:
How did you catch them? Or did you know it was going to happen in advance? Why did your GF fuck the guy was it to reduce the rent?
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Buffy47 said:
Why do you think you wasn't humiliated? Was it because u wasn't meant to be watching and so not exactly cuckold just cheated on? Or was it because as a GF maybe wasn't enough true love to actually care
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Good question. I think I didn't feel humiliated because it was so exciting to watch. I suppose if we were involved in a threesome and she only paid attention, only wanted the old guys cock, then I might have been humiliated. Honestly, I was envious of the old guys virility. Most guys want to be able to satisfy a woman with their cock; he had no problem doing that.
 
Humiliation isn't necessarily something that can be done TO you. Often as not it is entirely about you, after all, its YOUR feelings and no one else's. So is a cuckold, who gets off on being submissive and having his wife fuck others in front of him, with no consent, and the guys condescending.. is he humiliated if it turns him on and HE doesn't feel humiliated? we might think he Should be, and view it as humiliating, but his response is his. I have encountered a couple of things I would have thought, by general expectation, would be humiliating at least a bit. But instead found it arousing and erotic. And non sexually, the first and only) time getting my ass thoroughly kicked, not even getting in a single hit back in. Thought it would be humiliating. Not at all, it was empowering. I took everything the 6'3 195 lbs tight end could give this 5'2" 120 lb violin playing nerd, got back on my feet every time. Called him every name I could think of as he kept hitting me, and refused to press charges for the assault against my parents wishes. That was Saturday and by Monday morning the whole school seemed to know I had stood up to one of the meanest bastards in the school. I looked it, broken nose, split lips, black eyes, and kidney bruised from him kicking me while I was on the ground.. which by the way is why I always got back up LOL. Getting my ass kicked was one of the best things that happened to me in High School. Thank you Friedrich Nietzsche. And when I found out WHY it happened I forgave him... someone had written shit about his girlfriend in his locker, she was a really nice gal, and he had been lied to that it was me. The guy who really did it was a 320 lbs defensive end, he told me and apologized 4 years later.
Humiliation is really in the control of the "victim". If he is getting exactly what he wants out of it, and you are giving it to him? Who is really in control?
Or I may just be full of shit and bored and need to go do something productive. But I agree with the OP, I would have seen the "hot" in the situation, a reflection of my life experiences, not humiliated at all.
 
BlkNYLONS said:
Not the first time I had tried this trick, thought I was sly and getting away with it. I was younger sitting next to my aunt at a big family dinner, my leg just inches from her beautiful nylon encased legs, my nylon fetish in full bloom. Already with full erection at just the thought of my actions I acted like I had to scratch my leg and let my hand brush against her nylons as I had done more than once in the past. To my shocking surprise she grabbed my hand under the table and placed it firmly on her knee sliding my hand back and forth from her knee to her stocking tops and garter tabs, I lost it from the sensation of touching her slippery silky nylons and came in my pants. No one had a clue what had just happened, my aunt then asked me if I would please get her a glass of water from the kitchen. I held my dinner napkin in front of my pants to cover up as I heard my aunt giggling. Embarrassed, humiliated? Oh yes!
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I became erect just reading this!
 
I don't think I am very good at being humiliated and embarrassed about sex or sexuality.

A couple of times my wife has said things to her friends in front of me that I guess could have been embarrassing. Both times it just made me horny.

The first time one of her friends was worried about having sex for the first time hurting and my wife said to her in front of all their friends she would lend her friend me if she wanted because I was too small to possibly hurt her.

The second time was after she lent me a pair of her sexy knickers because I had run out of clean underwear. Once all her housemates were home she couldn't wait to tell them all and have me show them.
 
SavannaT said:
Hopefully, he says he isn’t turned on by it at all but hope the guys who hit on me and tell me he’s a closeted beta is true and deserves to be cucked.
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Has he seen guys hit on you and list for your beautiful tits? Does he see what you post here?
 
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