Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[lil_jenni]

Well, it's been a long few weeks. I was sick all last week (not Covid, but not sure what it was either). Last Monday (eclipse day) was okay, but by Monday night I was miserable. We tried sex anyway since last Monday was the end of the my two weeks of no sex, but it was not good. At least I did not have those troublesome intrusive thoughts when we tried...

We had sex last Thursday, and it was okay as I was feeling a bit better. So, Hubby and I left the Kiddo with Hubby's cousin and spent the weekend in a cabin in the mountains. That was good. I did have occasional intrusive thoughts about wanting/needing/deserving to be hurt during sex, but was able to work though them. It's all still a little off for us (well, for me), but it's getting better.

Oh, and I have now been officially diagnosed as bi-polar. It was something talked about before but as a manifestation of my other mental health issues rather than a diagnosis. But evidently both my therapists and the psychiatrist feel it's become disruptive enough to need treatment as a primary problem. It may be pregnancy related too, which is my hope...

 

[Centauri1]

Are you going to start treatment after your kids are born?

 

[lil_jenni]

Are you going to start treatment after your kids are born?

That's what the psychiatrist is recommending. He doesn't want to mess too much with my meds while I'm pregnant. And he wants to see how things are afterwards. But he wants to watch my mental health very closely after I give birth.

 

[JerseyJade]

That's what the psychiatrist is recommending. He doesn't want to mess too much with my meds while I'm pregnant. And he wants to see how things are afterwards. But he wants to watch my mental health very closely after I give birth.

When is your baby due?

 

[lil_jenni]

When is your baby due?

Babies. Twin girls. And August 5 is my tentative C-section date.

 

[JerseyJade]

Babies. Twin girls. And August 5 is my tentative C-section date.

Aww!

 

[13Fantasies]

I'm glad they have a diagnosis and a plan. Wish you all the best. -Hugs-

 

[lil_jenni]

Do you know what the doctors don't tell you when your pregnant with twins? That the vicious little parasites don't necessarily sleep at the same fucking time. Baby A (who's lower) likes to kick. No, she loves to kick. She kicks all the fucking time. And this may make me a bad mother, but I've nicknamed her "little bitch" because of the fucking kicking.

Anyway, she was kicking up a storm last night as I was trying to get to sleep. Baby B was being pretty chill, which is her usual. I mean she kicks, but nothing like Baby A. Finally, Baby A calms down... and for some reason, just as I was drifting off to sleep, Baby B decides to move around and get some kicks in. And after a few seconds, Baby A, who I was sure was asleep, kinda jumps and starts kicking hard. I think her sister kicked her awake, and boy was she pissed. I did everything I could think of the calm them down, but no... I maybe got three hours of real sleep.

I've been in a foul mood anyway, but today I'm going on way too little sleep. It's going to be a fucking tough day. I can't loose my temper with the students, but heaven help anyone else who crosses me today.

I can't wait to have the vicious little parasites cut the fuck out of me, but that's still three fucking months away!!!

 

[dkak001]

Yeah, I laughed above... Not for your misery, but because I recall those days with my wife (And that was without twins...).

Hope your day gets better!

 

[Centauri1]

Do you know what the doctors don't tell you when your pregnant with twins? That the vicious little parasites don't necessarily sleep at the same fucking time. Baby A (who's lower) likes to kick. No, she loves to kick. She kicks all the fucking time. And this may make me a bad mother, but I've nicknamed her "little bitch" because of the fucking kicking.

Anyway, she was kicking up a storm last night as I was trying to get to sleep. Baby B was being pretty chill, which is her usual. I mean she kicks, but nothing like Baby A. Finally, Baby A calms down... and for some reason, just as I was drifting off to sleep, Baby B decides to move around and get some kicks in. And after a few seconds, Baby A, who I was sure was asleep, kinda jumps and starts kicking hard. I think her sister kicked her awake, and boy was she pissed. I did everything I could think of the calm them down, but no... I maybe got three hours of real sleep.

I've been in a foul mood anyway, but today I'm going on way too little sleep. It's going to be a fucking tough day. I can't loose my temper with the students, but heaven help anyone else who crosses me today.

I can't wait to have the vicious little parasites cut the fuck out of me, but that's still three fucking months away!!!

I laughed out loud, my manager said something, I'm like oops.

 

[Centauri1]

I laughed out loud, my manager said something, I'm like oops.

And now all I think of is thing 1, thing 2

 

[lil_jenni]

And now all I think of is thing 1, thing 2

I call them Thing 1 and Thing 2 sometimes, but I've gotten in the habit of Baby A and Baby B because that's what my OBGyn calls them. Evidently it's the convention with multiples. The one positioned closest to the cervix, and thus likely to he born first in a vaginal birth, is Baby A.
I secretly call her Aimee and Baby B Brooke. Hubby is okay with Brooke but not a fan of any spelling variant of "Amy". He's never said why, but his cousin told me they had a great aunt named Amy who was not at all a nice person. But I think I can work on him with that. At least it's not the name of some ex who broke his heart... I hope. I kinda have my heart set on Aimee for her now...

 

[lil_jenni]

I call them Thing 1 and Thing 2 sometimes, but I've gotten in the habit of Baby A and Baby B because that's what my OBGyn calls them. Evidently it's the convention with multiples. The one positioned closest to the cervix, and thus likely to he born first in a vaginal birth, is Baby A.
I secretly call her Aimee and Baby B Brooke. Hubby is okay with Brooke but not a fan of any spelling variant of "Amy". He's never said why, but his cousin told me they had a great aunt named Amy who was not at all a nice person. But I think I can work on him with that. At least it's not the name of some ex who broke his heart... I hope. I kinda have my heart set on Aimee for her now...

And yes, I know it's cheesy to give them 'A' and 'B' names because of Baby A and Baby B, but I didn't set out to do it. It just kinda happened.

 

[bobb_sledd]

Do you know what the doctors don't tell you when your pregnant with twins? That the vicious little parasites don't necessarily sleep at the same fucking time. Baby A (who's lower) likes to kick. No, she loves to kick. She kicks all the fucking time. And this may make me a bad mother, but I've nicknamed her "little bitch" because of the fucking kicking.

Anyway, she was kicking up a storm last night as I was trying to get to sleep. Baby B was being pretty chill, which is her usual. I mean she kicks, but nothing like Baby A. Finally, Baby A calms down... and for some reason, just as I was drifting off to sleep, Baby B decides to move around and get some kicks in. And after a few seconds, Baby A, who I was sure was asleep, kinda jumps and starts kicking hard. I think her sister kicked her awake, and boy was she pissed. I did everything I could think of the calm them down, but no... I maybe got three hours of real sleep.

I've been in a foul mood anyway, but today I'm going on way too little sleep. It's going to be a fucking tough day. I can't loose my temper with the students, but heaven help anyone else who crosses me today.

I can't wait to have the vicious little parasites cut the fuck out of me, but that's still three fucking months away!!!

Hang in there, Mama Bear!

 

[lil_jenni]

Hubby and I went to dinner with his old boss and his GF, AKA my Brazilian crush. She looked stunning, of course, while I looked as big as a fucking house. I am almost as big around at a little over six months as I was at nine with the first pregnancy. Damn twins.

However, seeing her was only the second best part of the evening. Her BF just bought a Corvette C8 E-Ray, and he let me drive it!!!

I took it out with my crush riding along, and I think I scared the shit out of her.

But fuck, that thing is awesome! It makes my WRX feel like it's slow as fuck.

Now for the bad part... It's so low and I'm so preggo that I couldn't get out of it on my own. Hubby had to help me.

 

[One_ping_only]

Hubby and I went to dinner with his old boss and his GF, AKA my Brazilian crush. She looked stunning, of course, while I looked as big as a fucking house. I am almost as big around at a little over six months as I was at nine with the first pregnancy. Damn twins.

However, seeing her was only the second best part of the evening. Her BF just bought a Corvette C8 E-Ray, and he let me drive it!!!

I took it out with my crush riding along, and I think I scared the shit out of her.

But fuck, that thing is awesome! It makes my WRX feel like it's slow as fuck.

Now for the bad part... It's so low and I'm so preggo that I couldn't get out of it on my own. Hubby had to help me.

As I was reading this and when you said you drove said C8, I immediately thought " how the fuck did you get in and out of the dam car " ........ thank you kindly for explaining how haaaa!!!

Sounds like a great evening!

 

[lil_jenni]

As I was reading this and when you said you drove said C8, I immediately thought " how the fuck did you get in and out of the dam car " ........ thank you kindly for explaining how haaaa!!!

Sounds like a great evening!

Getting in wasn't that bad, really. I just kinda used the door (the window was down) to lower myself until I fell in. But there was no way I was getting out on my own.

And it's so tight inside I felt almost trapped... but I forgot all about it when I took it down the entrance ramp onto the freeway....

I like Corvettes but I'm not a huge fan. I'd driven the same guy's prior C7 Z06 and I liked it, but nothing like the C8. That thing could make me a fan easy.

 

[One_ping_only]

Getting in wasn't that bad, really. I just kinda used the door (the window was down) to lower myself until I fell in. But there was no way I was getting out on my own.

And it's so tight inside I felt almost trapped... but I forgot all about it when I took it down the entrance ramp onto the freeway....

I like Corvettes but I'm not a huge fan. I'd driven the same guy's prior C7 Z06 and I liked it, but nothing like the C8. That thing could make me a fan easy.

Well getting in should she been easy, peasy with gravity doing most of the work !! It was the fitting in such a tight seat and then getting out is what made me go " hmmmmm "!!

I'm sure feeling the torque getting in the highway was exhilarating and loads of fun!!!! Good thing it didn't start your contractions or you would've just driven the C8 straight to the ER haaaaaa!!

It's probably the only GM car I'd accept if GM were to offer me a free ride. Anything else I'd have to respectfully decline though my wife would love an Escalade

 

[lil_jenni]

After a great deal of research and soul searching, I've come to the disheartening conclusion that the Outback probably is a little too small for our needs, and I'm going to have to get a car with three rows. Fucking twins.

But for some reason, car companies don't seem to think people who need three rows want a manual transmission. All those ones we've looked at so far are automatics.

We're going to go test drive a Subaru Ascent this weekend. Hubby has also suggested we look at Explorers, since they have a little more power and he knows I like power. We'll see.

At least I'll still have my WRX if I need to get away from the kids and engage in a little automotive therapy.

Although, it does seem slow ever since I drove the C8...

 

[One_ping_only]

After a great deal of research and soul searching, I've come to the disheartening conclusion that the Outback probably is a little too small for our needs, and I'm going to have to get a car with three rows. Fucking twins.

But for some reason, car companies don't seem to think people who need three rows want a manual transmission. All those ones we've looked at so far are automatics.

We're going to go test drive a Subaru Ascent this weekend. Hubby has also suggested we look at Explorers, since they have a little more power and he knows I like power. We'll see.

At least I'll still have my WRX if I need to get away from the kids and engage in a little automotive therapy.

Although, it does seem slow ever since I drove the C8...

Those few minutes in that C8 has obviously ruined you in regards to power and torque .......... ruined for life haaaa!!!

I remember you saying you were interested in a Cayenne albeit it doesn't have the required 3rd row?!? Why not the humongous Cadillac Escalade with it's 3rd row and then some ....... but not the regular Escalade but the whatever super ultra powerful version instead?? That's the only 3 row suv I can think of that has both 3rd row and like million pounds of torque!?!?

 

[GuySLut]

A coworker has just bought an Explorer ST. With the options she bought it’s basically a police spec but with a nicer interior.
For a people mover it goes, stops and handles a whole lot better than I thought it would.
And a friend of mine who is a police officer said those things are tough as nails.

 

[dkak001]

Three side by side in the Subaru would be a little tight. There's always the good old ford vans that the huge religious families burn around in. You'll be set for when you hit that double digit number of kids...
https://www.ford.com/trucks/transit-passenger-van-wagon/

 

[lil_jenni]

No Escalade (too big) and no van of any kind.

And no more kids. I'm getting a tubal ligation when they yank these two out. It's already set up with my OBGyn -- take the babies out, tie the tubes, sew me back up.

 

[Hipshot1554]

No Escalade (too big) and no van of any kind.

And no more kids. I'm getting a tubal ligation when they yank these two out. It's already set up with my OBGyn -- take the babies out, tie the tubes, sew me back up.

Leave the "playpen" in...

 

[13Fantasies]

You knew the risks when you had another baby. Van time!