Luna's Haven~closed save for invitees.

[Luna_Wolf72]

On to Toni

He Wasn't Man Enough

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Just Be a Man About It

Spanish Guitar

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

You Mean The World To Me

I don't Want to

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Last Toni song

Hit The Freeway

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Tyrese

Stay

How You Gonna Act Like That

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Home again. My day off and i have done nothing but vegetate. Feels good. Soothing. Calming.

I have two pieces to do for Vixie. So maybe I should get started?

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

The keys stop there noise as the first piece is written and submitted.

Time to focus on a Mina and see what she has left to say.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Journal Entry 11-30-11

There is silence. Real silence and tears. Tears of relief, of fears released, of things pushed to side because they are no longer there to be counted upon. Do I miss those things? I am no longer sure. I can't be certain of the truth. I don't know how much had been my own wishful thinking and how much had been honest.

Probably about half of each.

And it no longer matters. Caring for, relying on, needing someone? It only makes sense if those others returned the respect they were given, each and every time. Too few have done that. It is a rarity, even in the Real World.

So what about selfishness, now? It is still true for me that being selfish saves me heart break, heart ache. It is still true for me that I would rather be the selfish bitch that walked away then be the selfless cunt that sticks around to be kicked. Only a masochist sticks around to be abused. Only a stupid git wishes for what can not be. I am selfish enough to want to keep my sanity. I am selfish enough to think that I have given as much as I could and that it beyond time for me to quit it.

My world shrinks. The people I allow into it gets smaller and smaller. But I expect that. It is safety and sanity to only allow those who have proven themselves above and beyond the call of duty. It is a selfish conceit that I have found the few that are able to provide me with that.

In the Real World, I feel lost, confused, out of sorts. Her words did damage, and I don't believe she understands the extent of it. I can't tell her, not yet. I am still far too angry to explain it and too scared of my own reactions whenever I think on the conversation and the way it should go. I can't understand how, IF she knows me at all, she could think that my reactions would be anything less than angry.

The way I feel about my children? To disrespect, to disparage, one? Causes a deep anger that I am not sure I will ever safely contain. That scares me.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I walk in, my hands filled with pictures that others found, things that scream ME. Each one...is apt. Is beautiful and gorgeous and sweet.

I find a hammer, some frames, some nails...and place them all to the right of my fireplace.

Yeishia gifts

Daddy Dearest gifts

Stands back and gives them all a slow once over. A small grin.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Home. I am home. There are a few things that must be done. Thought on. Completed. The first bit is simple...Ondine. Also my alien. Must work on her, finish hammering her out for a poppet.

So, silence as I stalk inside, shutting the door behind me. Grabbing my lap top, I head for the living room and my fireplace. A snap of small fingers starts the flames crackling and then I turn away to get comfortable on the couch.

Words. Gotta find some.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Typing stops. Thoughts reform...I pull up the Cavern and prepare to write out the alien there...for a poppet.

Typing resumes.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

drops from hidey-hole in the high above


kisses the boi...kisses the boi well...thoroughly...kisses with lips and tongue and teeth...kisses with fingers in dark curls and a thigh moving between hers...kisses with fire and sharpness and feathers...

Don't expect to pop up and not get kissed, boi.

leaps back up, into the shadows, laughing like a school girl

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Giddy laughter as a GG kisses this boi senseless. Good thing the second part was finished. The PM sent. Otherwise this boi's brain might have run from her ear...

A soft sigh as typing resumes. Focusing on a jotting notes for Dahmia.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Returning to my Haven, head heavy. Brain aching. I have another post to work on for the evening...and a Micah story that is screaming to be told. I am thinking that eventually, I shall make a solo thread for her...

A soft sigh as I grab my lap top and pull up my thread with Noonish. His last post was epic...and though I can not do much, a reaction is still required.

Hesitant typing...starts.

 

[dragonrazor]

*slips in, tickles a vulf, then leaves cookies and pastries*

 

[dragonrazor]

*slips in, leaving a note with an idea that seems just perfect for Luna, and too good to keep to his dragony self* Vulfen tribe worshipping a wolf god. They're known for fighting and killing humans, though lately they seem to have taken to subjugation of human women as well (and strange gender transformation of human men through a combination of magic and medicine). A human man is captured, but not as easily as usual. When his captor, a busty female wolf, strips him down to prepare him for what usually happens, she finds that he's been marked as a Seeder (one who sows seed) by her god. You can imagine the rather unusual predicament that that puts her and her tribe in, to find a human male that is meant to seed their women to strengthen their tribe.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Returning home, head heavy, smile bight.

Slipping inside, locking the doors behind me. I need to get Micah onto the screen. Write something just for me. Not for a story or an owed post. Something that is just mine...something that belongs only to me.

Grabbing my lap top, i head for the living room and my fire place. Soft music wafts through the air.

Concentration.

I can do this.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Rereading Micah. I like what's there. It feels....correct. I check through all of my other threads but nothing has been updated, nothing is owed. I decide that music and dancing seems to be what is needed next and I wonder if I can go find Cherry's strip thread....

 

[dragonrazor]

*slips in long enough to leave some Christmasy cheer for Luna, then slips back out, seeking a Christmasy thread idea*

 

[_Raven_]

*leaves love for Daddy's boi*

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

stolen from This is For YOU~from a Deeva...we three wild things

A small smile, feeling warmed clear down to my toes...as I see what daddy Dearest left for this boi....

 

[Daddi_DJ]

Just wanted to say hey

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Just wanted to say hey

DADDI!!!!!

*pounces her to the floor and covers her with kisses*

Today is bad...

thank you for coming!!

 

[dragonrazor]

*pounces them both, then darts away*

 

[Daddi_DJ]

Thinks to self....Damn men!!! Can't let us have a girl moment! sheesh!

*recovers from the midget tackle*

"Hey there munchkin!!"