Luna's Haven~closed save for invitees.

Safe place. Gotta have a safe place. Before I explode or cry or scream or something. In the Real World, I am laughing, talking, joking with my daughter. Trying so fucking hard for her to not see me falling apart. Trying to make her feel safe. I am devastated. So fucking worried I can't think.

But I gotta smile and make it easy for her. Poor kidlet. Poor baby. And fuck it's hard. So I come home, to my cyber haven and cry it all out...right here...cuz I can't do it in the RW, not yet...

Fuck.
 
Crouches at the door and leaves a note and a single black rose that is nearly as beautiful as the boi is..

It's a short message, but a meaningful one.


Thank you for the loves and gentle reminders that you are here.. for me.
 
Wanders home and catches the scent of a sweet one. The door opens with a gentle scree of sound and I find...the note, the rose. I pick them up, cuddle them close and move into my living room.

The Blessing had found a picture for me...and I love it...and so i stole it to bring it home. I tack it to the right of my fireplace, eyes going to the wolf in the foreground.


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Then I sit down, my eyes gazing enraptured at the black rose, the sweet words few but honest. She knows. And that is enough.
 
I run up to Luna and tag her on her back and scream....Monkey Puss!!!!

*giggling hysterically as I run off into the woods*
 
Home again...I walk in the door and am almost bowled over by Gray. His voice is a cacophony in my head.

HI HI...where you been, big wolf? You not been visit in long while.

Laughter as I grab the lap top and set about getting my thoughts in order for my thread with Sasha....
 
The post is finished. I have read it through twice....and have decided that it will do...so I turn my brain to ideas for Pamdorica and my young Ftm...

*sighs*
 
Another act of presumption

I move cautiously through the dense forest to approach Syr Luna's cabin. As the trees thin out I find myself presented with a sign of warning.

Do NOT enter unless invited. You will be bled.

Swallowing hard, wondering what he would do if he found me here, how it would feel to be pinned and bled by hym, almost masochistic enough to find out.

... almost

I move just close enough to place a gift in hys mailbox, lifting the little flag attached to it before fleeing.




The scene is set within for a deep seated fantasy of mine to unfold. Having browsed Syr's SRP posts, I know that I will be honoured if he chooses to ensnare and abuse my character. The bait is set with a tasty celtic morsel offered up for hys delectation. Hopefully Syr will choose to add to its pages, fragranced as they are with the musky residual aromas of my favourite perfume, overlaid with my own arousal from when I paused throughout writing it to touch my worthless cunt and imagine hym taking and using me. I also took the liberty of adding a few illustrations, to whet Syr's appetite.

Something tells me I'll be bled, whatever happens, sexually and psychologically, before Syr's feral lust is sated.
 
I don't know. Just sitting here. You?

Working on my FtM character for the thread that Dori linked me...

have already posted two others.

Talking to my son son...and texting Rica...

plus Kel and Nic....

and Dawn...

and now seeing you in my haven...

*nods*
 
Hangs a sign~ on both the front door and the tree that guards the path that leads to my home.

STAY OUT. Wolf working.

Turns up the music...

The sound of hesitant typing is heard.
 
The sounds of typing fades as the first bit of writing is completed. A momentary silence. A new thread pulled up, an idea forming....
 
Silence as I make my way inside my haven. My head aches, my belly does too, and I feel kind of...blah. Like parts of me have gone missing and I can not get them back. Lights go on, the fire is laid and lit with a wave of one small hand.

I sink into the softness of my couch and debate....things.
 
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