Married, Happy, and craving cock

not married; str8 cock-craving, cum-craving male; lately I've been going onto Chatrandom at trying to get people to cum for me; I think I'm addicted. Now I'm trying to find a massage in NYC that has t/s masseuses
 
I would love to have a cock sliding in and out of my mouth. Mmmmmm then feeling it swell as it releases it's load into my throat.
 
I Once you've acknowledged that urge, it really is impossible to ignore. I would really love to find a discreet bi buddy for occasional safe play, but I can never quite push myself to take that risk.

Hard to get past that and take the plunge I know that feeling well..
 
Wow

Wow I had a friend stop by the other day. we never played before but boy do I hope he stops by again
 
I can't stop thinking about hooking up with someone, releasing their hard cock from their pants, playing with it while they play with mine and we try to see who can resist pouncing on the other's cock the longest :)
 
I can't stop thinking about hooking up with someone, releasing their hard cock from their pants, playing with it while they play with mine and we try to see who can resist pouncing on the other's cock the longest :)

sounds like fun to me. who would be begging to cum first?
 
probably them - I'm good at holding back from cumming, and in a situation like that I probably wouldn't be good at resisting the urge to take their cock and suck it down to the root :)
 
You would be surprised - there a lot of men like you out there whose wives not only have not killed them when they came out, but embraced their husband's sexuality and they not only remain married, but many have open marriages. Wouldn't you rather be able to be open with your wife about who you are and get rid of your secrets?

How do I know this? - my husband came out to me over 12 years ago and we have a regular threesome with a bi-friend, plus they meet alone too, so we all get to play and enjoy with no more secrets.

BTW - some women are really turned on my two men together!

I realize this was posted a long time ago, but it reflects my fantasy to a T! I would love to be the F in an MMF, and to watch my men get each other off. That would be heaven.
 
Craving

It is the craving that is the worst problem; that dark desire that you carry around with you like a cloud everywhere you go. Actually, the craving is kind of a rollercoaster ride: after you succumb to it, it feels like you are in control, only to have it heighten and take over your psyche at some inopportune time in the future. I sucked a guy off at a motel once, and he said the craving never goes away no matter how hard you try to wish it away.

I’m happily married, but while my desires have increased, hers unfortunately have waned. That in itself ignites my hidden desire to suck someone in a similar circumstance.

The ideal: a friend who is married and buried deep in the closet like myself; a married couple would be perfect--so our wives could be friends and never suspect that their husbands like to drop on their knees and drink each others cum on occasion.
 
It is the craving that is the worst problem; that dark desire that you carry around with you like a cloud everywhere you go. Actually, the craving is kind of a rollercoaster ride: after you succumb to it, it feels like you are in control, only to have it heighten and take over your psyche at some inopportune time in the future. I sucked a guy off at a motel once, and he said the craving never goes away no matter how hard you try to wish it away.

I’m happily married, but while my desires have increased, hers unfortunately have waned. That in itself ignites my hidden desire to suck someone in a similar circumstance.

The ideal: a friend who is married and buried deep in the closet like myself; a married couple would be perfect--so our wives could be friends and never suspect that their husbands like to drop on their knees and drink each others cum on occasion.
Agree totally! Interesting how many of us there are with the desire that doesn't go away.
 
Add a little More

My add, perfection would be when the women also know and enjoy watching, coaching and participating!


It is the craving that is the worst problem; that dark desire that you carry around with you like a cloud everywhere you go. Actually, the craving is kind of a rollercoaster ride: after you succumb to it, it feels like you are in control, only to have it heighten and take over your psyche at some inopportune time in the future. I sucked a guy off at a motel once, and he said the craving never goes away no matter how hard you try to wish it away.

I’m happily married, but while my desires have increased, hers unfortunately have waned. That in itself ignites my hidden desire to suck someone in a similar circumstance.

The ideal: a friend who is married and buried deep in the closet like myself; a married couple would be perfect--so our wives could be friends and never suspect that their husbands like to drop on their knees and drink each others cum on occasion.
 
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