Mouth, Swallowing -vs- marking my body w/his release...

[funkygreeneyedlady]

wow so many repsonses... THANK YOU!

Okay, perhaps I didn't explain this as well as I should have? I have no aversion to sperm, per-say... what I mean to say is I have absolutely NO issues with my husbands cum on my face, hair, my body... being rubbed into said body parts... I LOVE it! I like the feel of it! (Course - I also tend to giggle thinking of it being "hair gel" a fairly famous line from "Something about Mary" - sorry so far off topic)
I do rub his cum all over my face, lips, and I do taste him from my fingers, I even like the wetness off his cock.... however, the aversion is in my mouth... I have never spoken to anyone in the medical community and I have no idea if it's even possible to be more prone then others to have a bigger (if that's even the right verbiage?) gag reflex then a normal/average person? I just get frustrated...
I can mentally cause myself to dry heave, I know this is really bad of me, but when I was younger and was working at a job I hated with a passion... it came in handy...
But now? It really pisses me off! I do not do this as a way to be getting out of doing something... on the contrary, I. WANT. THIS.
I know it sounds to some like - 'RIGHT... so you claim - but IF you really wanted this then you'd do it"! I don't mean to offend... but I struggle with this... I am VERY confident in my abilities - except for this one minor drawback I GIVE FANTASTIC HEAD!!! This is me that is the one that gets frustrated with myself and angry with myself... my husband loves me and although I know deep down he would love nothing more then for me to be able to take it all in my mouth... he has told me numerous times he's 'okay' with it --- but that's the problem...
I'M NOT OKAY WITH IT!!
I think about this, and want this... and then in the midst of said act I fail... and it really pisses me off!
(my biggest apologies for being rude with my words)
I realize to some regardless of what I say, my words mean very little, --- I realize actions speak volumes... I am the biggest and forever the worse ever critic of my actions and myself... so nothing you say here - weather you assume I am stretching my truths or not laying it on the line... I guess I look at it this way... I am old enough, set in my ways and I don't have time to beat around the bush when I want someones advice, I have had to deal with more lying and deceit then many will in their entire lifetime... this came from the people that claimed to love me the very most... I DO not find it necessary to lie. Trust is extremely important to me.

So with all that long winded B.S. being said...
I will be getting me some honey... I check the cabinets... found we were out... although we've got maple syrup? That might work...
Has anyone ever heard of eating certain fruits? Not sure if this is an old wives tale... or truth... but have heard people claim if you eat a lot of pineapple - well it would help with flavor?
Personally, I would like to get past the mental crap I have so I could 'taste' I don't have the luxury before my mind starts to create havoc and I wretch; does still having tonsils make a difference too? I want to talk to someone medically... but I honestly have not clue how oto go about that conversation LOL!

AGAIN THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR ADVICE, AND POSTS... I really appreciate the time you all took to even read my post initially and then to post as well... thank you all!

 

[BiBunny]

You actually don't taste it as much by swallowing as you do by spitting it back out. If he cums near the back of your throat, and you swallow, you've effectively bypassed most of your tastebuds. If he cums, and you spit it out, you've spread it all over your tongue, which makes you taste it MORE.

 

[funkygreeneyedlady]

simple... to the point...

You actually don't taste it as much by swallowing as you do by spitting it back out. If he cums near the back of your throat, and you swallow, you've effectively bypassed most of your tastebuds. If he cums, and you spit it out, you've spread it all over your tongue, which makes you taste it MORE.

Thank you! I know this will seem completely naive of me... but, I never even considered this... I know DUH... right? I mean I still have a strange aversion to mentally get over, but, I 'get' what you are saying... and I understand I feel the cum in my mouth and it does have an odd texture... but, again having never been successful at swallowing---I just take what I know and assume...

I am definitely going to work on the 'mental' aversion and attempt to work on it... I think if I do some of my positive thinking... and create a 'happy place' I can think of at that moment... maybe or perhaps I can make it to the 'other side' finally.

 

[rosco rathbone]

You actually don't taste it as much by swallowing as you do by spitting it back out. If he cums near the back of your throat, and you swallow, you've effectively bypassed most of your tastebuds. If he cums, and you spit it out, you've spread it all over your tongue, which makes you taste it MORE.

I made this point in post #3, above.

 

[JMohegan]

I am VERY confident in my abilities - except for this one minor drawback I GIVE FANTASTIC HEAD!!! This is me that is the one that gets frustrated with myself and angry with myself... my husband loves me and although I know deep down he would love nothing more then for me to be able to take it all in my mouth... he has told me numerous times he's 'okay' with it --- but that's the problem...
I'M NOT OKAY WITH IT!!

Is there a power or control element to your relationship? Is your husband accustomed to taking charge?

I ask because, of everything you've written, the part that seems implausible to me is the notion that this guy would "love nothing more than" you swallowing, yet somehow just accepts a state in which you compare it to snot and spit it out in disgust.

Look, everyone has aversions, for one reason or another. Fact is that some can be overcome. Depends on the person as to whether pleasurable association, distraction, or negative consequence works better, but as far as challenges go, this one just doesn't seem that tough.

I wouldn't tolerate honey or syrup smeared on my cock. My suggestion is that your husband take a more active role in helping you overcome this problem.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Is there a power or control element to your relationship? Is your husband accustomed to taking charge?

I ask because, of everything you've written, the part that seems implausible to me is the notion that this guy would "love nothing more than" you swallowing, yet somehow just accepts a state in which you compare it to snot and spit it out in disgust.

Look, everyone has aversions, for one reason or another. Fact is that some can be overcome. Depends on the person as to whether pleasurable association, distraction, or negative consequence works better, but as far as challenges go, this one just doesn't seem that tough.

I wouldn't tolerate honey or syrup smeared on my cock. My suggestion is that your husband take a more active role in helping you overcome this problem.

Who knows, maybe he gets off on frustration.

 

[JMohegan]

Who knows, maybe he gets off on frustration.

Oh. Or maybe he's the s?

Or (borrowing a phrase from the opening post) - still mired in society's dictates to be "kind about it all."

 

[rosco rathbone]

Oh. Or maybe he's the s?

Or (borrowing a phrase from the opening post) - still mired in society's dictates to be "kind about it all."

Is it lewd that the phrase "find myself losing nerve as he nears..." gives me a bone?

 

[JMohegan]

Is it lewd that the phrase "find myself losing nerve as he nears..." gives me a bone?

Haha - obviously. But in a good way!

Situation just cries out for a firm hand on the back of the head. Even if spillage occurs, the eyes will be worth the price of admission.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Haha - obviously. But in a good way!

Situation just cries out for a firm hand on the back of the head. Even if spillage occurs, the eyes will be worth the price of admission.

Or one of those O-ring gags with teeth protectors that force and hold the mouth open. Restrain her and just O in her mouth until she gets used to it.

 

[JMohegan]

Or one of those O-ring gags with teeth protectors that force and hold the mouth open. Restrain her and just O in her mouth until she gets used to it.

Now you're talkin'!

 

[Netzach]

If I had a cock, I know that if I had a chick who liked to wear it like lotion and roll around in it like a dog with a deer carcass, I think I'd feel even more win.

I also don't like vomit that much.

If he likes vomit like she likes snot, force is probably not the right attack.

 

[rosco rathbone]

If I had a cock, I know that if I had a chick who liked to wear it like lotion and roll around in it like a dog with a deer carcass, I think I'd feel even more win.

I also don't like vomit that much.

If he likes vomit like she likes snot, force is probably not the right attack.

She mentioned her gag reflex. Part of the problem could be the cock threatening her epiglottis. That's why the training method involving the gag seems like a way forward. Just dribble live sperm into the mouth without jamming a big aedeagus in there.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Or one of those O-ring gags with teeth protectors that force and hold the mouth open. Restrain her and just O in her mouth until she gets used to it.

Goddamn, hot.

*goes to dig in my stash for some pics for the OS thread*

 

[eastern sun]

I'm with Rosco and BiBunny, as to the potential solution, but want to ask how comfortable you are with deep throating? Do you have the same gag reflex from the physical sensations, or just the idea of cum in your throat?

If you're comfortable with the physical sensations of deep throating, and focus on your breathing - which can be enough of a challenge to keep you occupied - instead of anticipating the outcome of those contractions (like you're mediating, or "in the zone"), you might bypass some of the mental obstacles, and you won't physically experience the cum except as an aftertaste.

 

[rosco rathbone]

anticipating the outcome of those contractions

I love it.

 

[Netzach]

She mentioned her gag reflex. Part of the problem could be the cock threatening her epiglottis. That's why the training method involving the gag seems like a way forward. Just dribble live sperm into the mouth without jamming a big aedeagus in there.

Agree. I'd also be jacking and making it a common table condiment, normalizing it, if the issue is indeed just cum.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Agree. I'd also be jacking and making it a common table condiment, normalizing it, if the issue is indeed just cum.

A shot glass with a little bit of neutral-flavored oil, like canola, serves the purpose. With the added lubrication, the live seed won't stick to the glass, but just go down smooth like a raw egg.

 

[zarngash]

A shot glass with a little bit of neutral-flavored oil, like canola, serves the purpose. With the added lubrication, the live seed won't stick to the glass, but just go down smooth like a raw egg.

Someone should sticky this advice. . .

(rim shot)

 

[BiBunny]

I made this point in post #3, above.

Yes, you did. I didn't see it before. My bad.

 

[Netzach]

A shot glass with a little bit of neutral-flavored oil, like canola, serves the purpose. With the added lubrication, the live seed won't stick to the glass, but just go down smooth like a raw egg.

Add black pepper and it could be a dressing on greens without anyone the wiser.

Ok, I'm a sick fuck on another tangent altogether.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Add black pepper and it could be a dressing on greens without anyone the wiser.

Ok, I'm a sick fuck on another tangent altogether.

I think you need a little balsamic in there.

 

[JMohegan]

This thread is just outstanding. I don't know what's more entertaining to contemplate.

A - a pervy twist on The Taming of the Shrew (everything laced with jizz, she'll cave when she gets hungry enough), or

B - slow grin. "What's so funny?" "Did you enjoy your salad, dear?"

 

[rosco rathbone]

This thread is just outstanding. I don't know what's more entertaining to contemplate.

A - a pervy twist on The Taming of the Shrew (everything laced with jizz, she'll cave when she gets hungry enough), or

B - slow grin. "What's so funny?" "Did you enjoy your salad, dear?"

"Didn't gag at all, did you?"

 

[JMohegan]

"Didn't gag at all, did you?"

*blood drains from her face*