My GF likes to see other guys use and control me ?

[Ruby_Atom]

I wanted to thank everyone who responded and provided feedback and insight. Like most things, just talking about and thinking about it a bit helped make sense of it all. Bottom line is that just a little bit of conversation between my GF and I has made a pretty substantial difference. Helped me understand my role and desires - that it's truly about the submission (and humiliation) part for me and the intensity that that provides. Of course the whole kissing incident (being passionately kissed by a guy while he is topping me) helped bring that home. That helped me see the distinction between desiring the sex and desiring the intensity of the submission part. And she now understands all of that about me and is taking a more active role in truly taking it to that level and she is REALLY into it. And I am pretty sure that she also understands that there have to be rational limits to the discomfort/pain aspect of it.

(BTW, we did talk just a bit about the pain aspect, she said that sometimes when we are having intercourse she experiences pain and she LIKES feeling taken and controlled like that. But also that feeds a desire she has to give it back to me, turn the tables, feel the control ! )

The latest twists in our encounters are less painful, but also more intense from the submission/humiliation angle. I find it incredibly intense, but also feel a much deeper sense of being "used" when its all over. I think I like that, but its beyond what I have felt in the past and leaves me with an uneasy feeling afterwards. I do like her taking charge though so want to just see how it all progresses.

Anyway, thanks all ! I may not be that proactively active on the board for now but nice to know there is a place to go

Thanks for sharing! I'm glad it looks like it's turning out well for you.

(Also, I think it's totally hot.)

 

[2ServeWoman]

Until I find the EXACT place, this happened

To me "ONCE" and I will answer ANY & ALL private, intrusive & humiliating questions from "ALL WOMEN" - that said . . . .

So you have a baseline of "THE" most intense & humiliating day of my life, my late domme called me over, I showed up, she said, we aren't staying here, if you have to go, go now. then get in my car!

I drained my excess coffee just to try to be on the safe side, having no idea wtf she was up to until I got in her car & she said . . . . . .

"Today, you will be submitting to a man FOR me!"

I instantly broke into a sweat, recalling our heated discussions about this for almost 3 years!

But, I also recall she finally broke my resistance down as she knew I trusted her with my very life & we had that rare but, perfect connection where very few words were required @ times because "we" just KNEW!

She had reserved a room @ a convenient location between her married co-worker friend & herself, she already had a key, so I knew she had this on her schedule long before I arrived!

We entered the room, she told me to get naked & kneel down until she was ready to "prep me!"

Still sweating, flaccid & having no clue what was in store for me the next 3 hours!

She placed leather cuffs on my wrists behind my back, attached a hefty chain on my nipple rings, then placed tight clamps over those & then blindfolded me (my avatar "IS" that moment!

There was a knock @ the door, I was nervous more than ever in my life before, flaccid & I heard them talking unable to understand a word . . . . . . . .

I hope this has whet the appetite of @ least one woman @ I can squirm as I share the very intense 3 hours that followed . . . . . .