I am sorry for your loss, it is always hard when you say good bye to a parent. My father in law passed away just over 12 months ago and I still cry for him, I loved that old bastard
My condolences to you and your family.
My dad passed away in March and adjusting to life without him in it is the most difficult thing I have ever done. No matter your age, you are never prepared for the loss of a parent.