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Your Girl for All Seasons
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Amaya smiled. "Thank you, Isamu-kun. I know that it's hard for both of you," she looked obliquely at Rukia, "to share what you're feeling. But . . . well, it just seems like that's a problem that needs to be remedied." She reached out and grabbed one of each of their hands. "You're friends, and you're my friends. I want you to get along together, like we used to."
Rukia turned red again, and looked down to where Amaya's hand clasped hers. She . . . wanted to connect with them again, wanted to have friends. But she also felt sure that they were lying to her. They wouldn't want to be friends with her, with someone who had killed Kaien. It wasn't possible, and she . . . well, even if they meant it, she didn't deserve it.
The dark-haired girl flickered her eyes up to Amaya's face, trying to assess the odds that she'd be let go without at least trying to make peace with Isamu. It didn't look good. "I . . . was in the wrong as well, that night. I said things I now regret, and said them to hurt you, to try and make you feel as badly as I did." She wouldn't lie to them and say that she hadn't meant them. At the time, she'd meant them very much.
"I didn't come to see you because . . . well, because I didn't think anyone would want me around." Her fingers tightened unconsciously around Amaya's. "I've done a terrible thing, and I . . . people shouldn't want me around."
Isamu looked at her, feeling some sympathy. It was no wonder she'd snapped then, even if it didn't make him feel better about her being insulting to him. "Rukia-san, I . . . I'm sorry you feel that way."
Amaya smiled. They were making such good progress! "Rukia-chan, I understand. Grief is powerful, and I'm sorry you didn't feel that you could come to me and talk." She gave her friend a small smile and a comforting squeeze of her hand. "But here, we'll start building the friendship again!"
She stood up and went to the door, to grab a server and order three bowls of udon, then sat down at the table again. "We'll have a nice dinner, and talk and have tea. It'll be a great night!"
The dinner hadn't been a complete success, but it had gone better than she'd expected. Amaya had even gotten a small smile and a "good night" from Rukia, which was more than she'd gotten in at least six months. And Isamu had told her that Hitsugaya-taicho had wanted to start training her for bankai!
So she'd gotten up early and went to Squad 10's barracks to meet in their courtyard. That was Hitsugaya's suggestion - it would keep the odds of meeting and being delayed by Rangiku to a minimum. She hadn't thought that it would be mostly meditation, however.
The sun was warm and bright, and it was hard to keep herself from falling asleep, especially at first. And then the rock she was sitting on was uncomfortable, and she wanted to shift around. He'd been adamant, however, that perfect stillness was far more effective to the process.
He'd been very pleased at the fact that her sword had talked to her before, without the stress of battle. He seemed like he'd be a tough instructor, but he wasn't really giving her guidance. That wasn't what she was used to, but she was focused internally as much as she could be. The well of her own power, and the sword across her legs, and trying to find where the two joined.
Rukia turned red again, and looked down to where Amaya's hand clasped hers. She . . . wanted to connect with them again, wanted to have friends. But she also felt sure that they were lying to her. They wouldn't want to be friends with her, with someone who had killed Kaien. It wasn't possible, and she . . . well, even if they meant it, she didn't deserve it.
The dark-haired girl flickered her eyes up to Amaya's face, trying to assess the odds that she'd be let go without at least trying to make peace with Isamu. It didn't look good. "I . . . was in the wrong as well, that night. I said things I now regret, and said them to hurt you, to try and make you feel as badly as I did." She wouldn't lie to them and say that she hadn't meant them. At the time, she'd meant them very much.
"I didn't come to see you because . . . well, because I didn't think anyone would want me around." Her fingers tightened unconsciously around Amaya's. "I've done a terrible thing, and I . . . people shouldn't want me around."
Isamu looked at her, feeling some sympathy. It was no wonder she'd snapped then, even if it didn't make him feel better about her being insulting to him. "Rukia-san, I . . . I'm sorry you feel that way."
Amaya smiled. They were making such good progress! "Rukia-chan, I understand. Grief is powerful, and I'm sorry you didn't feel that you could come to me and talk." She gave her friend a small smile and a comforting squeeze of her hand. "But here, we'll start building the friendship again!"
She stood up and went to the door, to grab a server and order three bowls of udon, then sat down at the table again. "We'll have a nice dinner, and talk and have tea. It'll be a great night!"
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The dinner hadn't been a complete success, but it had gone better than she'd expected. Amaya had even gotten a small smile and a "good night" from Rukia, which was more than she'd gotten in at least six months. And Isamu had told her that Hitsugaya-taicho had wanted to start training her for bankai!
So she'd gotten up early and went to Squad 10's barracks to meet in their courtyard. That was Hitsugaya's suggestion - it would keep the odds of meeting and being delayed by Rangiku to a minimum. She hadn't thought that it would be mostly meditation, however.
The sun was warm and bright, and it was hard to keep herself from falling asleep, especially at first. And then the rock she was sitting on was uncomfortable, and she wanted to shift around. He'd been adamant, however, that perfect stillness was far more effective to the process.
He'd been very pleased at the fact that her sword had talked to her before, without the stress of battle. He seemed like he'd be a tough instructor, but he wasn't really giving her guidance. That wasn't what she was used to, but she was focused internally as much as she could be. The well of her own power, and the sword across her legs, and trying to find where the two joined.