serijules
just seri
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redelicious said:I was trying to explain the concept of orgasm control to a friend and realized, with my limited experience, that there was no way I could do it justice.
Can anyone define this for me? What is it used for? Is it something that you have practiced?
I actually did this for 32 days, purely for exploration purposes. A Dom friend agreed to control my orgasms and touching for a set period of time....I wanted to see how it would affect me. Would the orgasm be better when I finally was allowed? Did the thrill of having someone control it make it better?
We went through many phases in that month. Sometimes he would allow me to touch/touch me but not orgasm. Bring me to the edge over and over and never allow me to quite get there. Sometimes I would go days without being touched at all in any way. For us, it wasn't so much about control as it was about discovering how my body reacted and even teaching me new ways to be sexually stimulated. Before this experience, I used to be able to orgasm one way and one way only...direct stimulation on my clit. After that month, during which the only ways I could get ANY stimulation was when he allowed it and in the ways he allowed it, I 'trained' my body to react to more indirect forms of arousal. It was a wonderful discovery.
I loved the constant feeling of arousal. If my panties would wedge themselves up into my asscheeks during the day, what would normally be an annoyance suddenly was a very erotic little moment of stimulation. I thought about him more often during my normal workdays when we were not talking, then I usually would...my heightened desire made me more focused on him, more willing and wanting to please him to be allowed to touch or to be stimulated. It was a very nice submissive place for me to be in.
For him, it was very thrilling to know I was in such a deep state of desire when he hadn't actually done anything to arouse me directly....the simple fact that I wasn't allowed to touch myself without permission was making me beg him, throw myself at him, wanting to please him in hopes that I would be rewarded. It had to be a very powerful feeling for him as well.
When I was finally allowed to orgasm, I was almost dissapointed that the days of pushing myself like that, of re-discovering something I had taken for granted for so long, were over. (well, that dissapointment admittedly didn't last long once my ass was plugged, my thighs switched, my nipples clamped and climaxes wreaking havoc...)
BUT....I did find that after such a long period of being so constantly aroused, for far more often and longer periods than I was used to, that once I was allowed to be touched or touch myself again, it was almost like I was worn out from it all. It took me quite awhile to get interested in orgasms and arousal again, although I had no trouble climaxing. Just my interest level was down for awhile.
ah well, I'll wrap this up, I could go on forever with what I learned from it, after all, 32 days is a damn long time.