Raw Anal Lust

[FurryFury]

So very true. I hope you'll pardon me if I suddenly sound more than a little bitter... it's only because I am.

The one I called "Sir" returned home over a month ago and then decided that he didn't want a D/s relationship... he didn't want any type of relationship... least of all one that was long distance. In short... he didn't want me. He even pulled back and away because I was forming an attachment. Go figure!! Isn't there supposed to be an 'attachment' between Dominant and submissive? Please! Correct me if I'm wrong!!

He is now involved in a relationship with the cousin of his best friend while waiting for his divorce to come thru... and I'm supposed to be happy for him.

Can someone tell me what the hell he came out for a week for then... cause I certainly can't get any type of an answer to that question... other than a vague "I found what was missing in my marriage."

And... if it sounds as if I'm in the middle of a 'pity party'... please, I beg you, RETHINK that!! I'm furious as hell.

I don't blame you at all.

*HUGS and HUGS*

I hate it when people misrepresent themselves.

That's horrible. He sounds pretty damned mixed up.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

It's only good advice, if it works.

EDITED to add...then again, putting on such a show could be fun, even if there isn't a problem. I know I'd like to see such a thing. But, I don't know how long it would last before I'd have to take over. When I see what I want, sometimes it's difficult for me not to take it.

I have enough of a problem if I see a woman with a nice ass, during the day. I know I can't just find a dark alley and take her, as much as I'd like to. So, if there's a naked woman on my floor with a lubed dildo going in and out of her tight ass...why should that dildo be having all of the fun?

Personally, I'd like to put my own little twist on such a show. I'd like to have the woman's ankles and wrists bound, so she has to contort her body to get the lube and the dildo into her ass. Seeing her twist around, just to get into position would be quite sexy. And, once she gets it in, to see her feverishly shoving it in and pulling it out, faster and faster...pleasuring herself, not to mention driving me crazy.

And, because she's already bound...well, she's almost like a late birthday present, all tied up. But, this particular present doesn't get unwrapped.

Just imagining that twisting has my poor neck hurting.

Otherwise, I'd be into it!

Fury

 

[coy_one]

Maybe he should read the EDIT I added to that post. It might help give him ideas. Or, maybe give you ideas to give him.

Hmm..... sounds like that would be damned fun to walk in and find.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

He sounds like just another one of those dead beats that make all men look bad. I know you don't understand it, but you're not alone. I don't understand it, either. Hold a sharp knife to his testicles...maybe then you'd get a straight answer.

Ouch, I don't like knives. I can't believe I even said that.

*LMAO!* DVS... thank you darling! You're priceless! Somehow I knew that 'knife-play' was not your cup of tea.

I'd LOVE to hold a knife to his testicles... but he's some 900+ miles away and, as I said, involved in a NON-D/s relationship... which he claims he only wrote about it because he wasn't happy in his marriage after "x" number of years (over 10). He's even left Lit as a result of his thinking when he got back to his home state. He says he can't even sit down and write stories anymore, which he wrote as a form of escape from the unhappiness, but he included scenes from the memories he had of his own days as a submissive... until he started writing from a Dom's pov (at my insistance as his editor).

I'm not certain I'd call him a dead-beat though... I'm still struggling with my state of confusion... and so many unanswered questions that don't get answered in a phone call... or in an email.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

I don't blame you at all.

*HUGS and HUGS*

I hate it when people misrepresent themselves.

That's horrible. He sounds pretty damned mixed up.

Fury

*returns the HUGS and HUGS x 10* Thank you too Darling.

He was once a submissive - who then found that, as he wrote from the Domly pov, he felt himself wanting to try being Domly. He was damn good at it too! He even insisted that I try my hand at being a Domme... which I did... and for the short span of time, it was different... but it wasn't what I wanted on a regular basis.

 

[coy_one]

So very true. I hope you'll pardon me if I suddenly sound more than a little bitter... it's only because I am.

The one I called "Sir" returned home over a month ago and then decided that he didn't want a D/s relationship... he didn't want any type of relationship... least of all one that was long distance. In short... he didn't want me. He even pulled back and away because I was forming an attachment. Go figure!! Isn't there supposed to be an 'attachment' between Dominant and submissive? Please! Correct me if I'm wrong!!

He is now involved in a relationship with the cousin of his best friend while waiting for his divorce to come thru... and I'm supposed to be happy for him.

Can someone tell me what the hell he came out for a week for then... cause I certainly can't get any type of an answer to that question... other than a vague "I found what was missing in my marriage."

And... if it sounds as if I'm in the middle of a 'pity party'... please, I beg you, RETHINK that!! I'm furious as hell.

I wish I could tell you why.... but frankly, I can't get a straight answer out of my own ex-husband as to "why" he wanted to destroy our marriage and I was with him for 7 years.

I understand where you're coming from. Really, I do.

Don't let the bastard get you down or piss you off. He clearly isn't worth it.

(((HUGS))))

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

I wish I could tell you why.... but frankly, I can't get a straight answer out of my own ex-husband as to "why" he wanted to destroy our marriage and I was with him for 7 years.

I understand where you're coming from. Really, I do.

Don't let the bastard get you down or piss you off. He clearly isn't worth it.

(((HUGS))))

Thank you also coy...
After five months of daily contact... and then his being here for a full week... I'm very hurt, and more confused then ever by his turning away and pulling back.

{{{HUGS}}} returned x 10

 

[FurryFury]

DVS,

I heard the first line of this song and I thought you might like it.

Alanis Morissette - Everything lyrics

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

And you’re still here
And you're still here...

Fury

 

[coy_one]

So, I got me some raw anal lust this weekend!!!! I didn't need any suggestions - he controlled me in the manner I had hoped he would.

 

[DVS]

DVS,

I heard the first line of this song and I thought you might like it.

Alanis Morissette - Everything lyrics

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you’ve never met anyone
who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

And you’re still here
And you're still here...

Fury

Oh, yes! I like it. It's erotic. I like it all, because it's so revealing of her inner self. But I really like...
You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here.

 

[DVS]

So, I got me some raw anal lust this weekend!!!! I didn't need any suggestions - he controlled me in the manner I had hoped he would.

OK...so what's the deal? This is all we get? You got some, and a dancing banana?

You know we need details. What was the problem? Or was there even a problem? Was he just taking his time, waiting for that special time? I gather from your post that there wasn't ever a problem...you were just thinking there was, because he didn't throw you down and take your ass the moment you first told him.

Speaking of throwing you down and taking you...OK, now don't leave anything out. The first time with someone is always the best. So, start from the beginning and talk slowly, in a sexy voice. Make our mouths drool.

 

[skittles_lm]

OK...so what's the deal? This is all we get? You got some, and a dancing banana?

You know we need details. What was the problem? Or was there even a problem? Was he just taking his time, waiting for that special time? I gather from your post that there wasn't ever a problem...you were just thinking there was, because he didn't throw you down and take your ass the moment you first told him.

Speaking of throwing you down and taking you...OK, now don't leave anything out. The first time with someone is always the best. So, start from the beginning and talk slowly, in a sexy voice. Make our mouths drool.

*grabs the popcorn and waits*

 

[coy_one]

OK...so what's the deal? This is all we get? You got some, and a dancing banana?

You know we need details. What was the problem? Or was there even a problem? Was he just taking his time, waiting for that special time? I gather from your post that there wasn't ever a problem...you were just thinking there was, because he didn't throw you down and take your ass the moment you first told him.

Speaking of throwing you down and taking you...OK, now don't leave anything out. The first time with someone is always the best. So, start from the beginning and talk slowly, in a sexy voice. Make our mouths drool.

I'm guessing he was just waiting for the moment. Maybe I was impatient... who knows.

We had just gotten back to our room after a great meal. I'm guessing he felt that the $12 glass of cognac I had was an invitation to my ass. I had dressed well that evening, wore a skirt with my new leopard print heels and a white top that accentuated my breasts. Under my skirt was nothing.... and what a surprise that was to him. I sat on the bed, and he came over and began kissing me. He put his hand under my skirt and seemed to be looking for something - only there was nothing to find. We removed our clothes, and he immediately went full on missionary.
Then, he did the unexpected. He pulled out, and took my legs and flipped me over telling me to put my ass in the air. I thought for sure that it was just him looking to go at it doggie style, but he took his cock and began pushing into my ass. While I was hot and dripping, he was trying to dry fuck my ass, and that wasn't going to happen. When I felt his first thrust towards my ass, a smile went across my face.
I grabbed the lube quicker than Superman could change from Clark Kent, and smothered his cock. I no sooner put my ass back in the air and he was pushing hard into it. Damn, it felt so good. I'm moaning and screaming as I feel him slamming into me. I start feeling the build up of a good orgasm coming on, and as I'm writhing in pleasure, I feel him shooting his cum into my ass. Afterwards, we collapse and he has a huge smile on his face, while I am trying to recover from the intensity.

It was damned good fun. Can't wait to do it again.

 

[DVS]

...It was damned good fun. Can't wait to do it again.

LOL. Neither can I!

 

[FurryFury]

Oh, yes! I like it. It's erotic. I like it all, because it's so revealing of her inner self. But I really like...
You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here.

I agree that is the heart of the matter. The lyrics are pretty great. I've never loved that singer's tone but I love her lyrics and spirit!

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

I'm happy for you Coy one!

*grins*

Fury

 

[DVS]

Sorry gang, but I haven't written much, lately. My work hours got changed, recently, and it took me a long time to get use to working nights, again. I find myself sleeping a lot more. More time spent sleeping means less time for everything else, including sex and thinking about sex.

And, because I haven't thought about nor participated much in sex, sleeping instead, I don't have much time to write about it, either. But, don't think that's going to stop me from continuing. This change is just a bump in the road. Before long, I will be writing again, and maybe some day I will even participate in some kinky sex again. Who knows what the future holds, right? Anyway, just wanted to let everybody know I'm still here, and to bring the thread back onto the main page, so all of the newbies have a chance to see it.

You know, anal sex is a strange thing. Sometimes you don't know how much you might enjoy it until someone introduces it to you. Reading about it can sometimes trigger your interest, too. So, if someone close to you hasn't introduced anal sex to you, maybe this thread will trigger your interest. Then, maybe you can introduce it to that someone.

 

[Ebonyfire]

Sorry gang, but I haven't written much, lately. My work hours got changed, recently, and it took me a long time to get use to working nights, again. I find myself sleeping a lot more. More time spent sleeping means less time for everything else, including sex and thinking about sex.

And, because I haven't thought about nor participated much in sex, sleeping instead, I don't have much time to write about it, either. But, don't think that's going to stop me from continuing. This change is just a bump in the road. Before long, I will be writing again, and maybe some day I will even participate in some kinky sex again. Who knows what the future holds, right? Anyway, just wanted to let everybody know I'm still here, and to bring the thread back onto the main page, so all of the newbies have a chance to see it.

You know, anal sex is a strange thing. Sometimes you don't know how much you might enjoy it until someone introduces it to you. Reading about it can sometimes trigger your interest, too. So, if someone close to you hasn't introduced anal sex to you, maybe this thread will trigger your interest. Then, maybe you can introduce it to that someone.

It's about time your ass showed up!

 

[DVS]

It's about time your ass showed up!

Why would you term my showing up by saying "it's about time your ASS showed up"? Are you trying to target me, somehow? Don't answer that. It's just a rhetorical question. Should I worry now, when I turn my back on people...when I pick up the soap in the shower for fear of getting poked? Oh, wait...my shower isn't big enough for two people without both of them being VERY aware of the other. So, I don't have to worry about picking up the soap.

Yes, I know it's been a while. And, I tried to explain why that's so. I'm working on getting my mind back on the subject matter, so I can then get back to writing. It won't take that much more time, now that I'm getting use to the new hours. I almost hate to say this, but I'm secure in my manhood and devious personality, so I will...
I think it's an age thing. Some things a body takes longer getting use to and one of them is a complete 180 in sleep habits. And, I do think my age has a little to do with it. I didn't use to feel this way, but I'm beginning to think differently. I think it's mostly true, you can't teach an old dog new tricks...at least without the dog complaining a lot. And, believe me, I've been complaining.

But, I'm over the hump. I'm slowly seeing the light. Usually, that's when I get off work in the morning. LOL...sorry, night shift joke.

Yes, it's been a while since you've seen my ass in this thread...or any other part of me, either. Shit, I had to brush the cobwebs away from the door, just to get in. But, I've turned the AC on, so it should be nice and cool for anyone who wants to come in for a visit. And, because anal sex tends to make me hot, I have the temp set really low. Some of my vanilla friends call that "nippy weather". I'll leave that to explain itself. If nothing else, it might make clamps easier to apply.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Why would you term my showing up by saying "it's about time your ASS showed up"? Are you trying to target me, somehow? Don't answer that. It's just a rhetorical question. Should I worry now, when I turn my back on people...when I pick up the soap in the shower for fear of getting poked? Oh, wait...my shower isn't big enough for two people without both of them being VERY aware of the other. So, I don't have to worry about picking up the soap.

Yes, I know it's been a while. And, I tried to explain why that's so. I'm working on getting my mind back on the subject matter, so I can then get back to writing. It won't take that much more time, now that I'm getting use to the new hours. I almost hate to say this, but I'm secure in my manhood and devious personality, so I will...
I think it's an age thing. Some things a body takes longer getting use to and one of them is a complete 180 in sleep habits. And, I do think my age has a little to do with it. I didn't use to feel this way, but I'm beginning to think differently. I think it's mostly true, you can't teach an old dog new tricks...at least without the dog complaining a lot. And, believe me, I've been complaining.

But, I'm over the hump. I'm slowly seeing the light. Usually, that's when I get off work in the morning. LOL...sorry, night shift joke.

Yes, it's been a while since you've seen my ass in this thread...or any other part of me, either. Shit, I had to brush the cobwebs away from the door, just to get in. But, I've turned the AC on, so it should be nice and cool for anyone who wants to come in for a visit. And, because anal sex tends to make me hot, I have the temp set really low. Some of my vanilla friends call that "nippy weather". I'll leave that to explain itself. If nothing else, it might make clamps easier to apply.

"nippy weather" Dear... or "nipply weather"?

Either way... it's good to see you. I was considering asking about to see if others had seen you... but you made any explanation self-explanatory.

I've been working for the last three weeks now... and it is difficult to get oneself readjusted to a switch in hours. Then... add to that the Daylight Savings Time hours... and one can get real screwed up real fast. It won't take much... believe me.

I also haven't felt like writing much. After Sir turned his back on me and all that we had while he was here... not to mention the seven months leading up to that as well... I've also, sadly, lost the urge to edit.

Any ideas how to get BACK into that groove? I don't write, and I don't edit. I almost don't even read any more. How sad is that?

But it IS good to see you again.

 

[Blushing Bottom]

I'll second that.

It's about time your ass showed up!

 

[FurryFury]

*waves*

I was just asking where you were on the Adult Industry Jobs thread because you know what I got???



Check it out!

 

[DVS]

"nippy weather" Dear... or "nipply weather"?

Either way... it's good to see you. I was considering asking about to see if others had seen you... but you made any explanation self-explanatory.

I've been working for the last three weeks now... and it is difficult to get oneself readjusted to a switch in hours. Then... add to that the Daylight Savings Time hours... and one can get real screwed up real fast. It won't take much... believe me.

I also haven't felt like writing much. After Sir turned his back on me and all that we had while he was here... not to mention the seven months leading up to that as well... I've also, sadly, lost the urge to edit.

Any ideas how to get BACK into that groove? I don't write, and I don't edit. I almost don't even read any more. How sad is that?

But it IS good to see you again.

Answers to getting back into the groove? I wish I knew, because I wouldn't ever be out of the groove. Personally, I think I'm kind of a cyclical writer. A lot of things in life come and go in cycles and my urge to write seems to be that way, sometimes.

But, when I'm getting enough sex, I seem to write more than when I'm not getting enough sex. I guess the participation in sex keeps the topic closer to the surface of my mind, and so it's easier to tap that off into words.

Of course, there's no exact science to this answer, but if someone would like to come ring my doorbell, I'd be quite willing to participate in sex, to see if my urges to write also get lucky. There are a few things I'd like to experiment with, before I put them in the storyline. So, if you want to come ring my doorbell, you should enjoy being tied up and gagged, poked and prodded, carressed and stroked, licked and bitten, not to mention every hole used repeatedly.

Then, we'll start working on the storyline ideas.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Answers to getting back into the groove? I wish I knew, because I wouldn't ever be out of the groove. Personally, I think I'm kind of a cyclical writer. A lot of things in life come and go in cycles and my urge to write seems to be that way, sometimes.

But, when I'm getting enough sex, I seem to write more than when I'm not getting enough sex. I guess the participation in sex keeps the topic closer to the surface of my mind, and so it's easier to tap that off into words.

Of course, there's no exact science to this answer, but if someone would like to come ring my doorbell, I'd be quite willing to participate in sex, to see if my urges to write also get lucky. There are a few things I'd like to experiment with, before I put them in the storyline. So, if you want to come ring my doorbell, you should enjoy being tied up and gagged, poked and prodded, caressed and stroked, licked and bitten, not to mention every hole used repeatedly.

Then, we'll start working on the storyline ideas.

~ It is MHO that participation in sex does keep the topic closer to the surface of the mind and makes it way easier to tap that off and into words.

~ *Plots my route* Lets see... I need to get on I-40E until it junctions with I-44N and then I think I stay on that until I can junction with I-70E. Does that sound right?

~ Would be nice to see if we both can bring the urge to write to surface.

 

[DVS]

~ It is MHO that participation in sex does keep the topic closer to the surface of the mind and makes it way easier to tap that off and into words.

~ *Plots my route* Lets see... I need to get on I-40E until it junctions with I-44N and then I think I stay on that until I can junction with I-70E. Does that sound right?

~ Would be nice to see if we both can bring the urge to write to surface.

Depending on where you're coming from, both I-70 and I-35 pass not far from my house. I guess I'm sort of at the crossroads of the country. I-70 goes east and west and I-35 goes north and south. There's an expressway that connects these two and also goes near my house. I'll leave the porch light on.