Say something truthful.

I miss her.

I really do. Alot. And sometimes I wake up and I don't want to wake up. I sleep for hours on end. I can sleep all day, everyday, even when I'm not sleepy.

I keep myself busy so I don't think about what has happened to me these past few months. I don't want to think, so I don't. When I think, I cry.

I cry probably about every night, and then I beat myself up for being a softie.

My truth.
 
I get hard at 9:15 every morning for no reason at all. This has been the case almost without exception since I was in highschool. There was no incident that I can remember that would explain this.
 
Morning wood, sir.

The male body is tuned to become aroused in the morning. That your situation is that you are on such a schedule is a little unique, then again you are a unique individual.
 
No.

Morning wood is a consequence of increased circulation while the body is asleep and the weight of the bladder on the veins surrounding the dick. It is not because our body is "hard wired for mornings".

Given the fact I wake around 5am to work out, and then work, this would not qualify as morning wood.
 
My girl is perfect to me. Not only is she drop dead gorgeous but she's beautiful inside too. She has the biggest heart and has more tolerance for people then they deserve. Best of all, she's a fantastic mom, amazing wife and fucking sinful in bed. How the fuck I got so lucky I'll never know.
 
My girl is perfect to me. Not only is she drop dead gorgeous but she's beautiful inside too. She has the biggest heart and has more tolerance for people then they deserve. Best of all, she's a fantastic mom, amazing wife and fucking sinful in bed. How the fuck I got so lucky I'll never know.

The quality of our partners says a lot about who we are. That said, I know that feeling, and its a good one. I'll never understand men who live with women and don't feel that way.
 
The quality of our partners says a lot about who we are. That said, I know that feeling, and its a good one. I'll never understand men who live with women and don't feel that way.

And I pray you never do. Things happen in life sometimes where we make a decision that sends us down a path in life most people won't traverse. Does it make them a glutton for punishment? Maybe. Or maybe they put the needs of others before their own because the alternative, they know in their hearts, would lead to an outcome they can't live with.
 
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I can explain my reference if you will tell me yours. I'm interested in where else it might come from.

My user name came from the name of a character I played in role play before coming to Lit. She was an Elvish healer who later married a fellow who turned out to be a prince, and so she became a princess, albeit reluctantly. She would always introduce herself as: "I'm called Annisthyrienne, (Ah-nis-teery-ain) but my friends call me Thyri (Teery)". In the back story I created for her, the particular race of elves her mother descended from put their family name first, (Annis) and their given name second, (Thyrienne) but all as one word. Hence her mother was called Annisadrianne, and yes, I couldn't resist it. When Thyri had a daughter, her name would be (As a healer's daughter) Annisthaesia, though I would pronounce it like the Russian princess Anastasia.

So much for my geekery. ;)

The name is really just a poke at someone that told me I was a sexual deviant. It was both funny and horrible. Mostly I see the humor at this point. :rolleyes:

The spelling is an ode of sorts to a fav author; JR Ward. DeviantGirl was already taken.

And wow, you are a super-geek. :D
 
Well, it's a great name for a board like this. It's a good way to make the best of someone's teasing. ;)


Yeah, I'm thinking of getting a big red SG on my blouse.:D
 
That I have such an intense need to please that I suffer in agony when I am not pleasing to those I wish to be so....:(:(:(
 
Something truthful?

Luna + Nina = squirms, panting, whimpering, wish I was one or the other or in between or whew
 
As I see the wind blowing, the snow coming down, and I realize that this is just the start 5 months of this...I begin to think that maybe moving back here wasn't the world's best idea
 
That I have such an intense need to please that I suffer in agony when I am not pleasing to those I wish to be so....:(:(:(

I can relate with that.

I have a need for others to like me...sometimes...well alot of the time...it means I don't stand up for myself as much as I should.

It's my point of view that having a confrontation with someone is a failure on both of our parts to communicate.

That confrontations and arguments is communicating but never listening.

That confrontations only cause pain and heartache save for the rare occurence when the confrontation brings the truth to the forefront between people. When the truth is shared you can move forward.

Argue with your brain before your heart never the reverse.

People say they don't even care what so and so thinks of them, but that's a lie. Everyone cares what others think of them deep down denying that only augments anger and hatred in a confrontation.

The only way to win a confrontation with another person is never anger...anger in an argument is like using a hydrogen bomb for a swordfight, undirected and usually creating massive unintended collateral damage. The only way too win an argument is reason and logic.
 
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I did mean to hurt him badly. Looking at the umpire with a surprised look on my face was a lie.
 
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