saintcero
Bi submissive bottom
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2016
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Once the tip touched my rosebud I was completely inflamed and had to have more. I’m glad I did too. But I also admit that the shame you felt lives inside me too. I would be crushed to be outed. It’s jut sex but society still feels otherwise. Don’t beat yourself up.For me my first experience was like a wave, I started off extremely nervous and then grew in confidence as the experience progressed. My behavior became so overtly gay I even surprised myself - raising my knees, spreading my legs, presenting to another man in a way I would never have imagined myself doing. The real panic came when I felt my anus open and spread round his glans, it was then I was hit by a tidal-wave of shame - what if my friends and family find out I'd had a cock up my bum... That was the moment I jumped up and started making for the exit.